Feb 20, 2020
Its gonna be so nice to be back in this with you all! 🍃💙🔔💚🐾💛🍭
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Its gonna be so nice to be back in this with you all! 🍃💙🔔💚🐾💛🍭
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Slowly slipping again
not sure whats next
wow my ex randomly gifted me a steam game today 🐒
like...i haven't seen or spoken to him in forrrrrever.
i was too curious and i had to find out what game it was
HuniePop...but it was on my wish list so cool? XD
Anyone of my lovely followers live in the UK and can still find Amiibo Sanrio cards? Dx (Worth a shot to ask xD) i suck and didnt preorder when i could because moneyyyy
Depression's a bitch.
idk how to talk to my family about how hurtful their coments are when they basically joke and make fun of me being vegan. Im sure theyre not trying to truely be mean but it really does stress me out when either we're having to go out and i feel like im just inconveniencing everyone else or when people from my moms church have been bringing over food for our family and i cant eat any of it. Which again, this is my choice and i dont want to make people who are already doing such a wonderful thing be even more inconvenienced by me but sometimes especially right now with my dad slowly getting worse i just wish i could ask someone to drive me somewhere without feeling like shit about it or being worried about another off handed comment so now im just sitting in my moms room alone and crying and im just tired of feeling like this.
tfw you want to reach out to people for help but at the same time you dont want to talk or be present in the process. managed to keep my panic attack hidden from the whole family(there's like 15 of us right now), but my chest really hurts still
Its late for me in CA. Ive been up for 20 hours already... I dont know how to deal with this but i need to talk about it somewhere and i dont want to do it on fb with irl friends.
My Dad is sliping away and i dont know what to do. My family has all come down and we've just been at my house for a few days while he's under Hospice care. His cancer came back a couple years ago and there are now tumors just surrounding his lungs. im sorry for the terribly upsetting post...especially since its been so long from this blog and im not even sure many of you remember me.
i just really had to get this off my chest now it some more public but also private way...