#liferamblings

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How is it that I managed to watch the Backrooms movie in theaters the same day that The Amazing Digital Circus finale was released on YouTube?!

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I don’t know how to explain this, but I ship it

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Hey guys, I just want to take the time and say thank you for sticking around for so long. It means a lot to me and my art through 2020. I promise that I’ll try to post more because I admit that I forgot to post here. I’ll also be honest and say that I wasn’t at my A game mentally wise and I didn’t feel like I wasn’t at my best. I want 2021 to be the year of being more active when it comes to posting more art and being active when it comes to my art and projects so I can engage with you guys more. So, Goodbye 2020, you will surely not be missed. #liferamblings #traditionalart #traditionalsketch #sketch #loveshot36 https://www.instagram.com/p/CJfeBrPFoqn/?igshid=14cbdkgjxiavd

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Another Weird Dream involving someone from Tumblr again

I feel like I should keep some sort of dream journal on here whenever something involving this site. And this dream was especially weird to me.

So buckle up, cause it’s a weird one.

So while the dream was a bit long(one part involving a puppet guest star on Off Topic that was voiced by Tony the Tiger and a badass action scene that I can’t recall anymore) there was one part that stuck out to me the most. It involved fan art of my DimensionsAU that was drawn by @steadyconnoisseurnacho and the reason I knew that was because they showed it to me via a Snapchat video, which is strange because I use Snapchat exclusively with IRL friends and Family. Now the reason I believe it was Snapchat was that I saw the black bar that would usually text, but there wasn’t. It was a traditional drawing in a sketchbook, and looked something like this:

I was able to remember most of the drawing to make this recreation of it and I want to try to dissect it because it has some interesting things related to Dimensions itself.

I’ll start with the top left:

I remember it specifically being this sort of split box thing with one side being a drawing of a forest in the Camp Camp style and Gwen holding some sort of box thing. I want to talk more of the Gwen drawing the most. For one thing, it was hard to capture what expression she was making. I wasn’t sure if she was angry or crying into the box thing, and most of the face look slightly melted to me. Like it was edited in Photoshop with Liquify. And the more I thought about it, the more it looked like a drawing that I remember making:

They were almost in the exact same pose, and keep in mind that I drew that doodle on the right in October of 2017 as a sort of vent drawing. The difference being in the dream draw, she’s holding something. I debated on what she was holding cause it looked like a brick, but I thought ‘why would she be yelling/crying at a brick?’ until I put context to the story. It was a phone. In Dimensions, the campsite mostly has on the wall cord phones and very old technology and a part of the story is Gwen attempting to call out to someone over the phone about Cameron’s threats and failing because of Cameron’s interference. So I could only imagine that this was a reference to that.

Since I don’t remember what was in the second box so I’ll move on to the third one. For one thing, I remember it being in a different style than the other in that it looked painted. The one glaring detail I remember out of this was that Cameron was in the doorway and was bright blue. The scene was also something related to the story since David looked like he was opening, or closing a box. It was the parts of David attempting to run away. But, why was Cameron there, and why was he the only thing in the picture in color? My theory was symbolism, but I don’t know how Dimension! Cameron is related to the color blue considering his character.

 The last drawing in the bunch was what looked like outline drawings of the Main three campers. The Line Art was super clean and looked like it was going to be colored in later. There wasn’t a lot of detail and kinda weird looking. Luckily I was able to recognize the characters because of the hair.

Now I wanted to leave it at that, but there was one thing I didn’t want to leave out. Since the drawing was in a sketchbook, there was a second page I had glanced at that contain some unrecognizable doodles. I only remembered one that stood out to me, and that was this:

It looks like something that I would draw back when I was first creating Dimensions, some in the style of some of my old Camp Camp drawings. Though the whole face was covered and not just the eyes as most of them were styled that way.

Now as depressing as it is to literally dream of getting fan art, but this seemed stranger than that. Just the way it looked was just off in some way. Though it seemed weird how:

1.) The style and format of the of drawing.

2.) the Elements of the drawing

3.) Just the way it was shown to me in the dream via video.

Now, why specifically @steadyconnoisseurnacho I may never know. But I had the need to make this post just to tell them. You know how when you have a dream about someone you know, and you just have to tell them about it, that was me after I woke up this morning. This was something more akin to that dream I had about meeting @/directium at a signing panel, and in the vain of doing so, I might just start a dream journal here for Tumblr related dreams.

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Weird Dream Stuff

Okay, this is super weird and dumb, but I had to write it down because it involves Tumblr.

I had a dream last night where I was at a convention-esque event and @directium was at one of the signing booths(there was a name tag and everything). I was at the person next to them and we just happened to lock eyes, and they recognize me(despite never seeing my face). For some reason, they were like “OMG it’s you!” and I awkwardly went, “Yeah, it’s me. :D”. Though towards the end of the dream, I got to them and got their autograph and an awkward exchange and the dream ended there.

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Prepping to do some school work with the right aesthetics #liferamblings #vaporwave #aesthetic #loveshot36

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There are perks to getting tank tops that you can wear because it has a built in bra, and sometimes you get tan lines on your chest that make look like a sun bear. I blame the Texas sun XP

Also consider this me practicing comic panels

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STATE OF THE TUMBLR

So I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. While I haven’t been using this blog as intended for me as someone who wants to put their art out there and actually be a artist on the internet, I don’t exactly know the direction I want to go with it.

2025 was rough, but I did find some pockets of joy that made me realize that I want to do more in 2026. For instance, I managed to get into DND proper, like actually getting to play in a campaign (another partial reason I didn’t post much art was because I was exclusively drawing my two characters I play, and I didn’t want the people in my campaign to get spoilers), I went to a few art markets that got me inspired to do something with my art, and I’m like this close to finishing my first big sketchbook proper(which I dubbed the Omnibus).

I want 2026 to be a year of change and actually marketing myself as a artist, including cleaning up this dusty blog with proper branding and everything, so I hope I can do that for the few people who are still following me (thank you for sticking around and tolerating the nonsense)