Sitting in a hotel room in South Carolina
With my boyfriends family I've been awake for hours Already dressed Just need them to wake up so I can turn the light on and throw some makeup on my face I'm SO NERVOUS But not in the anxious way In a way that almost makes me not want to go I haven't changed a bit and I know he's going to look different and have a different attitude and everything else and that scares me but at the same time I just want him to hold me so bad it's pathetic












