child of divorce yuji forcing you to call your ex!husband sukuna to say goodnight.
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you had refused all week to give into yuji's plan that he had stolen from the internet. you were mature, healed and too busy to deal with these little dares. but it was up until one bored evening where you had finally succumbed to his challenge.
Your phone was on speaker, with the line ringing for the contact name of your ex-husband which was simply titled 'sukuna'.
no love hearts, no kisses or nicknames. you were completely over him and have been for years. the only reason you stay in touch with him is for Yuji's sake.
"I don't think he'll pick up yuj' " you murmured to him slightly. "your dad's been busy these past few days.'
and just like the old days, Sukuna always manages to prove you wrong -he always needed to embarrass you, even when he wasn't even here in the flesh.
"hello?" a coarse voice rings out on the other end of the line.
"hello." you respond and immediately you feel your stomach fall in knots. you're nervous. and you don't even know why.
looking up at yuji, his expectant face is watching eagerly as if he enjoys torturing you. he mouths "say it! say it!" and you feel like you have no choice but to continue with your dare.
you swallow down your nerves and attempt to speak as nonchalant as possible. "I just wanted to call and say goodnight."
There's a pause and there's something inside you that just knows how much he's smirking right now.
"Oh really?" he starts putting on a sultry tone, "you haven't done that in a while, is something wrong?"
you pull a face, willing your body to not fall for his tone of voice. no you won't fall like you did all those years ago. absolutely not. "No, I just wanted to say goodnight."
"do you need me to come over and tuck you in as well or....?"
"no! uhm, I mean no I'm fine but y'know I hope you have a good night."
yuji's meanwhile in the corner of the room clenching his stomach and trying his hardest not to let out a laugh.
"hmmm."
"what?"
"cut the crap."
"I'm not-" you start but sukuna manages to cut you off pretty quickly.
"listen, either tell me what you really want or don't bother wasting my time."
you pull a face, "me telling you good night is a waste of your time now?"
"yes."
"what are you even doing right now? it's 11pm and i know you don't have shit to do."
"don't turn this on me, baby, this is all about you."
"don't call me baby." you mutter.
"then don't call me to say good night."
you roll your eyes, you should have known that even the conversation of 'good night' would naturally turn into an argument between the two of you.
"is yuji good? you sure you don't need me to come over to help take care of a pre-teen?" he mocks.
"i don't" you bite, "i was just being kind and saying goodnight, i know how lonely it must get over there. are you sure you're doing alright?" your tone is filled with sarcasm, attempting to play sukuna at his favourite game.
"i dunno', " he starts, "i might need to come over to your bed so you can keep me company.'
you immediately hang up. you're done and finished. whilst yuji's laughing away in the corner all you can do is roll your eyes at the conversation.
but there's a little part.
a little part of you that you won't ever admit to yourself that misses him.
unbeknownst to you, on the other side there's still a smirk on sukuna's face as he sets the phone down, ruminating on the fact that there's also a part of him that misses you.
➸ qifrey x fem!reader
➸ w.c: 2.8k
➸ synopsis: qifrey can't help but notice that you never seem to go out of your way to buy things for yourself, always putting everyone else's needs before your own, so when he heads to the market he only has one goal in mind, finding you the perfect dress
➸ a/n: this fic was requested, askefjhdn, this was such a cute request, i loved writing it out! i may have had a bit too much fun with this, but hopefully it turned out well, i know the last scene between the reader and olruggio probably wasn't necessary, as for a lot of scenes between the reader and the girls, but i really loved lil scenes like that so i won't delete 'em. i wrote this with everyone's english dub voices in mind, lol, as in it was playing in my head as i wrote it and so now you must all read it as such, thank you for listening to angel's ted talk. also this is my first fic, so um, please be merciful ૮⍝• ᴥ •⍝ა + divders made by the talented @honeyluvsw
You were selfless.
And it was never purposeful, or even noticeable in some instances.
It was just you.
You who silently began saving up enough coins just to take the girls to a new magic bakery that you had overheard them talking about just a week before.
You who made sure to check on Olruggio every night, bringing him a cup of tea, snacks, and a blanket whenever you could.
You who helped him in every way possible, sweeping so that he could go outside and have a picnic with the girls, cleaning his room so that as soon as he entered the atelier he could rest after a long day.
You who never asked for anything in return because you never thought of it as something that needed to be returned.
And he couldn't have that.
Because you deserved better, even if you convinced yourself otherwise it was the truth, if only he could show you just how much.
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"Alright girls, i'll be heading off to the market now, so be good for (Name) and Olruggio, alright?" Qifrey urged gently, giving them each a hug as they huddled closer to him like a group of ducklings surrounding their mother
"Yes, Master Qifrey!" they exclaimed simultaneously as they raced past him and headed outside, giggling and talking happily about a new spell they wanted to try out.
Sighing in silent defeat, he turned to you and Olruggio with a rueful smile, asking
"Would you two like me to get anything well i'm at the market?"
Though he asked both of you, his blue eyes never left yours.
You smiled warmly, simply handing him a small bag of food and replying
"I'm all right, but i've noticed that the hems of the girls cloaks have started to fray, i'll need some needle and thread, but that's about it"
Letting out a breath of air at yet another example of your quiet kindness, he took a step closer brushing a stray strand of hair away from your face and resting his hand on your cheek, leaning in he murmured
"Are you quite sure about that? It's almost Silvers Eve, don't you want a new dress?" though he scanned your eyes for any flashes of uncertainty, he was met with the all too familiar confidence that your gaze always seemed to hold.
Placing your hand on his you laughed softly,
"I'm certain, last years dress will do me just fine"
He frowned slightly, unsure if he should let this go or keep pushing, but before he could reply he was quickly interrupted by Olruggios muttering as he headed back to his room
"I also don't need anything, thank you for asking"
Calling over his shoulder he said
"(Name) if you need help with anything i'll be in my room"
You giggled, eyes sparkling with amusement as you thanked him
"Thank you Olly, i'll be sure to call you if i need anything"
"Feel free to also not take my up on my offer, i'm gonna be busy...damn that paperwork" he grumbled
"I'll have to make sure to check up on him a bit later" you mumbled to no one in particular
Then grinning up at Qifrey, you walked with him to the front door
Leaning against the doorway you went on your tip-toes and began readjusting the collar of his cloak, and then (because you could never help yourself) began gently raking your fingers through his snow coloured hair
"You really should take more care of yourself love, your collar hasn't been straightened, and your hair is beginning to tangle" you murmured, genuine concern flickering in your expression
Qifrey chuckled, wrapping his arms around your waist he held you close to his chest, only letting go once you began struggling out of his grip and stared up at him with quite the amusing pout (though he'd never say that aloud)
"What's so funny, hm?" you said with crossed arms, though the amusement shining in your eyes told him your were only teasing...or at least half teasing
"You never seem to worry about your own clothes or hair, but you always love worrying about everyone else's, well, everything"
Now it was your turn to chuckle, and as you continued readjusting his collar you replied with a small smile
"Well of course, i have to, it basically my job now"
"Oh?" Qifrey murmured, curiosity peaked as he forced your fidgeting hands to a stop
Gently cupping your cheek he had you meet his gaze once again
"And whatever could you mean by that?"
You looked at him as if it was something he should already know
"Well the girls are always busy with studying magic or running around outside, by the time their done they're covered in either ink or dirt, it's basically the same thing with you Olly."
You paused as Qifrey looked at you with a raised brow, expression clearly saying "are quite you certain of that"
"Ok, maybe you're a tad bit more organized than Olly is, but that's not saying much. That man is one sleepless night away from being a walking corpse, and his office is a mess, and don't get me started on all the conjuring ink spills that happen just on his side of the atelier-" you stilled, as the sound of Qifrey laughing invaded your senses and you ended up laughing with him
Playfully you pushed him out the door,
"Now out with you already, what're you still doing here?" you joked
Putting his hands up in false surrender, he allowed himself to be led out
"Alright, alright, i'm off!" he chuckled, almost ready to leave, but not before giving you a soft kiss on the tip of your nose, like he always did before leaving to Kahln, or anywhere else really.
Smiling as he watched your nose do the little scrunch it always did when he kissed you there,he began walking down the path leading eastward
As he headed off he waved one final time to the girls who were all sitting together at the bottom of the hill, papers spread across the grass, amicably discussing with one another about their new spell.
Smiling softly, he left his home and began walking the trek towards Kahln, the town of witches.
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The market was filled with all kinds of shops that sold magical contraptions and baubles.
The streets were no better when it came to spells, with ones that lit up in the form of dragons and scalewolves, well others provided magical pastries that lit up with every bite.
After buying said magical pastries, ones he was sure that the girls (and Olruggio) would like, and some needle and thread that you had requested, he began looking for a dress shop, because he still couldn't seem to get the conversation he'd had with you before he left out of his mind
"Last years dress will do me just fine"
Last years dress?
The one that was fraying at the edges, and held stains from both dirt and ink?
He could already hear your answer in his mind, clear as if you were standing right beside him
"After a good washing and needlework it'll be as good as new, so stop worrying about me and go buy something for the girls"
He chuckled,
"Even in my own mind i can't seem to convince you to get something for yourself"
Stretching, and shifting the bags so that they rested comfortably on his shoulder he continued in search of a dress shop.
Because even if you didn't want a new dress you deserved one.
You deserved to feel special, and loved.
And as he had observed with Tetia (who was sure to agree with him), beautiful new clothing was the best way to make someone feel special.
And he could find no one more deserving of that feeling than you.
Entering a cozy looking dress shop he began carefully looking through the different dresses that were put up on display.
As he meandered through the small shop he paused, noticing a dress that rested on the very back of the rack, the waning sunlight that managed to filter through the shops windows gave the dress an ethereal glow - the dresses bodice and skirt were a pastel blue, with white frills and laces decorating it in soft waves, the pearls that donned the middle of the neck bow and bodice made it seem like it had just stepped out of something akin to a fairytale.
Immediately he called for the shop owner,
"Madam, how much would it be to buy this dress?"
The seamstress smiled brightly, hands held together as she exclaimed passionately
"This dress was based of an old tale from a fairytale book, it's my most meticulous work, and my proudest achievement" she proclaimed, to which Qifrey merely smiled
It was the perfect dress for you, a fraction of what you deserved really, but it would do.
He could practically see you in the dress already, smiling brightly, and looking like a being from the very heavens themselves.
"If it's alright with you i think i'd like to buy this dress" he finally managed to murmur, still entranced by the idea of you in this dress
"Of course, come with me"
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"Olly, i'm coming in" you called softly, head carefully peeking into his dark room
"Hah, did ya need something (Name)?" he called from above, head leaning over the edge to look down at you
"Just brought you some tea and cookies that the me and the girls made" you responded as you walked up the steps to where he was
"Tea again? Y'know a good cup of beer would do me just fine as well"
You merely gave him a look, one that told him he was on thin ice
"Ahem, thank you, i'm sure it tastes just as good" he said, taking a sip
"So, why are you really here?" he asked, taking a cookie he began eating it rather messily, and left you to place the teacup on his desk
"Huh? Did you want brushbuddy to drop it off for you?" you asked with a dry chuckle
He merely looked at you with a raised brow, finally he sighed and further explained
"I mean, you're really here to drop all your Qifrey derived worries on me, and felt bad enough to bring tea and cookies well you were at it"
"...can't believe i was that obvious" you muttered, deflating in front of his eyes, but then not a second later you began anxiously muttering
"It's been two days, it only takes a few hours to get to Kahln, at most maybe half a day. What if it somethings happened? What if it started raining and he's been stranded somewhere, or what if he was attacked by the Brimmed Caps, or the Knights Moralis, or what if-"
"Or what if he's perfectly fine, and is on his way right now?" he replied calmly, as he took a sip of his tea and began to eat yet another cookie
Before you could continue on your worried tirade, you were cut off by a familiar voice
"Big sis (Name), Master Olly! Master Qifreys just come back!" Coco called, peeking her head into the kitchen
You let out a breath, the tension leaving your body all at once as you began following Coco
"I told you so" Olruggio muttered as he stretched and followed you both out, but you ignored him in favour of running to Qifrey
"Qifrey, you're alright!" you exclaimed happily, hugging him tightly
He laughed, hugging you just as tightly
"Let's us join too!" Tetia demanded, with Richet and Coco seconding her demands as they all joined the hug
Everyone turned to the two dark-haired individuals that were edging away from the hug
Staring at everyones hopeful looks, Olruggio and Agott both looked at each other and seem to come to resigned agreement with a heavy sigh
"...fine"
"if i must"
The hug was warm, and filled with laughter.
A perfect one in your book.
After the hug split off, and Olruggio silently herded the girls towards the hearth to enjoy their sweets and give you some privacy, you and Qifrey headed upstairs, to your room, for a moment alone.
"I'm glad you came back home safely" you murmured softly, eyes glimmering with relief
"I'm glad to be home" he murmured, placing a kiss on the bridge of your nose
Stepping back he grabbed a large bag that seemingly appeared from nowhere
"I've brought something for you"
You gave him a suspicious look,
"Surely thread and needle don't need a bag quite that big?"
He smiled fondly, and you couldn't help but feel your face warm at his loving gaze
"Needle and thread do not, but a new dress just might"
Though the frown never left your face, he could tell by the way your eyes silently lit up that you were at least interested in seeing it
"Well, go on then"
Placing the bag on the ground, he carefully picked up the dress, and oh, the look on your expression was worth every coin
"This is...for me?" you asked, disbelief clear in your voice
Your hands reached for the dress, but stopped just before your fingers could brush against the dresses fabric
Gently grabbing ahold of your wrist, he forced the dress into your hands,
"Of course, who else would be deserving of such a dress?"
You opened your mouth as if to reply, but couldn't seem to find the right words to say, except a strangled (and rather watery)
"Thank you"
"Of course, my love. Now go try it on, i'll be downstairs with the girls and Olly - i'm sure the girls will especially love it"
You nodded, teary eyed as you took the dress in it's full splendor
"It looks like it came straight out of a fairytale" you murmured in silent awe
"Which is why it's perfect for one such as yourself, a true fairytale princess"
You laughed, wiping the tears with the sleeve of your blouse you gently shoved him out the door
"No peeking, you have to wait to see me in this dress just like the others!" you teasingly exclaimed as you shut the door
Laughing softly, he turned to head downstairs but was stilled by the soft warmth in your voice as you spoke through the door
"Thank you Qifrey, for everything you do for me, thank you"
To which he merely smiled,
"It's my job, after all you're always busy looking after everyone else, someone needs to make sure you're also taken care of"
"And...i hope you know you deserve more than just this simple dress, you deserve so much more than this world has to offer"
And with that he headed downstairs
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"So, what did you get her?" Olruggio demanded, handing him a piece of the magic pastry
Nodding his thanks, he answered simply,
"A dress"
Olruggio choked on his food, waving off the girls concern, he whispered furiously
"A dress?! You only got her a dress?!"
Qifrey nodded,
"Yes, what's wrong with that?"
Olruggio looked at him in disbelief,
"It's almost Silvers Eve, you could've gotten her a ring and proposed, but noo! You just had to get a dress and-" he paused abruptly, eyes wide as he stared at something behind Qifreys shoulder
"So...how do i look?" you asked shyly, and he immediately turned around and froze
You were beautiful-
No, beautiful wasn't enough to describe the way you looked
It was if you had stepped out of the very heavens themselves, and nothing in all the earth could dare hold a candle to a beauty that wasn't it's own.
But it tried, oh how it tried.
The sunlight gently filtering through the window tried, giving you a soft glow that could challenge the sun and all its fire.
The light wind that came from the open door tried, brushing against the stray strands of your hair, giving you the look a noble princess straight from the fairytales.
That dress, he knew as soon as he looked at it that it was made for you, but he would never have guessed that it was to this extent
The pastel colouring, the white laces and pearls, all of it, it was made for you
Twirling, you smiled brightly as the girls cheered you on, their praises for you filling the room
But Qifreys mind had long since left the conversation
"Oi, say something already" Olruggio muttered, bumping his shoulder with his own
What would say? What could he say?
"You look...mesmerizing-, no more than that, beautiful?enthralling?enchanting?"
Laughing nervously, he rubbed the back of his neck, admitting
"There doesn't seem to be a word in my vocabulary to describe the way you look that will do you justice"
Getting up, and making his way towards you, he gently cupped your face in his hands, staring into your glistening eyes, he murmured reverently
"But i'd like to try nonetheless"
"Because you are worth every failed word, and every beautiful thing this world has to offer, and as long as i'm around i won't let you ever forget it"
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a/n: it wasn't supposed to be this long, i swear! but please enjoy this, and forgive me if the ending is abrupt, i just didn't want it to feel like it was dragging on. i really loved writing this, and had a whole lot of fun, especially when it came to writing Olly being your #1 fan, i honestly think Olly might have a secret crush on the reader, lol. but he doesn't wanna ruin what you have with Qifrey, and that's where i'll end that, because that's a whole different fic! to the anon who requested, feel free to tell me what you thought, i actually really wanna know if i wrote it the way you were picturing! and to the rest of you reading, please tell me what you thought of this, i'd love to hear what you think as well ૮⍝• ᴥ •⍝ა! and if you have any request, my requests are open! now im going to nap, all this writing has made me sleepy ૮ – ﻌ–ა
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Lesson 15
Summary: After days of nausea, exhaustion, and memories you’ve tried hard to bury, you finally take the test — only to realize you may not be ready for the truth it holds. While Harry prepares himself to face a past he can no longer avoid, something happens that even he cannot anticipate. And by the end of the day… the target is once again the one thing he loves most.
Warnings and WC: 13.5k 18+⚠️SMUT/EXPLICIT CONTENT/ MDNI morning sex, somnophilia, oral sex -f- receiving, multiple orgasms, multiple sex positions, handjob, dirty talk, sexual tension, explicit language, rough sex, a little spanish and ukranian if you squint, shameless smut, cum eating, possessive behavior, aftermath, lust, desire, touching, fluff, kissing, expensive gifts, second chance romance, ex husband&ex wife, upper east side drama, rich family problems, Pregnancy test, angry!Harry, protective!Harry, prison confrontation, corporate power move, secret relationship tension, protective harry energy, scandal fallout, power couple angst, Harry sees red and goes feral, high society drama, violent outburst, manipulation revealed, emotional breakdown, dangerous obsession, new year chaos, unexpected reveal, possessive romance, dark romance vibes, society drama, corporate politics, past trauma mention, angst, mention of pregnancy, cliffhanger ending, OC Characters (Ron=Harry's assistant, Emily=Reader's bestie, Chloe=Reader's elite friend, Mikey=Readers brother Scarlet&Richard=Reader's parents, Yuliana=Reader's maid, Vivienne=Harry's mother, Sienna=Harry's sister, Dana=Harry's EA (Executive Assistant))
authors note: Sorry for the delay, guys 🤍 I keep telling myself I won’t write such long chapters anymore… and then I look up and somehow it’s past 10k again. At this point I think it’s just who I am as a writer 😅 Thank you so much to everyone who didn’t give up on the story, who waited patiently and kept sending me such kind and loving messages. Your support honestly means more than you know. I hope this chapter was worth the wait
Never Mistake Restraint for Weakness
You were still asleep when Harry woke.
His bedroom was quiet in that fragile way mornings sometimes were — as if the world itself hadn’t decided yet whether to be kind or cruel.
For a long moment, he didn’t move.
He had always loved doing this. Watching you when you didn’t know you were being watched. When you were soft. Unarmored. Entirely his.
You were half tangled in the sheets beside him, the silk twisted low around your hips, one bare shoulder exposed to the pale winter light slipping through the curtains. Your hair was everywhere — on the pillow, across his arm, against his chest — as if the night had scattered you there and he had been too greedy to put you back together.
He remembered pieces.
Your breath catching against his mouth.
Your fingers gripping his shoulders hard enough to leave marks.
The way you had whispered his name like a secret that belonged only to the dark.
Four days. Four long, controlled, suffocating days. And then last night. His hand lifted before he could think better of it. He let his knuckles brush your cheek.
Soft. Careful. Reverent in a way that would have humiliated him if anyone else had seen it.
You stirred.
Your lips parted on a slow breath, your lashes trembling as if you were drifting somewhere between dreams and waking. Instinctively, you shifted closer, your thigh sliding against his, your hand finding his side as though your body still remembered the shape of him even when your mind didn’t.
Harry exhaled quietly.
God.
He had missed this. Not just wanting you. Not just touching you. Having you here. Within reach. Real. Alive.
His fingers trailed lower, along the line of your jaw, down the warm column of your throat until they rested where the sheet rose and fell with your breathing. Possession had never been loud with him. It lived in gestures like this. In the way he didn’t ask.
His thumb caught a strand of your hair, smoothing it back from your face.
“You should stay like this,” he murmured under his breath, his voice rough with sleep. “Right here. With me.”
As if you had heard him, you shifted closer in your dreams.
Your knee slid between his legs, warm and possessive even in sleep, your forehead brushing lightly against his chin as your bare breasts pressed softly against his chest. The contact was unintentional. Instinctive.
Harry went very still.
Then he lifted the sheet slightly, just enough to see you — fully naked, each slow breath lifting and lowering your beautiful breasts. He glanced down at himself, already hard, and all the memories came flooding back like a tidal wave. Everything he had done. Everything you had done together. It all felt unreal. Like a dream he didn’t want to wake from.
He reached down and took one of your breasts in his hand, squeezing it gently. A soft moan escaped your lips. You rolled slightly onto your back, your legs parting just enough to give him a partial view of you. There was still a faint trace of dried cum at your entrance from the sex you had hours earlier, but he could see the glisten of fresh wetness.
He slid his other hand down between your thighs and began to rub your clit very gently — just enough for you to feel it, not enough to fully wake you.
You shifted again, opening your legs wider for him without thinking.
He ran his fingers slowly up and down before slipping one inside you. Another quiet moan fell from your lips as he moved his finger in and out. You were still sensitive, still stretched from the night before, and he pushed in a second finger. The wet sound of his fingers moving inside you made his jaw tighten. It was one of the most addictive sounds he knew.
Well… there was one sound he liked even more. He’d get to that.
He slid in a third finger and shifted lower in the bed, moving his body down until his mouth hovered over your mound. He closed his lips around your clit, sucking gently while thrusting his fingers faster inside you.
You began to come in your sleep.
Pleasure pulled you awake slowly, your body arching before your eyes even opened. When you finally realized what was happening, you let out a breathless laugh and dropped your head back into the pillow.
“Oh my God, Harry… good morning to you too,” you murmured, still panting.
Harry lifted his head slowly, his mouth still warm against your skin.
“Morning, gorgeous,” he murmured.
You blinked down at him, still trying to catch your breath, still floating somewhere between sleep and the aftershocks of pleasure.
A slow smile touched your lips.
“Are you talking to me,” you murmured softly, voice still husky with sleep, “or to my breasts?”
His eyes darkened immediately.
Instead of answering, his hands slid back over your body, cupping your breasts gently, weighing you like something precious. “Hard to tell,” he said in a low voice. “They’re… extremely persuasive.”
You let out a breathy laugh, arching slightly into his touch despite yourself. "You do realize this is highly manipulative."
He smirked faintly and pressed one last slow kiss to your sternum before moving back up the bed. “You weren’t complaining a few minutes ago,” he said quietly.
You let out a small laugh, your hand sliding instinctively into his hair, fingers brushing through the dark strands. He leaned into the touch without even realizing it — like something inside him had been trained to respond only to you.
The sheets were tangled around your legs. The room still carried the faint scent of last night — sex and expensive cologne and the kind of intimacy that never fully disappeared by morning.
He hovered over you now, his weight careful, controlled, as if he was always aware of how easily he could overwhelm you — and how badly he never wanted to.
Your gaze drifted past his shoulder.
The clock on the nightstand. You stilled. Still early. A quiet, almost guilty sense of relief settled in your chest.
“You should still be asleep,” you murmured softly, brushing your fingers along the back of his neck. “We have time...”
“I was,” he replied. A beat. “Then I woke up.”
Your brows lifted, amusement flickering in your eyes. “And decided to… do community service?”
His mouth curved slowly, but the look he gave you wasn’t entirely playful. “I missed you,” he said quietly.
You let out a soft giggle, shaking your head. “Harry, it’s only been four days.”
“For me it felt like four months, baby.” He paused, studying your face.
“When I woke up and saw you next to me… I realized how much I needed this. Needed you. Makes everything else feel… manageable.”
You inhaled slowly. Because he wasn’t wrong. The last few days had been brutal.
Richard was still in the hospital — out of intensive care, but nowhere near recovery. Scarlet had practically moved into his private room. Lara had taken emergency leave just days before New Year’s after her mother fell ill out of state, leaving uncomfortable gaps in a house that already felt too quiet.
Your first full day back at Queen Financial came without warning.
Crisis calls. Emergency briefings. Board members performing calm while markets performed panic.
Meanwhile Harry was fighting everything alone. Legal proceedings. Media pressure. Corporate damage control. With Vivienne staying at Eloise’s side, the rest of the fallout had landed squarely on his shoulders.
By the end of the weekend you had both been so exhausted you hadn’t even managed to text each other.
And now—
Tuesday morning. For the first time since everything exploded, you were finally in the same bed.
Forty-six hours earlier.
Sunday.
The hospital smelled like antiseptic and winter flowers.
Your mother had insisted on fresh white orchids being placed by the window. They looked expensive and defiant against the sterile glass and chrome. Outside, Manhattan moved in distant, indifferent rhythms. Richard had been moved out of ICU that morning.
The machines were fewer now. The alarms softer. But recovery did not mean strength. Not yet.
He looked smaller in the hospital bed.
Not physically — he had always been a large presence — but in the way powerful men sometimes seemed diminished when stripped of their environment. No boardroom. No tailored suit. No authority except the fragile permission of his own heartbeat.
Speaking exhausted him.
You stood at his bedside with Scarlet and Mikey, explaining the situation at Queen Financial in measured tones. You chose your words carefully. Numbers without pressure. Strategy without panic. Facts that sounded survivable.
He listened with closed eyes, conserving energy. His fingers twitched once against the blanket.
For a moment there was only the faint mechanical rhythm of hospital equipment and the muted winter light stretching across polished floors.
He opened his eyes fully then. “I trust you,” he said, voice rough with disuse. “The company… is in your hands now.”
It wasn’t dramatic. There was no speech.
Just transfer of weight. Legacy, passed like something breakable. Your throat tightened despite years of training yourself not to react visibly.
You stepped closer, taking his hand between both of yours.
“I won’t let you down,” you said.
He closed his eyes again almost immediately, the effort already too much.
That was all he needed.
Despite it being Sunday, Gerard spent the rest of the afternoon with you in a quiet consultation room down the hall.
You learned quickly that crisis had its own language.
Scarlet stayed with Richard.
The doctors were cautiously optimistic. If recovery continued at this pace, discharge before New Year’s was possible.
Possible. Everything was conditional now. By evening the house felt unnaturally still.
Without Scarlet’s controlled footsteps. Without Richard’s presence filling rooms he wasn’t even in.
That was when Yuliana appeared in the doorway — a small suitcase in one hand, pride clearly swallowed somewhere along the way.
“I can stay,” she said simply. “I don’t need much. I can work for a lower salary… please don’t worry about that. Just… let me stay with you. For old times.” She hesitated. “My last employer’,” she added quietly. “She wasn’t kind. Not like you. No one ever treated me the way you did, Ms. Queen.”
You didn’t let her finish. You pulled her into a hug. You needed help. You needed someone who knew.
She had been part of your life since you were eighteen — through internships and late-night study sessions, through heartbreak and ambition, through the carefully choreographed years of marriage that had looked perfect from the outside.
Through the day everything shattered.
Through blood. Through broken glass. Through the terrifying moment your own voice had stopped sounding like it belonged to you.
She hadn’t been able to save you completely.
But she had fought.
And now, helping her settle back into her old room felt like stepping into a parallel version of your life — one neither of you had ever imagined returning to.
Lara had always been the stronger presence. The steadier one.
But in her absence… Yuliana would be enough.
More than enough.
Later that night Emily and Chloe arrived armed with takeaway bags, spreadsheets, and emotional loyalty. The living room glowed with lamplight and untouched holiday decorations. Champagne flutes stood abandoned from a season that had stopped making sense.
You talked. About market optics. About company. About Harry. About how scandal moved faster than truth in Manhattan.
Yuliana moved quietly in the background, setting out plates, slicing fruit, arranging small bowls like ritual offerings to productivity.
Emily tried. God, she tried. She mapped investor psychology like it was a battlefield strategy.
But the scale was different now. “This is insane,” you groaned eventually, pressing your fingers to your temples. “I need an assistant.”
“You need two assistants,” Emily replied immediately. “And possibly divine intervention. That’s all I can offer.”
You both turned toward Chloe.
She had already fallen asleep with her phone still glowing in her hand. You exchanged a look. “One casualty,” you murmured.
Emily collapsed backward onto the bed, yawning. “God, I need to sleep. My mom has the flu, which means I’m running the restaurant alone tomorrow. If you hear about a mysterious brunette terrifying customers with dark circles and caffeine shakes… that’ll be me.”
You smirked. “Fine. Sleep. I refuse to be responsible for a public health crisis caused by your lack of sleep.”
You stood. Too fast. The room tilted sideways. You sat right back down.
Emily caught your arm. “Hey. Hey. Are you okay?”
You pressed your palm to your forehead. “I just need sleep. And… my stomach feels strange. I’m going to get something to eat.”
She stared at you like you had announced gravity was optional. “At 3:40 in the morning?”
You shrugged. “Apparently stress makes me hungry.”
She was too tired to argue. Within seconds she was asleep.
The house was dark as you walked toward the kitchen.
Too dark. Too quiet. Then you heard typing. Sharp. Focused. Persistent.
You stopped. And nearly experienced a spiritual awakening when you saw Mikey at the counter, laptop open, actually working.
This was rarer than astronomical events. You moved closer silently.He didn’t notice.
You had picked up a knife to peel an apple, but when you saw the screen you froze. Board reports. Risk exposure notes.
Your chest tightened unexpectedly.
The past few days had turned your emotions into unstable weather. Sudden surges. Sudden cracks. Tears without warning.
You blamed stress. You placed a hand on his shoulder. He nearly launched himself off the chair. “Jesus, Fuck, Shit!” he yelped. Then he saw the knife.
Both hands shot up. “Wow,” he breathed. “Et tu, Sister?”
You rolled your eyes. “Oh please. Not the Julius Caesar bit before sunrise.” “You set the knife down with a sigh. “Stop being dramatic.”
“A woman sneaking up on me with a weapon at dawn has opinions about drama.”
“It’s basically morning. Why are you still awake?”
“Tomorrow’s meeting,” he said, nodding toward the screen. “Important. I’m finishing this.”
“That’s my job.”
“You’re exhausted,” he replied easily. “And you’re doing great. I’m just… doing the emotional support spreadsheet.”
Silence settled.
“Mikey.”
“Hmm?”
“You’re the elder heir,” you said quietly. “Technically this should be yours. Why aren’t you fighting me?”
He stared. Then laughed. “Relax, Succession. . This isn’t an HBO power drama.”
You almost smiled. “You’re the smart one,” he continued. “Everyone knows I’m the chaotic spare. Investors trust you. They tolerate me.”
He said it like it was obvious math. “You’re a real Queen. You scare people when you walk into rooms.”
Your vision blurred. You moved behind him, wrapping your arms around his shoulders. “And you’re the best brother I could have,” you whispered.
“Okay, no crying,” he said instantly. “Are you crying? Oh wow. Full tears.”
You were.
“Well… this escalated quickly,” he muttered, standing and pulling you into a hug. “We’ll figure it out. I mean… it currently feels like Rambo trying to do tax accounting while being shot at. But still.”
You hit his shoulder weakly. “Idiot.”
“Confirmed.”
You wiped your face. “Let’s sleep,” you said. “Tomorrow will be brutal.”
Monday Morning
You woke to the smell of coffee.
Not loudly. Not suddenly.
It drifted into your sleep like a memory — warm, familiar, almost tender.
For a moment you didn’t open your eyes.
Your body stretched instinctively beneath the sheets, muscles loosening one by one as you slowly lifted your sleep mask to your forehead.
“Ah…” you murmured, voice still thick with sleep. “Just like the old days.”
Yuliana laughed softly from the doorway.
She stepped inside carrying a silver tray and placed it carefully at the foot of the bed before moving to pull the curtains open. Winter sunlight spilled into the room in pale ribbons, washing the cream walls and silk upholstery in a quiet glow.
“Yes,” Yuliana said gently as she set the tray down. “It feels strange for me too. But… nice. Like the old mornings.”
You pushed yourself up against the pillows, watching her with sleepy amusement.
“A lot has changed in the past few years,” she added lightly as she handed you the cup. Decaf espresso. Lactose-free milk. “Apparently even your coffee preferences.”
You took the cup, inhaled the soft steam, then gave a small shake of your head.
“My taste hasn’t changed,” you murmured. “It’s still the same. My stomach just feels… off lately.”
“Ah,” Yuliana said slowly. “It was like that yesterday too, wasn’t it?”
You nodded. “It’s been like this for a week, actually.”
She paused. Thinking.
You lifted the cup, the smell hit you before the taste did. Too warm. Too dense. Too present. Your stomach tightened without warning. A thin wave of nausea curled low inside you — slow at first, then sharper, like something quietly twisting. You swallowed.
Tried to ignore it. Tried to behave like nothing was happening. Because nothing was supposed to be happening. You took a small sip anyway.
Instant regret.
Your face tightened. You pulled the cup away as if it had betrayed you. “Ugh… no,” you muttered, pushing it back toward her. “I really can’t.”
A strange heat flushed through your body. Your mouth filled with saliva. Your pulse kicked faster.
For one irrational second, fear moved through you — quick and cold.
Not again.
You covered your mouth and got out of bed too quickly.
The room tilted.
Your bare feet hit the cold floor as you rushed toward the bathroom, silk robe barely tied, one hand gripping your stomach as if you could physically hold yourself together.
Behind you, Yuliana’s voice followed — worried, immediate.
“Ms. Queen?”
You didn’t answer. You were already leaning over the sink.
Yuliana was beside you seconds later. “Are you okay?” she asked, her hand warm and steady against your back.
You retched, body tense, hair falling forward until you caught it in your fist.
After a moment the worst of it passed.
She handed you a towel.
You wiped your mouth, breathing unevenly, then turned the tap on and splashed cold water over your face.
When you finally looked up, your reflection startled you. You looked pale. Fragile in a way you hated. You gripped the edge of the sink and exhaled slowly. “This reminds me of when you were feeling like this before,” she added quietly. “You looked exactly like this… back then. You had the same nausea…and-“
The words landed before she realized what she had done.
You understood immediately. A flicker of sadness moved through you first.Then something colder. Something like fear.
Her face drained of color.
“I’m so sorry, Ms. Queen,” she rushed out, voice tightening. “I didn’t mean it like that. I didn’t want to remind you of anything painful, I just— I wasn’t thinking—”
You walked past her, mind already racing. Questions colliding. Memories resurfacing.
She followed you into the bedroom, still apologizing under her breath.
You sat down at the edge of the bed and finally looked at her.
“Yuliana. Stop.” She froze. “Breathe,” you added more gently. “This isn’t the problem right now.”
She nodded slowly — then frowned. “Um… What… is the… problem, then?”
Your mother’s voice echoed somewhere in the back of your mind.
That night. The conversation. The promise.
If your father hadn’t collapsed, you would have already bought a pregnancy test. You would have already known.
Instead there had been hospitals. Board crises. Headlines. Markets. Survival.
And now this.
The nausea. The sensitivity to smells. The strange heaviness in your body.
Just like before. “Ms. Queen?” Yuliana said again. “What is it?”
You met her eyes.
“I think you were right,” you said quietly.
Her eyes widened. “Right? About what?”
“You were there last time too,” you continued. “You were the first one who knew.”
She waited. Trying to understand.
“When I took the test…”
She went completely still. “…Are you saying you might be—”
You shook your head quickly. “I-I don’t know. I’m not sure. But the way I feel…” You swallowed. “everything feels exactly like it did five years ago.”
Her hand flew to her mouth. “Oh. Oh… I actually thought about it yesterday,” she admitted nervously. “But I was afraid to say anything. I didn’t want to upset you. I just— I really hope you are…”
You looked at her — exhausted, overwhelmed — and still couldn’t stop the small smile that touched your lips.
Then you stood. Reached for her hands. “Yuliana,” you said quietly. “I need to be sure. I can’t go to the pharmacy myself. Go for me. Buy a test.”
She nodded immediately. “Of course. Don’t worry. I’ll be right back.”
Excitement and worry tangled in her expression as she hurried out of the room. The door closed. And, you were alone with the possibility.
Your bedroom no longer looked like a place meant for rest.
It looked like preparation.
The deliveries had arrived while Yuliana was out — discreet, efficient, announced only by the soft roll of wheels over thick carpet and the quiet murmur of staff who understood urgency without needing it explained.
By the time you stepped back into your room, the transformation was complete.
A long custom brass garment rack stood near the tall windows, positioned deliberately where the pale winter light could fall across the fabrics. Dresses hung in careful spacing, each protected in sheer garment sleeves that whispered faintly when you brushed past them.
Cream. Deep navy. Structured ivory. A severe charcoal with razor-sharp tailoring. Midnight emerald that seemed almost black until it caught the sun.
New season. Private fittings. Pieces that hadn’t even reached boutique floors yet.
Shoes were lined beneath the rack like obedient soldiers — patent leather, suede, satin. Handbags rested in their dust covers like state secrets.
Your armor. Your inheritance. Your burden.
Scarlet had clearly taken control of the situation the only way she knew how — with discipline, fabric, and impeccable taste.
Your phone was still warm in your hand from the call.
“Yes, mother,” you had murmured earlier, fingers trailing slowly along the row of garments. “They’re perfect.”
“They must be,” Scarlet had replied coolly. “Perception is stability. And you’ll carry them exactly the way they were meant to be carried,” she added. “Authority isn’t announced — it’s worn.”
Your lips had curved faintly. “Good. I’d hate to waste good tailoring on amateurs.”
A quiet laugh had slipped through the line.
“There you are,” Scarlet had said. “That’s my girl.”
“Give dad a kiss for me,” you had added softly. “Tell him his daughter is exactly where she’s supposed to be.”
Now you stood in front of the full-length mirror.
Half dressed. Half undone. And very close to committing a crime against couture.
You changed quickly. Fresh underwear. Sheer black tights rolled carefully up your legs. A slow breath to steady your hands.
You stepped into the first dress.
Structured cream wool crepe. Clean waistline. Minimalist severity. It screamed authority without ever raising its voice.
Perfect. You reached behind you for the zipper. It stopped halfway. You frowned. Tried again.
Nothing.
You pulled your shoulders back. Drew your stomach in. Lifted slightly onto your toes as if posture alone might convince the universe to cooperate.
Still nothing.
Your reflection stared back at you with growing disbelief.
Then, softly, with controlled outrage:
“Perfect. Couture chooses violence on the morning I need psychological dominance.”
A bite paused mid-air behind you.
You hadn’t even heard him come in.
Mikey stood in the doorway in sweatpants and yesterday’s T-shirt, sandwich frozen halfway to his mouth, eyes narrowing like a man witnessing the early stages of an apocalypse.
“What happened?” he demanded.
You didn’t turn.
He squinted harder. Suspicion deepened.
“Wait — don’t tell me.” He started counting on his fingers, pacing toward you like an investigator in a crime documentary. “Did couture betray you? Did a heel snap mid-stride? Did someone call something off-the-rack in your presence? Did Vogue uninvite you from something? Did the trust fund collapse overnight?” He leaned in, lowering his voice dramatically. “…Did a Birkin get scratched?”
You stared at him through the mirror.
“Mikey,” you said finally, deadly calm, “if you don’t close that mouth in the next three seconds, I will personally introduce you to life without a monthly allowance.”
He blinked.
“…Okay,” he said slowly. “So this is worse than the Birkin.”
You exhaled, turning slightly so he could see.
The back of the dress hung open just enough to humiliate you.
“The zipper,” you said flatly.
He lit up with relief.
“Oh thank God. I thought we were dealing with a societal collapse.”
He put his sandwich down and stepped behind you with exaggerated seriousness. “Alright. Emergency intervention. On three, suck in whatever rich-people organs you’ve got.”
“I am already doing that,” you snapped.
He grabbed the zipper. Pulled. Nothing.
He pulled again. Harder. You sucked in a breath so sharply your ribs protested.Still nothing.
“Okay… and I say this with love,” Mikey murmured. “Is it possible — tiny possibility — that you maybe… gained a little weight?”
You went rigid.
Instead of hitting him, you let out a strangled sound somewhere between a groan and a prayer. “No,” you whispered. “No. This is not happening. Not today.”
He kept trying.
The zipper moved a millimeter. Then stopped again like it had personal vendettas.
“What have you been eating?” he muttered. “Secret midnight pastries? Stress croissants? Emotional carbohydrates?”
You glared at him through the mirror. “Stop talking.”
He kept tugging. “This thing has less give than our board of directors,” he complained. “Honestly I respect it.”
The door opened softly.
Yuliana stepped in — and instantly froze, reading the entire scene in one glance. Years of experience translated chaos into understanding before a word was spoken.
Mikey straightened.
“Good,” he announced. “Reinforcements. Because unless this zipper receives divine intervention, we are officially late.”
You pushed his hands away. “Out,” you said.
He held up both palms.
“Fine. Fine. I’m leaving. But just for the record — the odds of that dress closing are roughly the same as me becoming CFO.”
He turned.
Paused.
Then leaned back into the room again, eyes narrowing with sudden suspicion.
“Wait,” he said, pointing toward the nightstand. “Let me grab my sandwich before someone else eats it.”
He looked meaningfully at you.
“…I mean you’ve clearly been doing a thorough job of that lately.”
You didn’t even think.
The heel left your hand like a guided missile.
He yelped, ducked just in time and snatched the sandwich.
“Violence!” he announced dramatically while retreating into the corridor. “Breaking news! The Queen Family heiress resorts to assault after losing battle with a zipper!”
His voice echoed down the hall long after he disappeared.
You closed your eyes slowly. A breath. Then another.
You looked at Yuliana with a mixture of exhaustion and disbelief.
“He’s going to be the end of me,” you muttered.
Yuliana pressed her lips together, clearly fighting a smile.
Then you straightened slightly, the reality of the morning returning like cold air. “Did you get it?” you asked quietly.
She nodded at once.
From the pocket of her uniform she carefully pulled out the small pharmacy bag — discreet, white, painfully ordinary.
For a second neither of you spoke.
Her eyes flicked from the bag… to the half-closed zipper… to your waist.
A hesitation.
“Ms. Queen…” she began cautiously. “If you are… in that situation… it would be completely normal that the dress doesn’t fit the way it used to.”
You turned your head and gave her a look.
She stopped immediately and began moving. Her hands were calm. Efficient. She studied the rack like a general surveying battlefield options.
“This one,” she said after a moment, pulling out a softer structured dress — still elegant, still commanding, but forgiving at the waist. “Let’s try this.”
Relief hit you so fast it almost made you dizzy.
“Yuliana,” you exhaled, voice softer now, “I’m so glad you’re here. If this works… I will triple your salary.”
A faint smile touched her lips — warm, loyal, completely unimpressed by the financial drama of it all. “Let’s get you dressed first,” she said gently.
As she helped you step out of the first dress, your hand drifted unconsciously to your stomach.
A strange heaviness had settled there that morning. Not pain. Not exactly fear. Just… awareness. Like your body was trying to tell you something before you were ready to listen. You swallowed. “I need to take the test first.”
Yuliana nodded. “Of course. I’ll be right here if you need me.”
You took the small white box from her slowly.
It felt absurdly light for something that could change the entire direction of your life.
The test lay on the marble counter.
You had placed it there yourself. Deliberately. Turned upside down. As if the result might change if you refused to look at it.
You couldn’t get closer.
Every time you tried, your chest tightened — breath catching somewhere between hope and terror.
A soft knock sounded on the bathroom door. You flinched. Even though you already knew who it was.
“May I come in?” Yuliana’s voice was gentle as she peeked through the door.
You nodded. She stepped inside quietly, closing it behind her. One look at your face and the concern in her eyes deepened. You must have looked exactly how you felt — pale, shaken, suspended between past and present. It was strange. Almost cruel.
The last time you had stood in a bathroom like this… she had been there too. She had been the first to know.
Yuliana’s gaze drifted briefly toward the counter. Toward the test. “You haven’t checked,” she said softly.
You shook your head immediately, starting to pace.
“I can’t. I just… I don’t know what I’m going to see.” Your voice trembled despite your effort to steady it. “And I’m scared. Not of becoming a mother again — that’s not it. I just… I don’t know what my body is capable of anymore.”
You pressed your palm against your stomach unconsciously.
“They told me it was nearly impossible,” you whispered. “After everything… after the surgery… after the loss…”
The words felt heavy in your mouth.
Yuliana moved toward you then, taking your trembling hands in hers and squeezing them firmly.
“We’ll look together, Ms. Queen,” she said. “At the same time.”
Her voice was calm. Grounded. The way it had always been when your world tilted.
“Whatever the result is, you are strong enough to face it. You’ve survived worse than a piece of plastic telling you the truth.”
You let out a shaky breath. Nodded. Slowly.
You turned toward the counter.
For a second you just stared at the test like it was radioactive.
Then you reached for it.
You lifted the test and put it back down immediately.
“No,” you said under your breath. “I can’t. Not now.”
You stepped away from the counter like it might follow you.
“Either way, the result is going to live in my head all day,” you added, turning sharply toward Yuliana. “I have a board meeting. I cannot walk in there thinking about… this.”
Yuliana glanced from you to the test and back again. “But, Ms. Queen—”
A voice drifted in from the hallway.
“If the zipper crisis has officially been resolved,” Mikey called out, far too cheerful for the hour, “Queen Financial would like to remind its acting monarch that time is, in fact, real.”
You shut your eyes for half a second. Then opened them. “Yuliana,” you said. “Help me get dressed.” She didn’t move. You softened your tone — just slightly. “Please.” That did it. She followed you into the bedroom, still visibly unsettled. You stopped near the bed and turned back to her. “After I leave,” you said calmly, “get rid of the test.”
She froze. “…Get rid of it?”
“I don’t want to know yet,” you continued. “Look at it. Then tell me the result after New Year’s Eve.”
Her eyes widened in pure horror.
“Bozhe miy… (dear God),” she muttered under her breath, hand flying to her chest. “How am I supposed to not think about something like that? I will see it and then what — just fold laundry? Chop vegetables? Pretend my heart is not exploding?”
“You will,” you replied coolly. “You will think about literally anything else. My schedule. The staff rota. Mikey’s alarming life choices.”
She stared at you.
You held her gaze.
“This is important to me,” you said quietly.
A long beat.
Yuliana sighed dramatically, switching briefly into rapid Ukrainian under her breath — something that sounded like a prayer mixed with mild swearing.
“…Dobré, (Very well)” she muttered finally. “Fine. As you wish.”
The lobby of Queen Financial was quieter than usual.
Not empty. Never empty.
But quieter in the way institutions became quiet when something serious had happened. Voices were lower. Movements more deliberate. Even the marble seemed to carry tension beneath its polished surface.
People were watching. Not openly. Never rudely. But watching. You felt it the moment the revolving doors closed behind you. Heels against stone. Coat draped perfectly over your shoulders. Chin level. Queen composure.
Mikey walked beside you with his usual careless stride that fooled absolutely no one who knew him well.
The elevators opened before you even reached them.
Of course they did.
Upper floors had already been notified.
When the doors slid shut, the mirrored walls reflected a version of you that felt both familiar and entirely new.
Not just the heiress anymore. Not just the daughter.
Gerard appeared almost instantly, as if summoned by timing itself.
“Ms. Queen. Perfect timing,” he said, tone calm but efficient. “The board convenes in ten minutes. I’ll see you inside.”
He gave Mikey a brief nod and disappeared down the corridor without another word.
Mikey exhaled.
“Love that man,” he muttered. “Walks like he owns gravity.”
You ignored him and kept walking.
A young woman stepped forward from near the corner office — mid-twenties, neat dark bun, tablet held like a shield.
She smiled carefully.
“Ms. Queen? Hi. I’m Anna. I’ll be assisting you… temporarily.”
Her voice had that polite steadiness people developed when they were both nervous and determined to hide it.
You studied her for half a second.
Alert eyes. Good posture. No visible panic. Promising.
Mikey, however, had no such filter.
He looked her up and down.
“Wow,” he said. “Where do I file a formal complaint? I’ve been in this family for thirty years and no one has ever assigned me an assistant.”
You elbowed him sharply.
“Go prepare for the meeting,” you said sweetly. “Before I assign you unemployment.”
He grinned and leaned toward Anna conspiratorially. “She hits. Be warned.” Then he disappeared down the hallway.
Anna blinked once — then recovered. “If you’ll follow me."
She stopped in front of a large but clearly not primary executive office.
“This has been designated as your workspace for now,” she explained. “Given the interim nature of the leadership structure, permanent office assignments will be reviewed once the board formalizes succession protocols.”
Translation: You were powerful. But not yet officially installed.
You nodded once. “Understood.”
She opened the door.
Sunlight spilled across dark wood floors. Floor-to-ceiling windows. Midtown skyline cutting clean against winter blue.
And your desk. Covered in flowers.
You stopped. For just a second.
White peonies. Cream roses. Winter ranunculus. Minimalist orchids. Notes tucked discreetly between stems.
Anna stepped slightly aside.
“These arrived throughout the morning,” she said. “All addressed to you.”
Obviously, you thought.
You slipped your coat from your shoulders. She took it immediately.
“Thank you. Please give me a few minutes. Let me know when the board is seated.”
“Of course.” She left quietly.
The door closed. You moved toward the desk slowly. Your mother’s card first. Elegant. Controlled. Proud.
Emily and Chloe’s arrangement next — chaotic in comparison. Soft pastel blooms and a ridiculous handwritten note about surviving capitalism. A small velvet box rested beside them. You opened it. A framed photo. The three of you — laughing somewhere sunlit and careless.
You smiled despite yourself and set it at the corner of your desk. Then your gaze shifted. To the largest arrangement. Your favorite flowers.
Of course.
Two small boxes waited beside the stems. You opened the longer one first. Cartier.
Inside lay a slim gold pen. Heavy. Perfectly balanced. Your initials engraved near the clip in precise understated script. You exhaled slowly. A card rested beneath it.
For my Queen. Sign and lead.
— H
Your throat tightened. The second box was smaller. You already knew before opening it. You still laughed softly when you saw it. A delicate Hello Kitty charm in white gold and enamel. Minimal. Tasteful. Ridiculously you. Another card.
For the girl only I get to see.
— H
You closed your eyes for a moment. Just one. Then opened them again. Then you reached for your phone. You hadn’t touched it all morning. Between reviewing briefing files on the tablet and trying not to think about the test, you had simply tossed it into your bag and forgotten it existed.
Now you almost regretted that. Because the moment the screen lit up, Harry’s name filled it. Message after message.A slow smile curved your lips. They started early.
7:50 a.m.
Queen of Manhattan missing. Last seen stealing my ability to focus.
8:02 a.m.
Beginning to suspect hostile takeover.
8:10 a.m.
If you don’t answer soon, I might have to walk into your board meeting and create a very public distraction.
It will involve you.
And my mouth.
8:17 a.m.
Also… good morning, baby.
You exhaled softly.
God, you had missed him.
More than you had allowed yourself to admit.
Without thinking further, you pressed call.
He picked up immediately.
“Wow,” you said lightly. “Mr. Castillo. Were you sitting there desperately waiting for me to finally notice you?”
A low laugh answered you. Followed by a quiet exhale that felt like music against your ear.
“You’ve deprived me of your voice and your face for days,” he murmured. “You don’t get to judge how desperate I become.”
Your smile deepened.
“Fair.”
“How are you?” he asked. “I didn’t think you’d call before the meeting.”
“I wanted to hear you,” you admitted. Then you glanced at the flowers again. “Also… thank you. For the flowers. Subtle move.”
“I’m never subtle with you, mi vida."
You walked toward the window, Lower Manhattan unfolding below you in glass and winter light.
“There are only a few buildings between us,” you murmured. “And I still hate that we have to wait.”
“Me too, baby." He found himself standing at the window, phone still against his ear. Across the street, Queen Financial cut into the morning sky. Somewhere behind that glass… was you. “But I can’t do this for long,” he continued. “My heart has very poor tolerance for being separated from you. I need to see your face before New Year’s Eve.”
You laughed under your breath. “Is that a medical diagnosis or a threat?”
“Both.”
A gentle knock interrupted the moment.
You turned.
Anna stood in the doorway. “Ms. Queen? The board is ready.”
You nodded once. “I’m coming.”
Then you lowered your voice.
“I have to go, Harry.”
“You’re ready for this. They already trust you more than they admit. Don’t try to impress them. Just lead them.”
That landed.
You smiled faintly. “You’re extremely attractive when you’re right,” you murmured.
A quiet laugh slid through the line.
“Turns you on?” he asked softly.
“That depends,” you said. “Are you planning to use it against me?”
“You know I always do,” he replied.
Your pulse quickened. “I haven’t seen you in days and everything feels… louder when you’re not around.”
“Say it properly,” he said.“Tell me you want me there.”
A slow smile curved on your lips.
“Well…” you murmured softly, leaning back in your chair, letting the pen roll between your fingers, “I want you everywhere, baby.”
Silence. Then a low exhale — rough, controlled.
You knew exactly what that breath meant. You could almost see the way his jaw tightened on the other end of the line. The way his mind would already be running ahead of him. You let out a quiet laugh.
“Careful,” he murmured finally. “You’re one bad decision away from me actually showing up.”
“Mm,” you hummed. “You like the idea of causing a scene.”
“I like the idea of reminding people who you belong to,” he replied.
“Dangerous timing,” you said sweetly, glancing at your watch. “I have to be terrifyingly competent in about 2 minutes.”
“Go,” he said. “Be brilliant. When your workday is over… be ready. I’m coming for you.”
Gerard and Mikey walked in with you. Anna followed a step behind - silent, observant.
The moment you stepped inside, chairs straightened. Conversations died mid-sentence.
Twelve faces turned toward you.
Men who had known you since you were a child. Men who had watched you grow into an heiress they never had to take seriously.
And women.
Women who had survived rooms like this by becoming harder than the men in them. Women who measured you in seconds - posture, tone, resilience - deciding whether you were one of them or merely another legacy daughter passing through power.
None of them had ever imagined you would one day walk in and take the head of their table. And now they had no choice but to adjust.
The long walnut table gleamed under controlled lighting. Floor-to-ceiling windows framed Manhattan like a threat.
Lucas sat halfway down the right side.
You walked the full length of the room anyway. Unhurried. Untouchable.
“Good morning,” you said.
They all nodded.
Gerard took his place slightly behind and to your left. A deliberate signal. Support. Structure. Legitimacy.
You placed your pen on the table.
“I appreciate everyone making time on short notice,” you continued. “As you know, my father is currently under strict medical supervision and will not be returning to operational leadership in the immediate term.”
No one interrupted.
Good.
“Until further notice, I will be assuming his executive responsibilities.”
Lucas leaned back in his chair. “Temporarily,” he said.
There it was.
You turned your head slowly. “Leadership is always temporary, Mr. Whitmore,” you replied calmly. “Results are what tend to become permanent.”
A few board members shifted. Someone cleared his throat.
Lucas smiled. “The market seems unconvinced,” he said. “Shares dipped again this morning.”
You folded your hands. “Yes,” you said. “They did.”
Silence thickened. Then you slid a document down the table toward him.
“I imagine they’ll feel differently once they read this.”
He glanced down. Then back up. “What is it?”
“A restructuring proposal,” you said. “Along with defensive acquisition options should minority shareholders attempt to increase influence during this period.”
Now Gerard allowed himself a very small smile.
Lucas’s didn’t reach his eyes.
“You’re anticipating a hostile move?”
“I’m preventing one,” you replied.
The room changed.
You could feel it. The subtle recalibration. The moment they stopped seeing a grieving daughter and started seeing a strategic risk. You leaned forward slightly. “My father built this firm on stability,” you said. “I intend to build it on inevitability.” No one spoke. Mikey was adjusting his tie with a smirk on his face. You let the silence stretch. Not awkward. Strategic. Then you spoke again.
“I’m aware,” you said calmly, “that I have not been physically present in this building for the past few years.”
A few shoulders shifted.
Lucas watched you with open interest now.
“And since we seem to be operating in an atmosphere where speculation travels faster than facts,” you continued, voice even, “I think it’s only fair that I address the obvious.”
Gerard did not move. But you felt his attention sharpen.
“My family and I have gone through… difficult years,” you said. “Some of what you’ve read is true. Some of it is distorted. All of it has been painful.”
No dramatics. No apology. Just truth placed neatly on the table like another document.
“But personal crisis,” you went on, “is not a leadership qualification. Nor is it a disqualification.”
Now they were listening. Really listening.
“I am not naïve,” you said. “I understand that executive authority is not inherited overnight. Titles are not worn into legitimacy - they are built into it.”
Lucas’s fingers stopped tapping the table.
“I will not pretend to be a finished CEO,” you continued. “But I will also not pretend that this company can afford hesitation.”
“I was raised inside these numbers. Inside these negotiations. Inside these risks. This firm is not unfamiliar territory to me - it is unfinished responsibility.”
That landed.
You straightened slightly.
“Over the next quarter,” you said, “we will begin a structured internal realignment. Risk exposure will be reduced. Liquidity buffers increased. Strategic partnerships revisited.”
You glanced briefly toward Lucas.
“Especially the ones that assume we are currently vulnerable.”
Now even the older board members were leaning forward.
“I am not asking for blind confidence,” you finished. “I am asking for measurable time.”
Silence.
Then Lucas spoke. “Markets don’t trade in patience,” he said.
You met his gaze. “I’m aware.”
He tilted his head.
“In that case,” he continued smoothly, “I would strongly advise a public statement. Today. Clarify your… personal affiliations. Particularly your continued proximity to Castillo Capital.”
The air tightened.
A few board members looked down.
Cowards.
Lucas didn’t blink. “If investors believe governance lines are blurred,” he said, “they will respond accordingly.”
You let him finish.
Then you picked up the pen. Turned it once between your fingers. Set it down again. “I don’t take strategic advice from people whose first instinct is panic,” you said softly.
Gerard exhaled through his nose.
Lucas’s smile sharpened. “This isn’t panic,” he said. “It’s optics.”
You leaned back in your chair. “No,” you replied. “It’s opportunism.” A longer silence this time. Heavy. Measured. Final. “I will address the press,” you said. “But not because I’m being cornered into it.” You let your gaze move around the table. “One thing you should all understand very clearly,” you added. “My personal life has never dictated this company’s performance. And it never will.”
No one challenged you. Not even Lucas. Outside the glass, Manhattan glittered like a battlefield waiting for orders. Inside - you had just claimed command.
You didn’t knock.
The door opened with a decisive force that made the glass tremble in its frame.
Lucas didn’t even flinch. He was standing by the window, hands in his pockets, Manhattan reflected in the steel behind him like he owned half of it already.
“Well,” he said without turning. “That didn’t take long.”
You closed the door slowly. “What exactly do you think you’re doing?”
Now he turned. “Winning,” he said simply.
Your lips curved. Not a smile. Something sharper. “By blackmailing a trauma survivor and destabilizing a publicly traded firm?” you asked. “How innovative. Wall Street must be trembling.”
His eyes flickered. There. “You’re emotional."
“I’m precise,” you corrected.
You moved deeper into the office.
He didn’t offer you a seat. You didn’t need one.
“The press pressure,” you continued. “The leak. The timing. The narrative linking Queen Financial to Castillo Capital. You want something. Let’s skip the performance.”
“I want equilibrium,” he said.
You laughed softly. “No,” you said. “You want revenge.” Your stomach twisted with disgust. “You leaked it,” you said. “Everything.”
He didn’t deny it.
“Yeah right,” he said, voice lowering, “At that party... Castillo treated me like I was disposable.”
“You are,” you replied sweetly.
That landed.
Harder than the slap would.
His gaze darkened.
“You really don’t understand the position you’re in,” he said. “You’re walking into a leadership vacuum with a scandal wrapped around your throat and a lover whose surname is currently radioactive.”
You let out a quiet, incredulous laugh.
“And why exactly is that your concern?” you asked softly.
“My boyfriend is the only thing you can think about these days?”
Lucas didn’t answer.
You stepped closer.
“Let’s be very clear,” you continued. “Even if I stand in front of every camera in Manhattan and deny having anything to do with him, nothing changes. Markets panic. Headlines move on. Power rearranges itself. That’s how this world works.”
Your eyes locked onto his.
“But what you don’t understand,” you added, voice sharpening, “is what Harry and I have already survived from the worst. You think we can’t handle someone like you?”
Lucas’s jaw tightened.
“He built his company from nothing,” you went on.
“From risk. From rejection. From being underestimated. He will stabilize it again. That’s what he does.”
You straightened slightly.
“And I will do the same here. As for you… Your days in this building are numbered. Harry and I will survive this. The company will survive this, and you’ve just declared war on two people who don’t lose.”
Lucas didn’t have an immediate answer.
And that was enough.
You turned and walked out.
Later that evening.
Harry’s car slid into the underground garage of Queen Financial like a shadow that had always belonged there.
He stepped out before the driver could even move to open the door.
For a brief second he stood still, scanning the concrete expanse - rows of silent cars, the distant hum of ventilation, the faint echo of footsteps that weren’t there anymore.
The building was already empty.
Workday long over.
He adjusted his coat and walked toward the elevator with purposeful strides.
His phone was still in his hand.
Your name glowing on the screen.
Five missed calls now.
His jaw tightened.
The elevator ride felt longer than it should have.
Like time itself was testing his patience.
The doors opened onto the executive floor.
Dim. Quiet. Almost sacred.
Assistants gone. Lights off.
Only the distant glow of Manhattan pressing against the glass walls like a living organism that refused to sleep.
He moved faster now.
Calling you again.
Listening.
Nothing.
Then-
Your office.
The door slightly ajar.
Harry pushed it open with careful fingers.
And stopped.
You were asleep at your desk.
Head resting on your folded arms.
Hair spilled across your face like dark silk.
Your laptop still glowing - spreadsheets, market projections, Gerard’s restructuring framework open on the screen.
You had already started working through it.
Of course you had.
But sleep had won.
For a long moment he didn’t move.
All the noise inside his head - investors, Eduardo, stock drops, damage control -
just… disappeared.
A slow breath left him.
Relief.
Something deeper.
He crossed the room quietly.
Reached out.
His thumb brushed a loose strand of hair back behind your ear.
Then he lowered himself onto one knee beside your chair.
Pressed a soft kiss to your temple.
God, he had missed you.
“You wore yourself out, huh…” he murmured.
His hand moved with extreme care - fingertips grazing the delicate bones of your wrist, tracing the line of your forearm, then lifting to your cheek.
He whispered your name like it was something fragile.
“Baby… wake up.”
Sleep was warm. Heavy.
You almost stayed there.
But his voice pulled you back.
Your eyes fluttered open.
And he was there.
Real.
Close.
Concern tightening the line of his mouth.
You straightened abruptly, blinking around the office.
“Oh my God… I fell asleep,” you said, horrified. “Harry - I’m so sorry.”
A quiet laugh left him.
His gaze softened when he noticed the faint red imprint of a document edge pressed into your cheek.
He lifted his thumb and brushed over it gently.
“You were working so hard you started signing yourself,” he murmured.
“Careful… the board might take that as a binding decision.”
Heat rushed to your face.
You let out a breathy, embarrassed sound.
“I can’t believe I did that.”
He was still looking at you like you were the only thing in the room worth seeing.
Still touching your face like he needed proof you were real.
“Come here, baby,” Harry said, extending his hand.
You reached for him automatically. You tried to stand. The room tilted. Hard.
“Whoa…” you murmured faintly, blinking as the floor seemed to sway like a ship fighting rough waves.
Harry caught you instantly, hands firm at your waist.
“Hey. Easy.” His gaze searched your face, sharp with concern. “Let me guess,” he went on quietly. “You got lost in work, forgot to eat, survived on terrible coffee and pure ambition?”
You pressed your lips together, guilty.
He noticed. Of course he did.
Without another word he reached for your coat.
Held it open.
Helped you into it with careful, precise movements like he had done it a hundred times before.
Then he gathered your bag, closing the laptop himself. You just watched him. Something about being taken care of like this made your chest ache. “Wow,” you murmured softly. “Harry Castillo acting like my personal assistant.”
He leaned in and kissed the bridge of your nose. “I wish that was my only job,” he said. “Dream position.”
You giggled.
“Wait… didn’t they assign you an assistant?”
You huffed. “They did.”
“Uh-oh,” he said immediately. “Sounds like she didn’t pass the Queen audition.”
You gave him a look.
“How bad?” he asked, amused, adjusting your hair.
“She printed my entire morning schedule in Comic Sans,” you said flatly. “Highlighted my investor call in glitter pen. And she tried to replace my board briefing folder with something labeled ‘Positive Affirmations for Leadership Energy.’”
Harry froze for half a second.
Then a slow, dangerous smile touched his mouth.
“She’s brave,” he said. “I’ll give her that.”
You snorted. “She means well,” you admitted after a moment.
“But she’s… strange.”
Harry watched you more carefully now. “Strange how?”
“She has almost no real experience,” you said. “They told me she just started. Yet somehow she was placed directly in my office.”
His expression hardened slightly, wrapping an arm around you as you walked into the dim corridor. “You think someone put her there?”
You shrugged one shoulder.
“I think Lucas enjoys playing long games,” you said coolly.
“And I don’t believe in coincidences when men like him are involved. I’ll replace her soon.”
“You should,” Harry said easily. “An assistant is supposed to absorb the chaos. Handle the noise. Protect your focus.”
You arched a brow.
“Very corporate of you.”
His hand slid around your waist as the elevator doors closed.
“I don’t like competing with spreadsheets,” he murmured near your ear.
“Let her deal with the world. So the parts of you that aren’t business… stay mine.”
Heat spread through your chest.
“That’s incredibly possessive.”
His mouth brushed the corner of your lips.
“Only where you’re concerned.”
Then he pulled back slightly.
“Come on,” he said. “Let’s go, gorgeous. You’re not the only one who skipped meals. I’m starving.”
The word food made your stomach twist sharply.
You swallowed. “Yes, yes, let’s go,” you said quickly, almost too eagerly, tugging him toward the door. “Immediately. Right now.”
He laughed and pressed quick kisses to your cheek. “God… I missed you,” he murmured. You leaned into him without thinking. “Can I just eat you instead?” he teased.
You giggled. “Feed me first. Then you can do whatever you want to me, Castillo.”
“Dangerous promises.”
The garage was colder. Quieter. And then you saw it.
The limousine.
Long. Black. Windows completely tinted like a secret on wheels.
You blinked slowly. “You’ve got to be kidding me.” You turned to him. “Limo?”
Harry’s mouth curved. “Privacy glass,” he said. “No one sees in.”
You let out a soft laugh.
“Wow. I like this version of strategic planning.”
He opened the door for you and held your gaze. “After you… my Queen.” You stepped into the limo, fingers brushing his as you passed.
“Merci, monsieur.” As you slid inside, something nostalgic warmed your chest.
You had grown up in cars like this.
Galas. Charity balls. Political dinners.
Life choreographed down to the last flash of a camera.
But this felt different.
This wasn’t performance. This was escape.
Harry followed you in. The door closed with a muted, luxurious finality.
“Was this really necessary?” you asked quietly.
“Yes,” he said simply. Then he leaned closer. “Because I can do this…” His fingers brushed your hair aside with slow intention. His mouth found the warm curve of your neck. “…and no one will see. No one will hear.”
A soft shiver ran through you. You let out a breathless giggle, pushing lightly at his shoulder.
“Harry - stop.”
“I can’t,” he murmured against your skin, his voice rough, low. “I’ve been thinking about you all weekend.”
His hand slid slowly over your thigh, firm. Possessive. Familiar in a way that made your pulse stutter.
“I missed you more than I thought was possible.”
For a second there was only the low hum of the engine… and the charged quiet between you.
Then the limousine began to move.
New York lights slid across the tinted glass in long streaks of gold and silver.
The city was alive out there - impatient, relentless - but inside the car time seemed to slow.
Harry didn’t speak. He shifted closer instead.
You felt it before you saw it - the warmth of him, the familiar gravity he carried like something inevitable.
His hand found your waist, drawing you gently toward him until your shoulder brushed his chest.
Then he lowered his face into your hair. A slow inhale. Like he had been deprived of oxygen for days.
His nose grazed the side of your neck, his breath warm against your skin. You felt him close his eyes. Your fingers slid instinctively over his wrist, holding him there. The city blurred past unseen. He lifted his head only slightly - just enough for his lips to find yours.
Back to Tuesday morning.
The memory made you smile before you could stop yourself.
Last night.
The limousine.
The way the city had disappeared the second his mouth found yours.
And then his apartment.
Your clothes still lay scattered like evidence - a silent trail from the front door all the way to the bedroom.
Silk, buttons, a heel tipped on its side.
Proof of how little patience either of you had possessed.
It had been intense. Hungry. Almost reckless.
He had made you come in the limo first.
Then again - pressed against the wall the second you’d made it inside.
Twice more in his bed.
And later… when you were already drifting somewhere between sleep and surrender, convinced your body couldn’t possibly give him anything else.
Still - this morning - he had drawn it out of you again.
Once. Then again. And again.
Now your lungs felt too small for the air you were trying to take in. Your pulse was wild beneath your skin. Too fast. Too loud.
Like your heart hadn’t realized night was over yet.
You shifted beneath him, a faint wince catching in your breath - that delicious soreness in your thighs reminding you how relentlessly he had fucked you… more times than you could even remember. You had loved every second of it. God, you always did.
There was something dangerously intoxicating about the way he wanted you - like restraint simply didn’t exist when it came to you.
It wasn’t pain. It was aftermath.
Pleasure that had gone on a little too long. A body that hadn’t quite recovered yet. And this morning… you felt more sensitive than usual.
Harry noticed immediately. “Hey,” he murmured quietly, his thumb brushing along your jaw as he searched your eyes.
“Too much?”
You shook your head, still catching your breath.
“No,” you whispered. “Just… tired.” A small smile tugged at your lips despite yourself. “We barely slept. Someone missed me.”
Harry huffed a quiet laugh, the tension in his shoulders easing as his hand began to move again - slow, soothing strokes along the inside of your leg.
His fingers traced lazy patterns over your skin, grounding, possessive. “I’ve been starving for you for four days,” he added quietly. “You’re lucky I showed restraint.”
You rolled your eyes faintly. You were about to say something else when suddenly - Your stomach twisted.
The world tilted in a sharp, nauseating wave.
You pushed yourself up abruptly.
But the urge hit too fast.
You barely made it out of the bed before you were rushing toward the bathroom.
Harry was already moving. “Hey- baby-”
“Don’t,” you gasped, hand lifting weakly behind you. “Harry don’t come-”
“Don’t be ridiculous.” He was right there anyway. Holding your hair back as you bent over the toilet, your body heaving helplessly while he held you together.
The sound felt too loud in the quiet morning.
Too vulnerable.
When it finally stopped, you stayed there a moment, breathing hard. Harry stayed right there. Keeping one steady hand at your back, he helped you straighten and led you toward the sink.
He turned on the water himself, wet a cloth, then pressed it gently into your hand like you might fall apart without something to hold on to.
“Here,” he said softly.
You rinsed your mouth. Splashed cold water on your face.
He was still behind you when you straightened. Still watching. Too closely. “You did the same thing at dinner,” he said after a moment. “You barely touched anything.”
Concern darkened his eyes.
“I’m starting to worry. We should see a doctor. I don’t like you running yourself into the ground like this, baby.”
You frowned slightly. “A doctor? Harry, I’m fine.”
His gaze didn’t soften. “You’ve been nauseous for almost a week,” he said quietly. “That’s not nothing.”
You stepped closer before he could continue, sliding your arms around his waist. Resting your cheek briefly against his chest. “Stress,” you murmured. “It’s just stress. Come on,” you added, voice lighter now. “Let’s take a shower. A hot one. We both need it.” Your fingers tugged at him gently. “After that I’m going to visit my dad.” There was something in your tone. A shade too careful.
Harry noticed but he didn’t push. Instead he leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to your forehead. “Okay,” he said quietly. “But I’m not convinced.”
The winter air outside the private hospital was sharp enough to sting.
From the tinted interior of the limousine parked across the street, Harry watched you and Mikey disappear toward the waiting car.
Your voices faded into the muted rhythm of Manhattan traffic.
You thought he had already gone to the office.
He hadn’t. He had been waiting. He didn’t move as the revolving doors kept turning.
Once. Twice. Then finally slowed. And she appeared.
Scarlet.
Composed as always. Impeccable coat. Controlled steps. A woman who never allowed the world to see her hesitate. She walked directly to the limousine and opened the passenger door without knocking.
Paused. Looked inside.
One perfectly sculpted brow lifted. “Limo?”
Harry almost smiled. The same question. The same tone. Mother and daughter - more alike than either of them would ever admit.
Scarlet slid inside with effortless elegance, closing the door behind her. “Clearly there’s nothing you wouldn’t do for my daughter,” she said dryly. “I can tell she spent the night with you,” Scarlet said with a faint, knowing smile. “She didn’t have to tell me. I know my daughter. I know what she looks like when she’s been with you. You’re good for her.”
“I’m glad you’ve finally noticed,” he replied evenly.
Then Scarlet reached into her leather portfolio and handed him a thin file.
Harry took it. He didn’t open it. Just felt the weight of it resting in his hands.
“This,” she said calmly, “is the hardest thing you will ever do for her.” Her gaze fixed on him now. Sharp. Measuring. “Are you ready?”
Harry lowered his eyes briefly to the file. Then back to her. “I was always going to face him,” he said quietly. “My lawyer is already there. Everything is arranged.”
Scarlet watched him for another long second. “You know the one thing that will make him drop the act… don’t you?”
Harry gave a small nod. “When I’m done,” he continued, voice lower now, steel threaded through it, “this will never be something she has to fear again.”
Scarlet’s expression didn’t soften.
“You know the one thing that will make him drop the act… don’t you?”
Harry gave a small nod. “When I’m done,” he continued, voice lower now, steel threaded through it, “this will never be something she has to fear again.”
“I hope so,” she said. “Because I never want to hear his name connected to my daughter again.”
Harry held her gaze without blinking. “Neither do I.”
Scarlet reached for the handle - then stopped. Turned back toward him. For the first time since they had known each other… there was no calculation in her face. Only a mother. “Thank you, Harry,” she said quietly. Warmly.
He gave the smallest nod.
The door opened. Winter rushed in. And a second later - He was alone with the file.
On his way to a confrontation he had avoided for far too long.
The prison complex sat on the edge of the river like something that had been designed to erase people.
Steel. Concrete. No warmth.
Harry stepped out of the car without looking back.
Security clearance had already been arranged.
His name moved faster than paperwork ever could.
Inside, the air smelled faintly of disinfectant and something older. Staler.
Like regret that had never been aired out.
A correctional officer led him down a narrow corridor lined with reinforced glass and locked doors.
His lawyer was waiting near a secondary checkpoint.
“Family filed for psychiatric reassessment,” the man said quietly as they began walking. “They’re pushing an insanity angle. Claiming instability at the time of the assault.”
Harry didn’t slow. “They want him transferred?”
“Best case scenario for them,” the lawyer replied.
“Secure psychiatric facility instead of long-term incarceration. Sentence could be reviewed. Media narrative softens. But,” he added,
“if he’s legally deemed incompetent - genuinely psychotic - inheritance claims become complicated. Surname claims too. They’d have to sacrifice that angle.”
Harry gave a small nod.
“He’s been isolated,” the officer informed them. “After an incident last week. Possible self-harm attempt. Psychiatric observation ordered.”
Harry’s gaze flicked toward him at last. “I want to see him,” he said.
The officer hesitated - just a fraction - then continued walking. They stopped outside a secure interview room.
“One-way observation glass,” the lawyer murmured. “Audio recording. Standard protocol.”
Through the reinforced panel, Harry could already see him.
Ilan sat at the metal table. Perfectly still. Hands folded. Eyes unfocused. A performance. Something cold and violent settled into Harry’s chest.
Five years. Five years of absence. Five years of not knowing what had really happened.
Images crashed through him now.
You in a hospital bed. Your voice breaking when you finally told him. The baby you had lost. The way you had disappeared from his life like someone had cut the world in half. All of it. Because of the man sitting ten feet away pretending not to exist. Harry had told himself he didn’t need this confrontation.
He had lied.
He picked up the thick file Scarlet had given him and held it for a moment. He needed to be stronger than the instinct clawing up his spine - the one that wanted to reach across that table and end this with his hands. This was something he owed you. Owed her. The file hit the counter with a quiet, final sound. Paper wouldn’t win this. Truth would. He stepped inside. The door shut behind him with a heavy metallic click. He sat down across from Ilan. Watched him. Waited.
Let the silence stretch until it hurt.
Then finally -
“Turn the cameras off.”
A voice crackled through the speaker. “Mr. Castillo, we cannot-”
His lawyer didn’t even glance at the glass.
“My client isn’t asking,” he said calmly. “Do it.”
The red light went dark. The air in the room shifted. Heavier. Charged.
Harry moved around the table and stopped inches from Ilan. “You can stop pretending now,” he said quietly. “It’s just us.”
Silence. Harry’s jaw tightened. “Why her?” Nothing. “What did you want?” He didn’t actually care about the answers.
He just needed Ilan to break character. Needed him to slip. To prove he was still in there - calculating, aware, guilty. For a moment, Ilan remained perfectly still. But his eyes were no longer empty. Harry saw it then - the faint flicker behind the performance. Not madness. Awareness. He turned away slowly, as if the entire encounter had already bored him. “Fine,” he muttered over his shoulder. “Keep pretending you’re insane. It won’t help you. Even like this… you’ll never carry the Castillo name.”
He took one step toward the door. Then another. Metal shrieked violently behind him. The chair scraped across the floor as Ilan shot to his feet.
“You still don’t understand, do you?” he snapped, something feral cracking through his voice. “Everything happened because of that name. Because of you. Blame yourself - not me. All of it is on you and that pathetic legacy you worship.”
Harry stopped. Very slowly, he turned back. The rage was no longer contained. It had already taken over.
“Everything that happened to her…” Ilan continued, almost gently now, savoring every word, “…happened because she chose you.” A crooked smile pulled at his mouth. “I spent years thinking about how to destroy you.”
Harry didn’t move. His hands were already clenched into fists.
A tremor ran through him - sharp, violent - like an electrical current he couldn’t shut off.
Ilan tilted his head, studying him with sick fascination. “And then I realized,” he said softly, “there was no point destroying you directly. The smart way… was to destroy the one thing you loved most.” Silence detonated between them.
Harry’s breathing changed. Shorter. Heavier. Controlled - but barely.
Ilan’s smile widened. “In a way,” he murmured, almost pleased with himself, “I succeeded… didn’t I?”
Something inside Harry finally gave way. One second he was standing still.
The next - the table slammed sideways with a deafening metallic crash as Harry lunged across it.
His fist connected with Ilan’s jaw with a sound that didn’t feel human.
Bone. Impact. Rage. Years of it.
Ilan staggered back into the chair, but Harry didn’t stop. He grabbed the front of his prison shirt and drove another punch into his ribs. Another. And another.
Each hit more precise than the last. Not wild. Not sloppy. Controlled destruction.
“You don’t get to say her name,” Harry growled, voice low and shaking with something lethal. “You don’t get to breathe in the same world she exists in.” Ilan laughed. Actually laughed. Blood already gathering at the corner of his mouth. “You sick bastard!” he rasped. “This is who you really are-”
Harry hit him again. Hard enough that the chair tipped backward. They went down together. Metal legs screeching across the floor. Bodies colliding. Years detonating in seconds.
The observation room exploded into motion. Shouting. Keys. Boots.
The door burst open. “Mr. Castillo-!”
Two officers rushed forward, grabbing Harry’s shoulders. It took all their strength to pull him back. He was still trying to reach Ilan. Still trying to end something that had started five years ago.
Ilan shoved one guard off balance just enough to surge forward.
His fist came out of nowhere. Cracked clean across Harry’s brow.
White light. Sharp pain. Warm blood instantly sliding down into his eye.
Harry blinked the blood out of his vision. The metallic taste filled his mouth.
Hands were on him now - guards dragging him back, boots scraping, voices rising.
He didn’t resist.
Not because he was done.
Because he had already said everything that mattered with his fists.
Ilan was still on the floor, half-propped against the overturned chair, breathing hard. Laughing under his breath like something inside him had finally been satisfied.
Harry’s vision tunneled.
For one terrifying second he saw you instead. White hospital sheets. Your voice shaking. The empty future you had never gotten to hold.
Something brutal twisted through his chest.
They hauled him toward the door.
He let them.
But just before they pulled him out of the room - Harry planted his feet. Turned. Blood running down his brow, into his lashes.
His voice when he spoke was low enough that everyone had to lean in to hear it.
“If you’re still breathing,” he said, calm now - terrifyingly calm, “it’s only because this country has laws. But don’t mistake that for mercy.” Ilan’s smile faltered. Harry wiped the blood from his eye with the back of his hand.
“You don’t get to walk away from what you did,” he went on. “Not with a reduced sentence. Not in a padded room pretending you’re broken.”
His gaze locked onto him like a blade. “I will make sure you rot,” he said.
“You wanted the Castillo name?” Harry added softly. “This is the only thing you’ll ever get from it.” Silence spread through the room like smoke. “Power,” he finished. “And the certainty that I will use every ounce of it against you.”
The guards finally forced him through the door. It slammed shut between them. Harry stood in the corridor for a moment, chest rising and falling, blood still warm on his skin. His lawyer approached carefully. Behind him - chaos exploded.
“I SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE CASTILLO!” Ilan’s voice tore down the corridor, raw and unhinged. “DO YOU HEAR ME? I DESERVED IT - NOT YOU!”
Harry didn’t turn.
“I WAS THE ONE WHO WANTED IT!” Ilan kept screaming. “You shouldn’t have been born! None of this would’ve happened if you didn’t exist!” A violent crash followed. Metal against concrete. Shouting. Running footsteps.
Harry slowed. Just slightly.
Behind him, Ilan’s screams twisted into incoherent rage. “I’M THE REAL CASTILLO! I AM! I AM-”
Then a choked sound. A struggle. Orders barked sharply. “Hold him - hold him down!”
Another crash. Something shattering.
Harry closed his eyes for half a second. Not out of pity. Out of calculation.
When he opened them again - he kept walking.
An officer caught up beside him, breathing hard, holding out gauze and antiseptic. “Sir… your eyebrow.”
Harry took the cotton without looking at the man. Pressed it once. Firm. Indifferent.
Blood didn’t matter. Not compared to what he had just heard. Behind them, a doctor’s voice cut through the noise. “Sedate him. Now.”
A muffled protest. Then silence beginning to swallow the chaos.
Harry reached the security gate. His lawyer fell into step beside him.
“He has no chance after this,” the man said quietly. “The psychiatric evaluation will work against him now. Loss of control. Aggression. Behavioral contradiction. It all goes on record.The performance is cracking. That’s what we needed.”
Harry stopped walking. Turned slowly.
“I want to know every move he makes from now on,” he said.
His voice was calm. Too calm.
“Every report. Every visit. Every medical note. If he breathes differently - I want to know.”
The lawyer held his gaze. Understood immediately what that meant.
“If necessary,” Harry continued, quieter now, “you will go there yourself. Daily.”
The lawyer cleared his throat. “…Of course, Mr. Castillo.”
Harry wiped the last trace of blood from his skin and handed the gauze back. His expression didn’t change.
“This isn’t just about a lawsuit anymore,” he said. "There’s a man in that room who nearly took my wife from me. Who already took my child.” The words didn’t rise. They landed. Heavy. Final. “Now he gets to spend the rest of his life learning what it feels like to lose everything.”
No one spoke. Not the guards. Not the lawyer.
They simply watched him walk away.
The lobby was still glowing with champagne light and polite laughter. Inside, the New Year’s Eve corporate reception carried on — music low, deals disguised as celebration. Outside, winter had teeth.
You stepped through the revolving doors beside Mikey, the cold air hitting your face like a reality check.
“Finally,” he muttered, tugging his coat tighter. “If I hear one more man say ‘strategic optimism,’ I’m jumping off the balcony.”
You almost laughed. Almost.
Because your stomach twisted again — sudden, sharp.
You stopped mid-step. “Wait.”
Mikey turned immediately. “What?”
You pressed a hand lightly to your abdomen, swallowing hard.
“Just… give me a second.” The nausea rolled through you in a slow, merciless wave. God. Not now. Not tonight.
“You okay?” he asked, suddenly serious.
You nodded quickly. Too quickly.
“Yeah. I just need a minute. You go — I’ll meet you at the car.”
He hesitated.
You gave him a small push toward the curb.
“Go. Midnight is in like two hours and you still need to look tolerable in public.”
He snorted. “Rude. ”
But he went.
The company sedan was parked half a block down, hazard lights blinking patiently.
You stayed under the awning, phone already at your ear.
“Yuliana,” you said as soon as she answered, lowering your voice. “I’m heading to the party now but… I think I’m ready.”
On the other end, she inhaled sharply. “You mean—”
“Yes.” Your heart started to pound. “I need to know.”
A man in a dark suit opened the rear door. “Ms. Queen,” he said respectfully. “Your brother is inside.”
You barely looked at him. Your mind was still in the bathroom.In the morning.In the past.“Okay,” you murmured into the phone, already moving.
Across the street, Mikey leaned against the sedan, scrolling through something on his phone.
He didn’t see you at first.
You slipped into the back seat. The door shut.
Locks clicked. “Yuliana, what did the test say?” you asked.
And then—
You turned your head. The woman sitting beside you was not Mikey. She was older. Elegant in a way that felt… severe. Dark eyes. Studying you like an object she had already decided the value of.
Your breath stalled. “What—”
The car began to move.
“Who are you?” you demanded. “Stop the car. Stop the car right now.”
The driver didn’t react. Didn’t even glance at the mirror. The woman’s lips curved slightly.
“So we finally meet,” she said calmly. Ice spread through your chest. “I said stop the car!”
She tilted her head. “I am Yael,” she said. “Ilan’s mother.”
The city lights streaked across the tinted glass. Your phone slipped in your hand.
On the other end, Yuliana was still speaking. “Ms Queen? Ms Queen what is happening?”
Outside—
Mikey finally looked up. Saw the wrong car pulling away. Saw your silhouette through the dark glass.
“Hey—” His expression changed instantly. “That’s not our car.” He pushed off the hood and started running. Too late. The black sedan turned the corner and vanished into traffic. “Shit.” He yanked open the driver’s door. “Follow that car. NOW.”
The music was soft. Elegant. Expensive in a way that didn’t need to prove itself.
Crystal glasses caught the firelight. Manhattan glittered beyond the floor-to-ceiling windows like it was celebrating a world that did not include this room.
Harry stood near the bar but hadn’t touched his drink. Dana was dabbing concealer over the thin cut at his brow. “There,” she said, leaning back to inspect her work. “Honestly, impressive recovery. Now the real question is — what exactly are you planning to tell Ms. Queen when she sees this?”
Ron snorted into his champagne.
“Oh come on, just say you fought off a pack of hedge fund managers.”
Harry shot him a flat look.
Ron lifted both hands. “Relax. I already got my New Year bonus. I can afford to be brave.”
“You might not want to be unemployed in the new year,” Harry replied coolly.
Ron grinned. “Worth it.”
Harry didn’t smile. He checked the time again. And again. Then finally called you. No answer. He exhaled slowly.
“She’s probably still stuck at the company thing,” Dana said gently. “It’s New Year’s Eve. Everything runs late.”
Harry didn’t respond. He pushed away from the bar and started pacing instead. That restless, controlled energy that meant he was already running scenarios in his head.
The elevator chime sounded. His head snapped up instantly. Hope moved through him before he could stop it. The doors opened.But it wasn’t you.
It was Yuliana.
She stepped out looking flustered, clutching her coat. “I’m sorry I’m late,” she said quickly.
That alone felt wrong. Queen Financial was closer than your home. Sienna approached her first with a warm smile.
“Hi. Welcome. You can take your coat off — you’re safe here, I promise.”
Dana joined them. “Oh — hi. You must be Ms. Queen’s maid, right?”
Yuliana nodded quickly. “Yes… yes. I am Yuliana.”
Then she turned toward Harry. “Mr. Castillo…” Her eyes went straight to his brow. “What happened to you?”
“Nothing important,” he said. She didn’t believe him. But she let it go.
Her gaze moved around the room. Searching. “Ms. Queen… she is not here yet? I spoke with her almost an hour ago.” Silence spread slowly. Heavy. Uncomfortable.
Harry was already taking out his phone. “That’s strange,” he muttered. “Traffic wouldn’t delay her this long.”
He dialed. The call didn’t ring. Switched off. His jaw tightened. It had been ringing before. “What did she say the last time you spoke to her? Did she say anything?” he asked.
“She said she was getting into the car,” Yuliana replied. “Then the line suddenly cut. I thought maybe signal problem…”
Harry’s chest went cold. He called again. Nothing. “Call Mikey,” Sienna said quickly.
Harry nodded once. The phone rang. Once. Twice. Then Mikey answered. Breathing hard. “Harry.”
Something was very wrong. “Where are you?” Harry snapped. “Why isn’t she answering her phone?”
“Harry — listen to me!” Mikey’s voice was loud now, ragged with adrenaline. Wind roared somewhere near the receiver. “Something’s wrong. She got into the wrong car. It wasn’t ours — I’m telling you it wasn’t ours!”
Harry straightened instantly. “What do you mean wrong car? Mikey — what the hell are you saying?”
“I don’t kow man!” Mikey shot back. “I was waiting across the street. Then I saw her getting in another car, the door slam and the car just — took off. No plates. Tinted windows. It didn’t even look like a company car. Harry, it’s not stopping. Someone took her! They’re heading out of Manhattan. I’m following them!”
The room froze.
Harry felt the entire world collapse into a single burning point.
“Who took her?” he demanded.
“I DON’T KNOW!” Mikey practically shouted. “I couldn’t see anything. I swear to God I couldn’t see anything. Harry — what do I do? Do I ram them? Do I call the cops? Tell me what to do!”
Harry’s voice dropped — but it was worse now. Controlled. Lethal.
“No. No. You stay on that car. You hear me? Do NOT lose them.”
“I’m trying!” Mikey snapped. “Traffic’s insane — it’s New Year’s Eve, people are everywhere—”
“Mikey. Listen to me,” Harry said, already moving toward the elevator. His voice was low but cutting through the chaos in the room like glass. “Send me your live location. Right now.”
Ron was still frozen for half a second.
“Ron!” Harry snapped, turning his head sharply. “Call the police. Now.”
Ron didn’t argue.He was already pulling his phone out, already dialing.
Harry was back on the call.
“You keep distance,” he said into the phone, every word measured. “You keep eyes on them. That’s it. Don’t play hero. Do you understand me?”
Traffic noise roared faintly from Mikey’s end. A horn. Tires.
A shaky breath.
“…Okay,” Mikey said. “Okay. I got it.”
“Good,” Harry replied. “Stay on them. I’m coming.”
The line went dead. For a moment no one moved. It felt like the air itself had been cut.
Sienna stepped closer carefully. “Hey,” she said softly. “Breathe. We’re going to find her. She’ll be fine.”
Harry wasn’t breathing. Not properly.
His chest rose once — sharply — like his body had forgotten how.
Something old and violent had just been torn open inside him.Something he had spent years locking down behind discipline and strategy.
Across the room, Yuliana looked like she might collapse.
“Poor Ms. Queen…” she whispered, hands trembling. “Why does this always happen to her…”
Harry was already moving.
He grabbed his coat from the back of the chair with sudden, decisive force — the fabric snapping through the air as he shoved his arms into the sleeves.
“Sienna,” he said, voice low but absolute. “You all stay here.”
Ron stepped forward immediately. “I’m coming with you.”
Harry didn’t argue. There was no time.
He was already pulling his phone back out, already walking toward the elevator like the building itself was too slow for him.
Then—
Yuliana rushed after him. Her hand caught his arm. “Mr. Castillo… please,” she said, voice breaking. “Bring her back. Nothing must happen to her. She… she…”
Harry turned. “I will find her. I will bring her back.”
But she was shaking her head now. Desperate. “There is something you must know,” she said. Everyone was staring.
Harry frowned slightly. “Yuliana… what are you talking about? What do I need to know?”
Her breath hitched. Words stuck in her throat. “She… after all the nausea… she finally took the test…” she said, almost gasping for air. Her hand flew to her mouth. Eyes filling. “She is pregnant,” Yuliana whispered. Then louder.
“Ms. Queen is pregnant.”
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if Satoru ever owned a hybrid, he for sure would love himself a little bunny hybrid.
he would adore getting to dress her up in cute little outfits, watching as her little cotton tail would twitch adorably underneath her frilly little clothes.
he would love the way she’d try to hide every time she got flustered, her little chubby cheeks flushing a bright red as she stammered and shyly look away.
he would especially love teasing her, eyes gleaming with mischief as she’d stop her little feet against the ground, huffing and puffing as he’d chuckle, clearly pleased with himself.
he would love his nightly cuddle session, getting to hold his precious bunny against his chest while he ran his fingers through her hair, gently rubbing at her ears, chuckling as she would whine and nuzzle against his chest.
all in all, Satoru loves his little bunny hybrid and wouldn’t have it any other way.
Headcanons for how they’d be with reader who has ADHD
Genshin men x GN!Reader
Characters: Diluc, Kaeya, Wriothesley, Flins
WARNINGS: None
NOTES: In my HCs, ADHD would be called Restless Temperament Syndrome (RTS) in Teyvat. For simplicity’s sake, we’ll just call it ADHD for these headcanons
Part 2
Diluc Ragnvindr
Diluc has always been a respectful and understanding gentleman
he doesn’t know much about ADHD beyond basic general knowledge, but he understands that it’s a disability and an affliction—not something you have control over
he’s a patient man—he never blames you for your struggles with executive dysfunction, and never asks of you more than you can handle
has the maids prepare your medication with breakfast so you never forget to take them
also keeps track of said medication and orders refills before you run out of them
has the maids make light snacks for you to eat throughout the day since he knows the meds ruin your appetite
will gladly fund all of your numerous hobbies and hyperfixations
is a great candidate for body doubling
Kaeya Alberich
actually knows a decent amount about ADHD—enough to suspect that some people may be undiagnosed with it, and could tell you had it before you even told him
as a practiced conversationalist, he’s able to keep up with and keep track of all your tangents and topic jumps when you’re rambling
knows exactly how to ask the right questions and prompting to keep you talking, which he likes to do sometimes if only to just watch you excitedly prattle on about a topic
also is an expert at keeping your attention and will sometimes use it to his advantage when he’s craving some of your time, work be damned
lowkey will indulge and enable your impulsive tendencies bc he thinks it’s funny
is always there to bail you out of trouble though and never lets you do anything too dangerous
isn’t great for body doubling, but has his own manipulative tactics and tricks to keep you focused on your tasks
Wriothesley
doesn’t know much about ADHD—he’s only really ever heard of it in passing from prisoners talking about it
will ask Sigewinne about it when you tell him you have it and that it’s some sort of long-term mental affliction
wouldn’t really treat you any differently than if you were to not have it
can tell when you’re wanting to ramble and always sets aside time to listen to you, brewing you two a pot of tea and having a mini little tea party-info dump season
will notice when you’re getting restless and fidgety and will take you up to the surface for a walk to let out some of that hyperactivity
is also a great body doubling buddy
will brew you nighttime tea for when you’re too restless to sleep (it doesn’t really help much, but you appreciate the gesture)
is fascinated by all your hobbies and impressed you know how to do so many things
K. C. Flins
Flins knows virtually nothing about ADHD. It’s a more modern diagnosis that didn’t exist during his time with the Belyi Tsar (he’s an old man, cut him some slack) so you’ll need to explain it to him a little, but once you do, he’s more than understanding of it
he might even study up on it a little, reading through modern medicinal/diagnostic literature and consulting Ineffa
Flins loves humanity and everything about them—their flaws, their quirks and eccentricities, the very imperfection of them
and to him, you are no less human for having your affliction—if anything you are all the more human for it in his eyes
as he understands it, it’s a disability that affects your daily life, debilitating you at times and preventing you from living a normal life—and yet you persevere through your struggles and hardships—how very human of you
we know from the teapot dialogues that Flins is an absolute yapper—he’s down to yap about anything at all
he’d have a field day with your rambles and info-dumping—your yap sessions would last into days if he didn’t have his lightkeeper duties
is generally supportive and understanding, but isn’t always great for your focus—he’ll purposefully distract and divert your attention when he’s feeling particularly mischievous and wants your attention for himself
Closing Notes: I was gonna add Varka, but I was having trouble thinking of stuff for him. I might do more characters in the future depending on how well this does. Let me know if there’s any characters you’d like me to do :)
summary: in which jack’s wife (you ehehe) is having a flareup during a shift and he helps you out <3
warnings: chronic illness flareup, talk about spiraling, migraines, fever, medical inaccuracies (probably), panic attacks, fluffiest fluff, unspecified age gap, reader is mid to late 20’s, readers nickname is bee
wc: 1.1k
you and jack both worked nights at ptmc. you as charge nurse of the ed, and he as attending. you had been married for close to 2 years now, and he knew you struggled with chronic illness. he always packed you snacks, electrolytes, salt packets- the works, really. which means he also knew when you were in a flare. ie: right at this very moment. yours and his shift had around an hour left and you were sat charting, and checking on patients occasionally. it was quiet, but not for you. the lights were buzzing and bright, the beeping of heart monitors sounded louder than a tidal wave to you, and the squeaking of everyone’s shoes made your brain itch.
you took a deep breath, rubbing your fingers against your temples. you could feel a migraine coming on, but you had already taken ibuprofen this morning and afternoon. “fuuuuuck me.” you whispered, closing your eyes tightly. that didn’t help. you opened your eyes and it felt like you were staring at the light of a thousand suns, so you shut them even faster. “shit.”
jack is heading out of a room, having just finished suturing a 10 year old who got too curious about what scissors would do to something other than paper. he snapped off his gloves, grabbing hand sanitizer and headed to chart before seeing you at the desk with your eyes screwed shut. he changed his direction and walked over to you. “baby.” he said quietly. you still jumped at his voice, squinting at him. “what’s goin’ on?” he said softly, leaning down.
“migraine. and my hips hurt like a bitch.” you said sharply. “sorry.” you closed your eyes again, pinching the bridge of your nose. he sighs, pulling out an electrolyte packet from his pocket.
“have you drank your electrolytes today yet?” he says, grabbing your water bottle. you hadn’t, but only because you thought it’d be fine. which- you should know better by now. but here we are. you shook your head. “i know its not an immediate fix but you might be dehydrated, baby.” he says softly, pouring it in to your water bottle and giving it a shake.
“doctor abbot to bay 4, doctor abbot to bay 4.”
he looks up from you and your pained facial expression. “we’ve only got 45 minutes left of our shift, you come get me if you need me.” he calls as he walks away. you just nod and try to sip your water and immediately regret it because any small movement feels like your whole entire body is giving out. you let out a sharp breath. you then remembered you had excedrin in your bag which was amazing! minus the fact that you had to stand up to get it. “okay. this is fine. you got this.” you whispered to yourself. you opened your eyes, which was your first mistake but you mustered on anyways. “oh fuck.” you said as you tried to stand up.
you held yourself up by white knuckling the desk, and sharply inhaled. “its just in my bag. right around the corner.” you told yourself, beginning to slowly walk to the lockers slowly. your head was throbbing excruciatingly, like your brain was trying to make its escape out of your head. you made it halfway to the lockers before you stepped wrong and fell to your knees in the empty hallway. “fuck. shit. fuck.” you cursed under your breath. you reached to get your phone to text jack to help, but you realized it was at the desk. “i’m gonna die in the fucking ptmc locker hallway.” you decided, accepting your fate.
jack finished up his case in bay 4, walking out to come find you before realizing you were gone- his brow furrowed as he scanned the ed for any sign of you, and he started to get worried. he walked into almost every room checking, wondering if you were out in the car. you both had only a half hour left of the shift, and you never left early. if anything you always left two hours late. “what the hell?” he said to himself as he walked down towards the locker rooms, the one place he hadn’t checked. he walked with a purpose, starting to freak out slightly. he turned the corner to find a figure on the floor, breathing like they just learned how to. he squinted, realizing it was your figure on the floor, and ran as best as he could with one faulty leg. “baby? what happened?” he says as he crouches down next to you. he puts his arm around you and feels your head.
“i was trying to get my um- my-“ you started breathlessly. you looked at him, his face tight with worry, gently feeling your head. “excedrin.” you spat out, tears welling in your eyes. “i tried to te-text you but i left my ph-phone on the desk.” you cried, practically falling into him. he wraps his arms around you, letting you fall into his chest. “i didnt think you’d find me, i thought i was gonna die in the fucking locker rooms.” you said muffled into his chest.
“oh sweetheart.” he says softly, kissing your head. “i think you’ve got a fever, that’s probably why everything hurts worse.” he whispers, rubbing circles on your back. “i don’t love how this looks, so i want to get you a room and some fluids.” he says in a tone that left zero room for argument. he wraps his arm around your waist lifting you gently.
“i should’ve known i was sick, i’ve felt like shit all night.” you said quietly, wincing as he picks you up off the floor. you walk with him to an empty section of the ed. “i’ll be okay, jack.” you say, already knowing what his answer to that will be.
he glares at you with no real heat behind it, and leads you to the bed. “bee. my love. my wife. you are sick. let me take care of you.” he says, grabbing a pair of gloves to start an iv. he grabs the kit, trying to be as gentle as possible. he hangs toradol, and acetaminophen, to reduce the fever and migraine. you closed your eyes, taking a deep breath.
“i’m sorry.” you say softly. “i know i’m a-“
he doesn’t even entertain the thought he knows you want to finish. “nope. you are my wife which means i love you. all of you. in sickness and in health and all that, right?” he says, sitting beside you.
a/n: i’ll do the formatting in the morning. its 4am bye. probably ooc and time inaccurate i didn’t watch the show guys 💔 lmk if u like it tho. reader is implied to be selectively mute.
four times mike stands up for you, and one time you finally return the favor
or
micheal wheeler being a down bad idiot and you realizing it slowly.
ever since micheal wheeler came out of the womb, he has been a loud mouth. much to his mother’s and teachers’ dismay, of course. outspoken, blunt, never hesitating to say what he meant. never hesitating to have a tantrum when a kid at school took his toy or the pen he wanted. it’s not his fault, really. growing up, mike recognized that unless you’re loud, you’ll get ignored. squished in between his prodigy older sister nancy and his needy baby sister holly, he was unnoticed and neglected. middle child things, he learned.
sometimes (most times) his mouth would get him in trouble. but there were a few, rare, times that it was rewarding, and they all involved you.
the first time mike found himself in the principal’s office was in ninth grade, and it was for a reason he could defend. he’d tried explaining it to the receptionist, not that she cared much, but getting his story straight was important.
the guy was bigger than you, louder, since you were quiet to begin with, and had an army of mouth breathers beside him. you were clearly at the disadvantage. mike hadn’t meant to eavesdrop or anything, but the guy was pretty much shouting. biology class would have to wait.
“you know, you’d probably get more play if you weren’t so…weird.” he spat.
mike couldn’t hear what you’d said in response. since second grade you’d been quiet. he assumed it was shyness, but his best friend will was shy. you just didn’t say much.
“like, you’re hot. you’re just slow.”
mike could see you blink. say nothing except maybe a simple “okay”.
you’d turned and walked like you were used to it. but mike couldn’t help the way his blood boiled.
even after you were long gone, the boy kept talking. so mike had stomped his way over to him and his goon squad.
“do you have to be a bitch so loudly? i can hear you from across the school.”
usually he wouldn’t be so confrontational, and mike wasn’t even sure what he was saying, but the adrenaline was pumping and he didn’t have time to question it.
the boy had laughed. laughed in mike’s face. said something low and cruel about you that mike must’ve blocked out at some point, because he can’t recall it at the moment, principal sanders, but it happened, honest.
he doesn’t remember swinging first. it was in defense of you, the principal should get that. but he doesn’t. nobody really seems to. maybe it’s some maternal instinct in him. or maybe it’s just that mike has always had a soft spot for broken things.
he got out of school suspension for a day, but all that meant was that he could watch tv and finish his homework in the quiet of his room. a win for him.
the second time mike’s big mouth got him in trouble was in tenth grade chemistry class. it was just him, will, and dustin in that class. and you, of course. everyone else was insignificant to him. will was his lab partner, which is great, cus mike didn’t pay much attention to the teacher’s instructions or what they were supposed to be doing. will was used to it, of course. he’d settled for making mike do the work, and him doing calculations and writing the report. mostly cus mike would mess anything he wasn’t specifically instructed to do up.
mike really was focusing on the lab for a while. it involved fire and some mysterious liquid. the teacher will had warned him that they needed to wear gloves, because the chemical was dangerous. mike might be reckless, but he’d like to keep his hands, and he didn’t listen well enough to know how dangerous. everything was going well until he heard you. nobody else seemed to. the classroom was pretty loud with chatter and your voice was almost drowned out. but he had some sort of frequency for your voice specifically, like a radio station that he knew by heart. didn’t play much, but when it did, he could filter out the rest of the noise.
he watched your eyes get bigger and bigger as your partner decided to take off his gloves.
“the teacher said we can’t take the gloves off,” you’d said, looking the guy straight in his eyes. how mike wished it was him at that moment. he’d die to hear you tell him to put his gloves back on. not in a weird way. he just…he likes the way your voice sounds, is all. and to have it directed at him might kill him, especially with your pretty eyes peering into his.
your lab partner had looked straight back at you, a scowl on his face.
“you really believe that bullshit? it’s probably water, not even dangerous.” he says with a sniff, picking up the container with his bare hands.
you’d started to back away now, and with the way no sound came out when the guy got closer to you, holding the container in front of him, mike could tell your voice had turned off. his heart had started beating rapidly. will placed a hand on his shoulder.
“mike? what—“
mike couldn’t wait.
“mrs y, that kid’s got his gloves and goggles off!”
the classroom went silent and your eyes went right to his. gaze unwavering, but blank faced. processing what the boy had done, what he’d done.
the boy on the other hand, gave him a scowl and the middle finger as the teacher ushered him outside the classroom.
“thank you, micheal.” she’d said with a smile.
mike never planned on being a snitch, but for you, he was.
in eleventh grade, mike had been partnered with you in a group project. nothing was wrong. you were a great worker, honestly. you did your work like you actually cared, and you clearly listened when the teacher spoke. mike couldn’t say he did much of the same. he was too busy watching you. your eyes, the way your lips slightly parted as if you were going to say something. how your eyebrows would scrunch together when you were confused and the slope of your nose, the curve of your jawline. the faces you’d make in place of your voice. your own way of communicating.
the problem came on the day of the presentation. standing in front of the class, going section by section on the trifold. your information was by far the most thorough, efficient, section.
but you’d frozen when it was your turn. all the group participants had looked at you, hell, the whole class had looked at you. everyone had thought it would be okay because you’d spoken a little during the planning process. but now, standing there, you weren’t talking.
mike spoke before he could think about it. he was the only one qualified, probably. he’d reread your paragraph over and over since you’d written it, analyzing the loop of your handwriting and the light weight you used on the paper in comparison to his heavy handed scribbles. he could quote it by memory, now. but he paraphrased, obviously.
you’d looked at him. not even looked, gazed. like seeing him with a new camera lens, or maybe seeing him for the first time at all. your eyes hardly left his. he did it so naturally that the rest of the group barely even gave you any shit after it was all over. and in the hallway the next day, you’d smiled at him. a real smile. shy and sweet, but a smile. the most beautiful one he’d ever seen. he was past denying the flipping feeling in his stomach when he thought of you. he was past pretending his face didn’t heat up when you made your intense eye contact, or that his heart didn’t jump at the sound of your voice. he couldn’t help it.
the fourth time mike stood up for you was senior year. it was during that time of the year that everyone sort of stopped caring, stopped turning in assignments, and started dreaming about graduation, about summer. mike dreamed about all those things and you. his crush was painfully obvious, now. the whole party teased him about how down bad he was. mike ignored them. they were right, obviously. he was a lovesick idiot, and his crush was hopeless because the most you’d interacted with him was the occasional hallway smile and eye contact when he spoke in class which folded him, by the way.
you’d grown up together, by now. and mike had some pretty undesirable eras that you’d been there to witness. he wouldn’t be interested in himself if he were you either. you were you, after all. being quiet was your only flaw, and it wasn’t even one. you were gorgeous, honestly. stood confidently, made strong eye contact, and got your point across without ever opening your mouth. and when you did talk it was soft and it meant something. like you were choosing the words that mattered. as much as he adored your appearance, your personality still tied with it.
senior year, you’d let yourself open up a bit more. you were close with dustin, surprisingly enough. he’d make you laugh and he’d bring you around, playing cupid, he’d call it.
but even the party wasn’t completely ignorant to your silence.
“so, dustin, what’s wrong with her?” lucas had asked through bites of apple once.
you weren’t around, of course, and mike had a feeling the phrasing bothered him more than it would you.
dustin shrugged.
“i don’t know. i don’t think there’s anything wrong with her, she’s just…”
he hesitated, taking a bite of whatever mush the cafeteria was serving that day.
“shy? that’s not shy, dustin. that’s like, mute.” mike rolled his eyes. that’s what everyone said about you. mike doesn’t know much about your condition other than what he’s collected.
one on one, you seemed pretty good about it. dustin had seen that part of you. giggly, witty, shy, but speaking. just like anyone else. and other times, like during the presentation, the situation with your lab partner, high stress situations —
it’s like your voice shut off. the general consensus at school is that you choose not to speak. that you get to get out of projects easier and that you don’t have to answer in class. mike is sure that isn’t the case.
“maybe she just doesn’t fucking like anyone. maybe she wants to avoid rumors like these. maybe you shouldn’t care so much.” he says, the words falling from his mouth like word vomit. him and his big fucking mouth. the worst part is that he doesn’t regret it. he doesn’t mind being awkward or overly defensive for you. he’d do or say anything to protect you, and that’s the scariest part. mike defends you when you’re not even around.
graduation is over. high school is over. and dustin insists on one lady party. god, does mike hate parties. but it’s the last one of the year, and one they didn’t need an invite to.
mike stands by the snack table, holding something he isn’t drinking. the whole party’s split amongst their respective friend groups, which means mike is alone, because the party is kind of all he has.
fucking lame ass. whatever, he’s going to be out of here soon. he’s not going to see any of these people again. but that means he won’t be seeing you either. probably never again. you’re probably going to leave hawkins, do something big. be someone. but people like mike are destined to stay where they are and take small steps. stay in the mold. he’ll be stuck and you’ll be free and he’s sure he’ll never stop thinking about you until the day he dies.
he looks up from his drink, meeting eyes with a blond guy. jason. what a dick. he rolls his eyes, maybe that’s a mistake. but he can’t bring himself to care. maybe it’s the essence of the…whatever he’s drinking.
“can’t believe you showed, wheeler.”
he says when he gets close enough, breath reeking of something adjacent to wheat. beer, he assumes.
“can’t believe you graduated.” mike says back, eyes looking past him. he has no fear for this jerk anymore. what can he do? make his life hell? they’re not nearly on the same level. jason will work at a grocery store the rest of his life and mike will do something. even if it doesn’t involve you.
jason scowls late, his reaction delayed.
“at least i have someone. you don’t have a single bitch, wheeler.”
mike hates that word when he thinks of it being applied to you. he almost says something back. he knows jason isn’t talking about you specifically, but you’re the only girl mike can think about anything, and therefore the only girl ever. a crowd is starting to form now. mike’s eyes dart around for the party. will is getting chatty with some guy, dustin is bouncing between friend groups, max and lucas off somewhere to fight or make out, he’s sure. he’s by himself.
“you’re too much of a freak, wheeler. no matter how old we get, no bitch will ever even look in your direction.” there’s that word again. he wants to tell jason to shut up, but he can’t get anything out. he wonders if this is how you feel. if this is what everyone doesn’t understand about you.
and then warmth against him. his arm, which he lifts reflexively. then his ribs. your face, pressed against his side. you. your eyes looking up at him. yours. mike feels himself short circuit.
“no, not a bitch. but he has a girlfriend. which is better than you, carver.”
your voice fills mike’s ears like a wind chime. his heart flutters. his girlfriend. not really, obviously. but you’re talking. you’re speaking up, just for him. he can’t even look away from you long enough to see jason’s face.
jason himself seems to be malfunctioning, at a loss for words. he looks between you and mike, although there’s not far to look, since you’re practically attached to him.
“y-you talk?” his voice is incredulous, like this is even harder to believe than her being mike’s girlfriend.
“not to dicks. bye now.” you say, tone still sweet as sugar as you smile at him and fold your hand in half as a farewell.
jason is too shocked to say anything else. he walks away, still gaping. to get a few more drinks, probably.
you finally look up at him. your eyelids are a little lower than usual, like maybe you have some alcohol in you, but not too much.
“hi,” he breathes, barely. quieter than you.
“hi,” you whisper back, a smile forming. you’re still pressed against his side, and your warmth is spreading across his whole body. he’s sure his face is past pink.
“it’s—it’s you.” he splutters, like that means anything.
your smile only deepens.
“it’s me.”
he almost laughs. he needs to be pinched. his heart beating so hard is enough to assure him he is real.
“you just…shut up jason carver.”
you nod, like it was nothing.
“you stood up for me.”
that makes you pause. you nod, slow.
“you’ve done it for me enough times.”
you remember. holy shit, you remember. mike needs to be pinched.
“you’re talking to me. you…you talk.”
you nod once again.
“sometimes.”
and he decides that’s all you need to tell him. as long as you understand, he doesn’t even have to know. as long as you understand that he likes you.
“you’re not actually my girlfriend.” he sounds disappointed, he knows. but his hopefulness is unmatched. it is that of an 18 year old boy that grew up with infinite endings. that faced death and spat in his face.