Oct 22, 2018
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Life. Funny, Happy, sad… just trying to survive😪@gabrielle026
I never understood until I was the one wearing the boots.
My girlfriend recently broke up with me two says after valentine's day and since then I've been slipping deeper and deeper into a depressive state. I still put on a happy face to the people around me and trick myself to be happy when in public but when I'm alone and everything is quiet, the voices in my head get louder and I focus more on the amount of people I can actually talk to.
I've gotten back onto tumblr to journal and a way to get these thoughts out of my head in a somewhat coherent fashion.
I downloaded all the different dating apps in hope I could change myself and just basically fuck my feelings away but I had one hookup and it made myself feel worse and more guilty like I had just betrayed myself. And now I've accepted that I cant do stuff like that and that I actually need a genuine relationship with someone but that requires having to tell my whole life story once again to another complete stranger in Hope's that they will understand and not push me away because of the stuff I've been through and who I am.
I'm pushing myself to pursue my craft of becoming a sound engineer and become more social in my city.
I just wish I had someone to share the journey with but honestly at this rate, I'm going to have to take this journey alone for a while.
Life
The universe, Our universe, is one in many other universes. They are like teenagers who donno about themselves. In this scale of existence nobody knows any other. The concept of knowing, acknowledging some other form of anything is unknown. But our universe was the curious one who broke the eternal concept and made a tiny spark in itself to create something called life. Which will grow intelligent enough to understand itself so that our universe can experience itself and how beautiful it’s existence is through us. We are the way of the universe to experience it’s magical entity.
Our bodies moved as one For we were synced thru love Yet in the end, we had to part Because it was not love from the start.