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going to post oc art here because i’m proud of it and these two have come so far and they’re finally exiting my danganronpa phase. yes i forgot to render her roses pretend you can’t see it. mwah

also shout out to art growth because these were my designs for them when i was 12

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right hand man

hii! back on some lotf grind.. i lovem y post isladn and i love my jager.. school just ended and i got done with some pretty intense art finals so it was nice to draw for myself (AND TUMBLR APPARENTLY) anyways enjoy my post island jager where roger lights jacks cigs for him idk if i made this gay enough but i hope i did. mwahh love you guys

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art block killed. drew my best friend @vessel214 and i as cunty natalie portman and christian bale

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happy new years!!

finished up my last self portrait before new years :D hopefully tumblr doesnt nerf the quality.

my non-fandom stuff doesnt really get much attention but wtv a ton of people r posting their end of year drawings

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lowkey i believe that garroth has been extremely sorry for his entire life about injuring zane. garroth is a big sweetheart and will have a drink or two and hugs him crying like “little brother im so sorry… im so sorry… i never meant to hurt you..” and zane is so pissed off about it because he’s already come to terms with his disability and also it happens every fucking time garroth drinks.

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i dont think we talk enough about the fact that at the end of lotf EVERYONE was hunting. its a perfect way to tie in jacks representation of tyranny and authoritarian ruling: how at some point, everyone becomes indoctrinated into violence under an authority figure which encourages it. not only does the violence from the hunters affect the island, it also spurs more from ralph, and it demonstrates in the end that everyone was even just slightly culpable for the events on the island.

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Quick goodbye message before I pop out of here for good. My dms are open to anyone who has unsolved shit to tell me or wants to hit me up and chat/be friendly. I am @lilacs_echoing on discord. Of course none of you want to come off anons because I get so much anon hate and nobody will be upfront.

This has not been worthwhile. It has been hard. And im never going to be fully honest about everything here. Its not in my cards to sit around and wait for this place to improve. Some people want to say this place has more good in it than bad, and if thats true for them I commend it and wish them the best but I see so many people who need to grow.

This newest confessions account has me done. I will not watch people start to brazenly bully people on anons now. Starting an account just to be mean is embarrassing, it is truly shameful behavior. None of your families would be proud to know you get up to this, posting OR sending them. I dont want to watch this place get worse now that people are starting to bully Toony. You guys did it in Lotf gang over the gooner piggy shit. Get lives outside of this please. Posting anons about people when you can't do it on your main just makes you a fucking coward. Of course none of you want to take heat or make enemies.

Unfortunately this means lotf-fandom-confessions is gone. Yes, it was me. Judge me if you want, I dont fucking care I have nothing to prove to you all. But I did it to interact with the fandom in a way that didn't connect me to Castle Rock. I did NOT do it to be a dick to people, that was all of YOU. YOU all sent me the mean shit. Its all you guys who complain about how this fandom is but you talk behind eachothers back and treat people like shit. It will never get better because the people who need to do introspection, won't, they'll just keep getting upset and keep making discord servers.

Im not here to fix this fandom. I loved being cleanup for the community page. Im just not passionate anymore and it doesn't pay off to watch people come and go and get into drama. I will unfollow everyone and stop drawing fanart. Keep following if you'd like. I will block the fandom tags. Say your piece, im out.

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i do not have the energy to go around telling people not to interact w my abuser anymore, if you do and i block you that’s not my problem i’m not gonna police his interactions. but now you explicitly know my stance which is that if you interact with mikeru in any way i am blocking.