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Sie gibt mir ständig Zuneigung und Liebe❤️❤️❤️
Du behandelst mich, als wäre ich leicht zu lieben.
- eigenes
Womit habe ich dich in meinem Leben verdient? Ich weiß, dass ich das so oft frage, aber ich verstehe es nicht und kann es einfach nicht wahrhaben das es so ist. Du bist ein so unfassbar liebenswerter und toller Mensch. Ich mag dich so wie du bist und ja, ich suche noch immer den Haken an dem ganzen.
Du lernst erst, was Freundschaft wirklich bedeutet, wenn du ihr begegnest. Da steht auf ein Mal jemand der für dich kämpft, sich für dich einsetzt und sich Situationen ausgesetzt, um dich zu verteidigen. Nur um für dich da zu sein. In deinem Interesse handelt, dir nur Gutes wünscht und sich ohne Neid für dich mitfreut.
Und du merkst, dass du du selbst sein kannst. Dich vorher immer verstellt hast, damit du niemanden verletzt oder komisch wirkst. Das gibt es nun nicht mehr. Sie zwingt dich nicht zum lachen, wenn es dir danach nicht ist. Dir wird bewusst, was du in deinen vorherigen „Freundschaften“ alles mit dir machen lassen hast und was du dir anhören musstest.
Nach so kurzer Zeit, habe ich nun gelernt für wen es sich lohnt zu kämpfen und was wahre Freundschaft bedeutet. Diese Person ist von unschätzbarem Wert, dass ich auf sie nichts kommen lasse.
Wir sprechen über tausende Wörter am Tag, es gibt drei Wörter, die sehr heilsam sind.
Ich liebe dich <3
Eine kleine Hand auf meiner Wange.
Streichelnde Berührung, ein inniger Kuss, dann noch einer.
"Mama, ich hab dich so furchtbar lieb."
Mein Kind spricht fließend Liebevoll.
ALSO tell me more abt ur lord of the flies hatred i would love some support in my time of suffering 😔🙏🏻
OK so it HAS been a while since ive read it, omg like 8 yrs but.
i had to read it in 10th grade english class and my teacher gave the whole. discourse abt it being an allegory/metaphor for br/tish men (i live in. the u.s. so. expected bs that i actually cldnt give a shit abt at 15 lol), war, privilege etc and just kept assigning shit like. WHY are little boys so BAD?? 😈🖤🙊 IS evil apart of HUMAN NATURE?? 🤨💀 WHY are the WEAK disposable?? 😮😔😓 WOULD it be the same if GIRLSS were there instead of BOYSS?? 😌🔎🧐👁👀🙈 and just 😡💢🤬🔥🔥💯😠🔪
it got so tiring having those kinds of convos as a teenaged closet tr/ns f*g, being smart enough to understand their implications r wrong/outdated/disproven but being too dumb/distant to explain whyy #agony
NOT to mention it took up like. a good portion of the spring semester like. it was lord of the flies. every day. for weeks.
for a 200 smth page book.
and we?? had to write like essays on each little section that was tabbed off?? reading ahead got u nowhere bc u didn't know what was assigned but it spoiled everything for the whole class.
maybe that's just me (although we were in groups and other ppl in my group found it hard to read this way. as soon as interesting part happened u just had to. stop dead cold sometimes in the middle of a chapter LOL) but i cldnt hack reading that way + my attn suffered lmfao ruined the reading experience. it wasn't even like an honors class or anything (maybe im dumb...us schools... built different 🙄😭) i went to a hick high school in the middle of nowhere.
i have since learned the nuance of the situation and the comms skills to explain my feelings abt the topics the book deals w but. i couldn't and didn't then, a v stifling stifling. and also that some ppl have rly enjoyed reading it and got smth out of it, maybe ill give it another chance in like the distant future, at least in like. 40 more yrs lmao
but srsly. all it takes is a google search these days to prove that those teachings were. fictional at best. real children have survived shipwrecks by living and cooperating with each other (im thinking of those tongan teens stuck on 'ata for like a year, still better than most adult friends who split up being roommates after like 2 months lmfao)