Hello I'm Mayu... 🥺🇯🇵❤
Hey guys! I made this account like 4 years ago but I never got used to it and was very inactive. But with the excitement of Lover release week I felt I should give it a try again and really wanna join the fundom and make friends here!🥰 So here it is, let me share why I love her... It started when I realized my relationship histories always follow Taylor songs...🥰💜💛💚💙🧡❤️
When I was 22, I was such a mess after multiple crapped relationships and kept listening to IKYWT and 22 to cheer myself up trying to get over the pain I've got from them. I always kept blaming myself for falling for wrong guys (most of the times it was too late like you're already flying through the free fall...), and at some point I realized, the best way to get over is just to focus on having fun with my girls making fun of exes you know... That was around the time she released 22.
Then I listened to Begin Again telling myself it'll be okay, I will find someone right for me someday... It might sound creepy but, every time I start dating a guy, I was checking when I met him for the first time... (Apparently those were not Wednesday)
And I finally met my love of life in 2014 (ON A WEDNESDAY BY THE WAY GUYS, FINALLY....YES!!!!!) but still I was insecure and not confident in relationships so I was in Blank Space mode, I was thinking he would be another mistake on the list... So when I listened to Blank Space I was so happy to find she's on the same stage too 😂 I didn't tell him that but I sang it a lot to him over the phones. Lol
But he was actually the first and only guy who lets me keep listening and dancing to Taylor songs around him and accepted who I am and what I love. I sang her songs to him over the phone countless time (now I do right next to him). He films me dancing to her songs happily and he says it's cute and I should meet her someday. When we traveled to Paris, he took many pics and videos for me coping Begin Again MV. He begged me to stop playing ME! on repeat on the release day, only after 7 hours though, I shall forgive him on that.
And of course he kept playing her songs during the wedding and let me invite her too (she couldn't come but it's fine) and somehow it was everything.
When I had a serious problem at work and kept crying every night screaming I didn't wanna go to work, he always remind me of rep lyrics to cheer me up. He always reminds me of the fact that reputations, rumors or words from people who don't care about me or who are evil have nothing to do with my happiness and who I am.
And our typical conversation at home is;
🧒🏼 "Do you remember? The..."
😹 "I REMEMBERRRRRR♫♫"
🧒🏼: 🤦🤦🤦🤦
This is how I grew up with Taylor Swift and Ijust wanted to share ONE OF my Swiftie stories and how she's been guiding me through all ages....
Now I listened to the lead singles, then Lover, I felt... You know, everything fell into space like, my life is so complete. I can't just hold my excitement for the album to come out so i decided to come back to Tumblr...❤❤❤I have a feeling that this album will be filled with something I was always wanting to hear from her. I haven't listened to it yet but I know it'll be the best of best and we can all dive into the super positive, happy feelings and love she's in now. I'm so happy for her... ❤❤❤
So anyways nice to meet you everyone, I hope I can make many friends here 🥰💜💛💚💙🧡❤️
And @taylorswift , I love you and I'm so happy that you exist in this world, arigatouuuu 🤗🇯🇵❤❤
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