#loosing control

[bearlyfunctioning]

Comic #257: - Loss of Control - Website links: here! I know that a lot of these fears have been biased by lived trauma. I -have- had injuries become chronic, I -have- been treated poorly by authority. They all kinda pile up to form one big tangled mess of anxiety, but the snarl at the middle is not being ok with loss of control.

[giant-oc-ballpit]

Whumptober day 10

Alternative prompt 1- losing control

Ciel stared in horror at the huge, shattered bell in pieces on the ground. Anduin had been underneath the bell before it shattered. She couldn't see him anymore.

She hadn't been able to do anything. Nobody even knew she was there. Ciel hated being dead.

"Sweetie, we should go." Kelyth said behind her.

The young ghost clenched her fists and set her jaw. "No."

Kelyth put a hand on her shoulder. "It won't do either of us any good to stay here. There's nothing we can do, and you're only going to get hurt more if you keep watching."

The Kyrian tried so hard to keep her daughter safe while her body healed, but Ciel's insistence on following Anduin everywhere often caused emotional distress. Kelyth didn't think of herself as very smart, but she knew that wasn't always a good idea.

Ciel looked at Cherwine. "You set up a soul-bond between Cherwine and I, right? We're connected now?"

Kelyth nodded. "Yes, that's how you're healing. Why?"

Ciel stomped over to Cherwine, and stared up at her. The night elf didn't respond. But then again, she didn't respond to the living either, in her current state.

Ciel grabbed Cherwine's hands and yanked herself into Cherwine's body.

"Ciel no, wait!" Kelyth wasn't fast enough to stop Ciel from possessing her soul-bond's body.

Cherwine's face moved for the first time in years. It was contorted with rage as she screamed, "You killed him! You killed Andy!!!"

Everyone else whipped around to stare at her. Cherwine/Ciel shrieked and flung fire at the Mogu that had shattered the bell.

"What in the world is that?!?!?" One person yelled.

"It's not Cherwine!" Varian yelled back.

Ciel kept throwing fire all over the place, not aiming at all as she screamed.

"YOU KILLED ANDY! I'LL KILL YOU ALL!!!"

Black tendrils with pale glowing spots started climbing up her long legs. Ciel didn't notice, so absorbed in her rage.

The Sha climbed all the way up her, engulfing Cherwine's body, making her spout huge claws and a giant monstrous mask covering her head.

"YOU WILL ALL DIE IN FLAMES!!!" She roared in an unnatural, three-tone voice. Varian could hear Cherwine's voice, despite not hearing it for years. The Sha voice was obvious enough. And then he finally recognized the voice that had been coming out of Cherwine this whole time.

The voice of a young girl that had died years ago. The voice of Ciel, Anduin's childhood best friend.

"Contain the Sha! Stop it!" A Pandaren voice called.

Several adventurers lept into action, restraining the night elf with human eyes. A Shado-pan Pandaren stepped forward, and with a few swift movements, drove the Sha out.

The night elf woman was kneeling in the circle, bound and sobbing.

"They killed him... they killed Anduin...."

Varian stepped forward. "Ciel?" He asked cautiously.

She raised her head, green human eyes staring at him rather than golden elven ones. "They killed him. I had to do something."

Varian kneeled down in front of the circle. "He's not dead, Ciel. He's going to be okay." He kept an eye at the healers that had dragged Anduin out from under the bell, and were working quickly to make sure he did live.

Ciel sniffed. Cherwine's hands were bound, she couldn't wipe at her borrowed face. "He is?"

Varian nodded.

"I'm sorry." Ciel said quietly.

She could see out of the corner of her eye, Kelyth walking towards her and holding out a hand. Ciel reached back with her own, ghostly hand and left Cherwine's body.

She stood in front of her mother, head down and hands together in shame.

"Do you see now why I wanted us to leave?" Kelyth asked. Ciel nodded in return.

Varian sighed as Cherwine's face went flat and emotionless again, still messy. He undid the restraints, and the rogue stood. An empty shell again. Waiting for orders.

[lost-princess101xx]

I’ve not been myself lately and I have no clue how to fix it🙃

What is my mind doing?!?

[eyesofwolf94]

[nellpire]

Nell - Loosing Control lyrics

Nell

Loosing Control

Slip Away (120410)

Lyrics I’m losing control I’m losing control I’m losing control It’s been way too long I’m losing control And it’s been way too long Stop fucking with my brain Stop spitting on my pain I’ll burn you in flame Stop fucking with my brain Stop spitting on my pain I’ll burn you in flame I’m losing control I’m losing control I’m losing control I’m losing control And it’s been way too long Stop fucking with my brain Stop spitting on my pain I’ll burn you in flame Stop fucking with my brain Stop spitting on my pain I’ll burn you in flame Will you be the one? Will you be the one? I’m losing control / I need some control *

* last two lines are sung simultaneously

[lillianforest22]

I’m so upset. It’s probably a melt down. I loved my hair it’s a pretty shade of Magenta but I didn’t know my new work had a policy about dude hair and I redyed it just for work and now it too bright so I’m trying to lighten it but I don’t like rushing this stuff and I’m loosing control of my hair which I use for control and I might have redye it more natural it I can’t make it fade wich I proababky wont be able to cause it’s splat hair dye twice cause I don’t care if it damaged my hair cause I grow it out and cut it very quickly and now it sent me into a meltdown and I’m so upset

[catita-mari]

I hate myself !

Since a year or two, I have been thinking how miserable I am, that I don’t want to be here anymore, it’s one of these days, when you hate everybody but at the same time you hate yourself (myself)

I would like to be another person, following my dreams, doing what I really like or living in another city enjoy every day, having fun !

Is that too much that I am asking for?? Maybe too many movies with girls who dream and get what they want make me feel so bad! What am I supposed to do? Just give an advice or at least a sign ☹️

[bossvibecomng]

Emmysingz – Loosing Control

Emmysingz – Loosing Control

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