Long-term projects
(for all of us who are works in progress)
Sudden conversion.
One moment, you’re going along, doing whatever you’re doing. Following a road paved with your own priorities. The next?
Like Saul (soon to be Paul) on the road to Damascus, in scarcely a heartbeat, you’re doing a 180 and following Jesus. 100%. Nothing held back.
I have no idea what that’s like.
For me, the process of growing in the Christian life, of becoming more like Jesus, has been slow. And that’s being charitable. It’s been a long, laborious process.
More like building a levee from scratch. One shovelful of dirt at a time.
At the rate I’m going, in another 50 years I’ll be a passable human being.
Which is why I’m such a fan of Peter. The Prince of the Apostles. And the King of Ponderously Slow Progress in Holiness.
In today’s Gospel, the gap between Peter and Jesus hits Peter. Hard. And Peter blurts out, “Depart from me Lord, for I am a sinful man.”
The only thing better than Peter’s unbridled honesty? Jesus’ response.
Here’s the Second Person of the Trinity. God incarnate, who knows exactly how slow and uneven Peter’s progress in holiness has been, and will be. He’s God. He knows this stuff.
Knowing all of that, Jesus doesn’t depart from Peter. In fact, Jesus draws even closer to Peter. Knowing that with Peter, this will be the work of years, the work of inches.
In the words of Pope Gregory the Great (a pope who understood what he shared with the first pope all too well), “it is impossible to eradicate everything at once from our obstinate minds, he who endeavors to reach the highest place rises by steps not by leaps.”
Jesus knows that He has a lot of work to do with Peter.
Jesus knows that it’s going to take time. He knows that it won’t all happen at once. And He knows that this is nothing less than what it will take for Peter to be exactly who God made him to be.
Jesus is more than ready to take the time.
The same way that Jesus is more than ready to take the time with you. With me.
With everyone who has the humility to say “yes” to the King of Long-Term Projects.
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