How can one person steal you so quickly?
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How can one person steal you so quickly?
So, I guess the one advantage of being between gigs is that I get a chance to browse through old photos taken. Thousands of photos are just sitting on my backups. I should delete the album with the wedding photos I was never paid for in 2012. What a waste. Hereās to a new life, job hunting from scratch and the last five years of hard work wiped off the slate by lockdowns and border closures. Not to mention a much-decreased bank balance here. Things can only get better. I bloody hope so. An old photo that was taken at a music gig a long time ago in Gauteng. I canāt remember the singers' name, and I think he is more than 10 years older. Cheers to good times. As always, I will be uploading the color version on the Facebook page. I heard an awesome song on the radio this morning. Thank you to these ladies for making me feel a bit less despondent today. https://music.apple.com/za/album/cover-me-in-sunshine/1566201612?i=1566202299 #lockdownsucks #streetphotography #musician #gigportraits #music #gauteng #portraitphotography #exposuredonotpaybills #dxinecoza #dxine https://m.facebook.com/dXine.co.za www.dXine.co.za https://gillespiea.picfair.com/ https://skylum.grsm.io/anthonygillespie4861 (at Sandton, Gauteng) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWIVx6CNobD/?utm_medium=tumblr
šTake me back! š Weāre back to having stay at home orders and I canāt wait to be able to travel and find myself at the beach! š While I understand why Iām so over stay at home orders. Going a little stir crazy over here! #beachgirl #beachgirlforlife #stayathome #stayathomeorder #lockdownsucks #torontolife #ontariocanada (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/CNaTti2rqwH/?igshid=nze7mcx17j7m
Camera roll, last year just after strict lockdown. Can't believe time has flown so fast. āš° #lockdownsucks #photodump #cameraroll #selfiesfordays (at Pretoria, South Africa) https://www.instagram.com/p/CNRtejChBww/?igshid=s3ka7i6zvm4b
#lockdownsucks https://www.instagram.com/p/CJ-rWj5h_LaPv4CzTs8O5v9pOw69m0qP4PkZYs0/?igshid=k2rzwxf38zcz
This sums up my week, my month and just 2020 in general. Iāve had enough...of everything. I just want to jump on a plane and go to hug my mum and cry into her shoulder but I canāt because of this lockdown. 2020 can go fuck itself hard in the arse! #cazmayauthor #2020sucks #bringon2021 #hadenoughofthisshit #lockdownsucks #brokenheart #broken #shattered #ineedahug #supporteachother #cantstopcrying #fml #failure https://www.instagram.com/p/CEWJJY5AvB-/?igshid=1eduqb64pwyuo
Today started with going for a walk with my smol one and this fluff ball. And by started I mean it took 2 hours for us to get ready for a 30 min walk š . . . This afternoon I got out for an unexpected afternoon run. It was a nice run. Nothing amazing. Slow, but slow enough to think. Iāve honestly found this week really overwhelming. Im feeling for this in Melbourne/stage 4 restrictions. Iām not a fan of stage 3 but weāre all doing what we got to do. Iāve been feeling rubbish and not performing as well as i would like and then feeling rubbish about that. Todayās run reminded me of my why. I run because I love to run. I run for my mental health. I run for my physical health. I run to be the best me. I run because I can. I run 4 Bowie. The rest doesnāt matter. Yes I want to get faster, run further and run events [when safe to do so] but theyāre not my why. There are going to be more hard days and thatās ok. On those hard days I need to remember this. My why. #irun4bowie #runbecauseican #running #covidsucks #lockdownsucks https://www.instagram.com/p/CDqBGSUnodt/?igshid=1mkeffv1gaap5
Fingers crossed it wonāt be long till we can get back to this #brazilianjiujitsu #bjj #nogi #wrestling #lockdownsucks #grappling #teamdigitsu #gordobjj #gordoeurope (at Flo Martial Arts) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAeeMenAz_X/?igshid=1219hswtaqxsx