#logic...

[football-hqs]

[highschoolburnouts-blog]

spent all this time spriting yuri and i dont even like it! -_-

[ryikartful]

I love this child tho holy fuck???

[kyleekhaos]

So... level 3 snow emergency... cool

[feyrhys-is-my-otp]

Ok. Them not figuring out she is reign right now is bullshit. Like it’s not like she can change her dna. They better explain this cuz right now it’s not making sense.

[nepale]

Despite this guy being literally 3 months younger than me I instantly felt creepy when I found out as I liked him before

[xenokobra]

I know this sounds extremely stupid and shit but fuck it. Ignore me or something.

I’m partially jealous to people who have actual problems. Those who have everyday struggle with getting a food to table ‘cause the lack of money, have abusive parents or friends, who have absolutely no-one in their life, who struggle with variety of mental illnesses... And then there’s me. I’ve all the money. I have absolutely awesome parents and friends, I live with the coolest, funniest, greatest and most inspiring person I’ve ever met. And still I’m sad. Even though I have no reason to be. Like, I’m quite social, I’m rather skilled artist, I have education and shit and no illness is standing on my way. I could do anything cool with my life.

But here I am. Sitting on the couch, basically crying my eyes out because I don’t know how to draw little girls. Or so it at least feels like, that’s the shit that kind of triggered this stupid “I’m worthless why am I still here” feeling. What the actual fuck me. 

On days like this I would really like to draw some vent art. But as drawing is the second common reason why I even start to feel bad (first one being getting a job etc. you know, shit I just have to do because I was born as a human), so it feels kinda pointless. I mean, I wanna ease bad feeling with something that causes me even worse feeling. Maybe if I could just say fuck it and just doodle something ugly and stupid without caring about the quality, but I just don’t know how. And that’s again one reason to feel sad because oh boohoo my life is hard I don’t know how to do this simple thing.

I’m an idiot.