#lovehigher

[lovehigher]

tell my mom x lady bird (2021)

[poison--ivy]

“And with my jaw so tight, I could’ve cracked my teeth, I told her I was happy for her.”

[raine]

i started wearing my seatbelt again

i know that doesn’t mean much but when all you think about is dying, taking an action to stay safe is improvement.

then the thing masking my pain ended up becoming another painful thing

i don’t wear my seatbelt anymore

[death-born-aphrodite]

Maybe I should have kissed you that May evening when we were sitting in my car. You helped carry my things as I left for the last time and for a moment there was comforting silence as the sun slowly sunk into the sky. Maybe you could have been good for me, we could have been good; but as the song ended on the radio, so did the moment and I didn’t stop you when you left. I have a habit of running away when I get scared and I could blame it on a lot of things, like my parents who were never really in love, or the boy who made me feel so sad that I never wanted to leave my bed; but at the end of the day these are just excuses and I still wake up alone. I hope I didn't ruin that song for you and that you can still listen to it without a touch of sadness in the pit of your stomach and I hope you find that love that I never could have given you.

- I had to find myself first (via death-born-aphrodite)

[my-angel-my-stars]

how does it feel to know that i am infinitely yours? that the stars have aligned just so you and i could cross paths. that a small piece of our hearts can be interchanged and still work just the same. we are not two halves of a whole but to wholes that felt like halves when they were apart.

[maryaetlart]

can’t cry over you anymore

[saccharind]

[etherealfaeri]

I liked us in the morning — entangled, in bed, with the sun’s warm honey pouring in through the slats in the blinds, and the birds chirping.

I wore your shirt, the blue one with the collar. You said it looked good on me, and i’m not sure if you really meant it or if you just said that to make me stick around for longer.

And now, it kills me that

You’ll love some other girl in the morning, and your legs will intertwine, and the sun will pour in its warm honey, and the birds will chirp then too, only you’ll hear it as if for the first time.

She’ll wear your shirt, the blue one with the collar, and it really does look good on her, because your bodies were meant to hold each other. And you’ll love her, oh God you’ll love her, so much so that it makes you ache.

To be honest, i’m scared, because no one’s shirt ever fits me quite right and no one’s body fits into mine like we were made for each other, and i can’t even see the sun through the slats in the blinds because it never seems to shine on me.