#liightforce

[incogniiita]

@liightforce​  / cont. from here !

{ ✴ }   ︎——   ❛  WISE WORDS FROM A JEDI.  ❜   the rebel smiles in jest, a soft giggle escaping her.     ❛  alright, then a nap it is !  if anyone asks, it was by orders of the jedi.  ❜  she states, already climbing onto a nice snug spot of some lone cargo crates.

[applesdrowned-a]

YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID. @liightforce

[keslrun]

psa that i love @liightforce and if you send her hate ? catch these fists honestly.

[killshope]

♡  ☇ @liightforce .

❝you’re wasting time - either give me an answer or get out of my way .❞

[anciienteyes]

plotted starter // @liightforce

        over the years, ben has had ample time to consider what he might say to blake, if the two ever came face to face again. he’d heard the news of her survival from his mother, who seemed somewhat nervous about informing her rehabilitated son of the existence of someone so closely connected to his past. she needn’t worry however, as ben had felt nothing but relief upon hearing the news. he often thinks of the night his life changed forever, the night he turned from ben so.lo to ky.lo ren. he knows he can never really make up for the trauma he forced her to live through, but perhaps he can make her see that it wasn’t innate evil that turned him. and since hearing the news, he’s run over speeches and words and phrases that he thought might make her understand. he desperately tried piecing the right apology together, writing letters that never made it past the first sentence. he should do it in person, he’d decided. and he’d fully expect her to stomp on his foot, or perhaps challenge him to a lightsaber duel, or scream at him at the top of her lungs until she lost her voice. each of those reactions would be JUSTIFIED. in fact, he wasn’t sure she’d want to speak with or see him at all, no matter his past in the destruction of the first order. so when when she’d agreed to a meeting almost immediately upon his secret arrival, he’d been nothing short of stunned. 

        now, as he patiently awaits her arrival in the meeting room that’s actually more like a closet with a table and two chairs stuffed inside, he feels overwhelmed by guilt and sadness. he still feels like he doesn’t belong anywhere near the new (new) republic, like he might infest the place with his darkness by simply being there. the realization that he’s close to facing someone he thought he MURDERED is both exhilarating and terrifying, all at once. how many times had he wished he could speak to the innocent souls of those he’d slaughtered? how many times had he spoken to the open air, in hopes that someone he wronged might hear him in their afterlife? now the opportunity is before him, and he feels almost sick to his stomach. the sound of footsteps approaching interrupts his troubled thoughts, followed by the familiar sound of the door sliding open all at once. he averts his gaze momentarily, far too interested in the metal tabletop rather than the company he’d requested. after a moment, he builds the courage to slowly lift his gaze, taking in the girl he once knew, inch by inch. although girl is hardly the appropriate word anymore. she’s all grown up, a jedi knight, his mother had informed him. good. he’d thought, upon hearing the small bit of promising information. the galaxy needs her. he clears his throat then, unable to holds her gaze for longer than a second. 

        ❛ you’re ALIVE. and a jedi, at that. i’ve never been so... elated, to hear of my own shortcomings. ❜

[keslrun]

❛     i     will     send    my    rocketship   to   find   you   .    ❜  

@liightforce​ /   hit    the    ♡    for   a   starter   .    closed*  

[killshope]

@liightforce .

it’s shocking when she grabs him . his own training nearly kicks in . wanting to flip her but somehow controlling the knee jerk reaction , the most tell that he shows is a twitch in his right cheek . the muscle there clenched and then released . she is soft against him , and he feels himself melting into the warmth between them . it’s been so long since he’s touched anyone . his hands most often gloved . like an animal he craves it , palm cradling her as he angles himself to look at her more deeply .      ❝   are you --- is this okay ?   ❞    

[killshope]

♡  , @liightforce​ .

she’s come to him , not for the last time either , he surmises from the look he dares says might be affectionate if he didn’t know better .  “you are ... an unexpected surprise...”  he finally says after a long moment , watching her with intense curiosity .  how did she get here ...