A November memory.
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A November memory.
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Do you ever feel like you’re suffocating? . . . I almost drowned once. The water filling my lungs stung as I gasped for air. I was terrified. I didn’t have time to regret the decision I made that got me to that moment, drowning in my mistake. I dreamed I could swim and went down a water slide without a life jacket. All I wanted to do in the moment was live. I struggled to survive as others around me were rushing to save my life. . . . I was fortunate that day. I learned that living is a struggle. But also others are there to help when that struggle is so difficult you start to drown and feel like you are suffocating. . . . I learned a lesson today. Living is still a struggle. But I might be suffocating slowly. In real life there are no life jackets, and no life guards. Just other people sucking what little air you have, out of the room. You can either let them have the air in the room, or you can leave. The moment a person would rather watch you suffocate is the moment you have to decide how much you’re worth. You are the only person who can choose to take your next breath. No one can do it for you. * * * #jsydswritings #inreallife #jsydspoetry #suffocate #writersfollowwriters #livingalone #thedarkside #lonelyliving #helpyourself #wordoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/Bqx1U-qg1UY/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=16dbkh19mc0cv
Nothing like a hearty Sunday meal munched “Twinkle “!!! #hamster #hamstersofinstagram #food #apples #adored #socute #lovescuddles #tiny #alwaysbusy #no #problem #loveher #family #friends #likes #livingalone #men #women #children #adorethem #notall !!#uk #usa #europe #restoftheworld https://www.instagram.com/p/BnOrB52Hcrc/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1b0cybgbtilmp
Living Alone
Living alone is a blessing
Living alone is an experience
Once you realize you’re alone
Once you walk around naked
The doors of desire fly open
The flaws run free
You begin to feel as if nothing matters
You begin to wonder is this who i want ot be
Thoughts flood your mind
Thoughts critique your actions
Mom’s voice pops up
Mom’s advices, becomes a rules
Is that what I want?
Is that what’s best?
Grandma’s warns about not being productive,
Grandma’s words stick and guilt slips in.
Do i really agree
Do i have different feelings/thoughts?
Are the rules for everyone?
Are they the same for myself?
How do i figure this out?
How can i find my way?
Living alone is an experience.
Living alone is a blessing.
今住んでいる物件の管理会社から手紙が届いたことから、突如発生した引越しミッション。 建物の取り壊しのため、3月末まで引越しを完了させねばなりません。 なぜ急に取り壊し?? そんな突然言われても。。 いろんな思いがありますが、残された期間は二か月弱。 引越しの過程は動画にして随時更新していきますので、これからどうなるのか楽しんでいただければ幸いです笑
おまけ
日々の疲れをかわいいニャンコたちに癒してもらう方が増えているようです。 元気いっぱい猫としばしの休息はいかがですか。