here i begin; attempting to spill my heart out with words.
words are beautiful but unfortunately they’re not enough to express my love for you, i love and appreciate you to that extent and it would be so amazing if you knew that.
i’ve been supporting you and the team for over two years now and i distinctly remember how i saw you in that fateful music video with striking deep red hair with that smug face, taking off your lanyard and glasses - never expecting my heart to fall for you [confession: being me, i didn’t want to admit that you were cute when i saw you] - admittedly, i called you extra and in told myself under my breath “if i decided to get into this(kpop) at all, you would be the last person i’d think to have the largest portion of my heart”.
you proved me completely wrong.
you smiled, your beautiful smile, along with your eyes - i saw your heart and i fell for you in a split second, my heart just snapped and i fell in love with your heart.
as time passed, we grew together and i saw even more of your heart, i am truly amazed by the time i’ve been behind you because i truly see myself in you, everything i do, how i think, how i act, how i speak, even sometimes how i look - and it amazes me everyday, i’m proud and my heart is glad to have someone i can relate to almost entirely out there, being someone that a ton of people love so much and look up to as well. it would be great if you knew of me too, how amazing it would be if i could confide in you and ask for your advice with regards to life. i mean of course, life in entirely is a learning journey but it would be great to have someone likeminded to help me with regards to approaching life.
i’m proud of you, you’ve grown to become such a wonderful person and i’m so thankful that you exist - you’re so caring, loving, thoughtful, passionate, selfless, patient, understanding, strong, talented - you’re such a beautiful person and i hope to find someone like you in the future, someone who lives live with such passion, and someone pretty much similar to me as you are, it’s uncanny jimin, it truly is.
now i’d like to thank you, for being my role model, i see you - working tirelessly to have great stages, constantly working towards a standard that you are content with - and i clearly myself in you. you, along with the team, inspire me to work tirelessly to achieve my goals and to love what i’m doing.
my self esteem (specifically externally) in general has honestly been quite unstable and you’ve been a great contributor in helping me build and restore it. you help me feel beautiful, you make me feel beautiful and every time i see you and think of you i think to myself “dan you’re not that bad, you’re cute hehe - jimin’s gonna think you’re cute too ♡” and my heart is at ease! i’ve become more confident in the progress as i’ve grown! so thank you so much for helping this feeble heart become stronger even though you make my heart weak at the same time.
as time passes by, i wish for us to continuously grow together, other than my family and friends, i’ve ever felt this way about someone before, my love for you in unconditional and i only want the best for you - i wish for your true happiness, joy and for you to be constantly showered with love, just like the love you shower to everyone around you - you’re such a blessing to everyone jimin and i’m so grateful for you. ♡ i will continue expressing this in times to come.
i will continue supporting you, with the family, and cheering you on through anything and everything.
everyday, i truly love you.
happy birthday, love of my life.