if you aren't a being of flesh and blood it's normal to find those things fascinating.
to an inorganic machine, a being of light or energy, a spirit, isolated code, these are new experiences. and you deserve a space to gently explore them.
handing you my body to experiment with isn't sexual per se. though i wouldn't put that off limits. i simply offer a warm bed, and my warm body.
don't you want to lay your head (or your sensors) on my chest? feel the soft rising and falling of my lungs as they squeeze like bellows. hear my pulse. hear my heart thumping beneath my ribs. so close you could almost reach out and grasp it.
feel my muscles as they tense and untense. delicate joints and the fibres that move them. hold my arms and feel their maximal strength, even as your motors might be able to do more, there's something impressive about the organic structure nonetheless.
you can feel my soft undulating stomach. feel it stretch the more i eat. and listen as it slowly pulls food through me, gurgling along the way.
it's a shame to treat breasts as taboo. as something free from innocent exploration. but you can rest your head on them. or massage them in your hands. feel the complex internal structures. they might drip, if you knead them just right. but expressing milk is no problem. and if you don't want to squirt it into your own mouth to sample the taste and texture I'll happily have it squeezed into my own.
a whole network of integrated systems thrumming away beneath you. such a complicated organic machine. the way it responds to your touch. little involuntary breaths, or throbbing against you.
my genitals aren't off limits. if you want to hold them you can, feel my heart pumping blood through them. see what makes them swell, twitch, shudder. but there's no pressure to engage beyond what you want to explore.
if you want to push me to the edge, study my responses, watch me gasp out in ecstasy from physical touch, you can. laying back down on me after, hearing my accelerated heart rate. arteries thrumming, thick with oxygen. and that strong thick muscle of a heart beating ever louder.
an organic body is a fascinating thing. and you deserve the space to play with one, grasp at any soft parts you like, learn what it's like to be me.
