I don’t really have a caption but here are some new #ootd pics from this weekend. @misslolaofficial #lolaootd . . Also, I wanted to pull up and tell you babes I miss posting and interacting with you all. I know I’ve been pretty MIA on here and to be honest I’ve just been feeling super uninspired and unmotivated to post. I feel like I tend to get into these mental ruts ever so often and it’s hard to shake them. I usually never really share stuff like that, mostly bc I don’t think anyone would care. But I felt like sharing bc I think it’s important to also shine light on our insecurities. IG has created this space where creatives, companies and just about anyone can share and discover amazing people. On the flip side of that its also created this unattainable idea of perfection, of always having to be doing something great and amazing. And while that may be the reality for so many, it’s not mine. Trying to find a balance between excelling at my job, working out more, spending more time with my family, continuing to pursue the whole influencer thing while still making time for myself and my sanity has been rough. That constant feeling of “I’m not doing enough” fills me with so much anxiety. I’ve been getting better at being more forgiving of myself and allowing myself to fall back on stuff I don’t want to do. I say this to say: We are all a work in progress. Be a little more gentle with the way you speak to yourself about yourself. ✨💫 (at New York, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/BxyRF__HjBO/?igshid=ok2nnqyvpdt3
