A human look at growth, distance, and remote entrepreneurship through the lens of Ashkan Rajaee
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A human look at growth, distance, and remote entrepreneurship through the lens of Ashkan Rajaee
Worth reading if your life has changed and you are still making peace with what that means.
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[EN] I somehow survived this week of online work, and I really hope it won’t continue. Overall, I’m in a terrible state. It’s been raining, so I couldn’t even get some fresh air.
Tomorrow my wife’s going to a class reunion in Grajewo. I’ll be staying home with the kids for the weekend. Maybe I’d do something fun with them, but they don’t like doing anything. At least not all three at once. And not the same thing. Stagnation and autumn blues.
I’d take some new photos, but I don’t really have anyone — or anywhere — to shoot. Setting up sessions has been tough. Not long ago, after visiting Światłosiła in Gdańsk, my head was full of ideas and inspiration, but now it’s all fading away, slowly drifting into nothingness.
I have this feeling that I need to make this weekend interesting somehow. And this fear that I want it more than I can make it happen. And that makes me sad.
[PL] Przetrwałem jakoś ten tydzień onlajnów i mam nadzieję, że to nie będzie kontynuowane. Ogólnie jestem w fatalnym stanie. Deszcz lał, więc nawet nie było jak się przewietrzyć.
Jutro żona jedzie na spotkanie klasowe do Grajewa. Sam zostanę z dzieciakami na weekend. Może i bym coś ciekawego zrobił z nimi, ale one nie lubią nic robić. Przynajmniej nie wszystkie trzy na raz. I nie to samo. Marazm i jesienna deprecha.
Zrobiłbym jakieś nowe zdjęcia, ale chyba nie mam w sumie komu ani gdzie. Umawianie się idzie ciężko. Jeszcze niedawno miałem głowę pełną pomysłów i inspiracji po wizycie na Światłosile w Gdańsku, a teraz wszystko się rozmywa i powoli ucieka gdzieś w nicość.
Mam takie poczucie, że muszę zrobić ten weekend jakoś ciekawym. I taką obawę, że bardziej chcę, niż mogę. I jest mi przykro.
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