even the people who are closest to me don’t actually know me. will i ever be loved the way i want to be? or am i cursed

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even the people who are closest to me don’t actually know me. will i ever be loved the way i want to be? or am i cursed
I love watching dogs who arent good at agility doing agility because they aren't doing what they're told sure, but by God they are having the best time ever. They're like the happiest dogs in the world. No thoughts, just run in circles
the funny thing about thorne is that, because of his fur, he doesnt technically need clothes.
His genitalia is under *thick* layers of fur, and not to mention the base of his tail is REDICULOUSLY fluffy. And since Norn often dress very lightly (i did an essay on this its in my top posts as of now) he wouldn't, technically, have to wear anything. he does anyway ofc, modesty and all that, but technically his fur IS modest on it's own. in the same way a housecat doesnt need clothes to cover up. he just does it because he is still humanoid ofc. In fact, for a long time he completely covers up. he only starts showing more skin/dressing in a more traditionally norn way when he gets more comfortable with his body
I fell asleep watching Jerma play Slime Rancher and at some point woke up during the video and it was when he was pretending to be Jigsaw. imagine with me, falling asleep due to exhaustion while watching a funny video, waking up startled because you don’t know what woke you up, and then focusing your eyes on the TV to fucking Jigsaw. I almost pissed myself until I fully woke up and heard his stupid voice.
I just realised something.
So like, you know how IT chapter 2 started off with how they killed off Adrian, and they beat up his fabulous boyfriend, and neither of them deserved that. Like, they didn't do anything. Adrian was just being a sweet little baby. He was so kind to that child who really wanted that stuff animal, and the poor bab even NEEDED an inhaler like someone we all know and love. So what happens if they were INTENDING that when Adrian had got thrown over the bridge, and his boyfriend couldn't do anything, they were referring to how Richie couldn't save Eds.
But it's also no wonder Richie baby boy didn't want to come out. He was scared of being in danger for being himself, the world was still so homophobic, and it hurts my heart so much that so many people lived in fear, and still do. And poor Eddie was living in as much fear being secretly in love with his stupid lover best friend.
hey, person who submitted a mile-long thing, here’s some clarifications:
I keep saying that k!w!farms sucks and only to go there if you have a strong stomach. Even *I* don’t go there for my own health. I want this place as an alternate location to detail this garbage. (seriously, none of you minors should be even on that site even just to look) The subtletea thing wasn’t mine- I’m a third party in most of the shit with minors. I accept submissions from people who send me things (as you did, not sure if you think it was me or someone else. I didn’t tell them to put it on KW) I am personally well aware of what’s happening, and how k!w!farms is manipulating this, but yeah: kids, k!w!farms is a gateway drug into being a neo-nazi. ya’llre good kids, amazing wonderful people, and you really shouldn’t go there. ever. even if you think you can ‘handle’ it. Responsible adults SHOULD send me screenshots of relevant info from k!w!farms so I can look through and document them. and ...yeah that’s a great point. don’t submit your stuff to k!w!farms if you have it. send it here. They might find this blog and it’ll end up there anyway (have they already found it?) but here is safer. I can make posts private to just people who have the link or followers of the blog. to answer the ‘how to fix scp’ with raising the age to 18... I don’t agree entirely, but I don’t disagree. there should be an age minimum for certain content, or something of the sort. In a perfect world I’d just advise it be run like a normal website like tumblr or twitter, but since the eldest staff are, for the most part, people who have grown up but not matured.... Dunno. Also I don’t have discord or an e-mail I can use for sending this reply so I’ll just have a friend send it to you.
My depression is so fucked up that I lost interest in planning my suicide.