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Godspousal Announcement

As of today, I am in a godspousal relationship with my Lord Jesus Christ.

I am aware that this blog is predominantly a pagan one. I know not everybody is accepting of Godspousals, But in my practice, in my path, I believe that this is another way of showing devotion to a deity.

I want to be honest and say that I am still worshipping the Theoi, including worshipping Lady Athena and being a devotee to Lord Ares. Satan is still my patron deity.

Marrying Jesus Christ does not prevent me from being able to practice any other ancient faiths, if anything it enables me to be more proactive in the community.

Jesus to me is just like any other deity that you can work with and I found for my practice that Jesus and I wanted to deepen that relationship.

If this announcement has you feeling that you'd like to unfollow me, not interact with me, then I am totally accepting of that and I respect your wishes. Otherwise, if you wish to keep following, thank you and I appreciate it. I adore this community on Tumblr.

I also want to mention that this is not me trying to disrespect the ancient nunhood practices or anything, this is my own variation of being devoted to him, I am not in a monastery or recognized by any church of being a nun. I am simply a Helpol Christopagan amalgamation of many faiths person that is simply godspoused to Jesus.

Moving forward, I will be speaking more about Jesus but not in the whole obnoxious evangelical type sense. Maybe little stories about how my relationship with Jesus is going, my practices with him, as I've done before everything will still be the same but just a little bit more focus on him. I just want to keep everyone updated! Thank you.

If there is anyone else who is Godspoused to any deity or spirit of any sort of any path, Please feel free to share your stories as it helps me feel a little bit more secure in being godspoused. I know Godspousing is not as big as the more general pagan community, but I feel that it is important to listen and understand others practices for healthy communication with each other.

Blessed!

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It is okay to feel lost in your spiritual path. You don't have to know every single thing in your practice. Sometimes just doing it makes it more special than following strict rules.

Do not stress yourself out because you don't have it all together. You may think other practioners on Tumblr or wherever else got it all figured out, but in reality, they don't. We are all learning, exploring and engaging with the divine in all sorts of ways.

Even in struggle, we are not alone. We may think we are distant with the Gods because of our struggles, but in all actuality, that's when they are the closest to us.

I say this because I am struggling with my practice, but I have to remind myself that even in darkness, I still take a step forward and might not even be aware that the Gods are right beside me lighting my path.

It is okay to not know everything. It is okay to feel lost, but remember you are not alone and you will always be found.

May the Gods bless you and hold you close!

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Tonight’s Astrophotography ⭐️🌌

I thought I'd share these as I love how they came out, and apparently there is a meteor shower going on for about two weeks. I just increased the vibrancy on both photos as my phone has terrible color calibration. I also used iPhones Dramatic filter.

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Mother Mary

(Pictures are mine)

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When you work satan what lesson you've learn?

Apologies for the late response.

Satan has taught me a multitude of lessons. However, my most one important lesson would be that balance is essential in everything. To indulge but not over indulge and the certainty of under indulging.

Everything in moderation. Balance is essential in order to be grateful to see all sides.

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🌸🌸2025 UPDATE🌸🌸

Hi everyone, apologies for being away since October. I'll be honest, I am not quite ready to come back to this blog just yet. I recently lost my little cousin who was basically a little brother to me and it's forced me to revisit my spiritual beliefs.

Right now, I am grieving, and I feel very lost. I try not to be so personal on here other than my spiritual beliefs, but I feel I owe an explanation for being away. I do plan on coming back around mid spring or so. I am having financial issues, so if anyone has any tips on deities whom I can reach out to for help, that would be lovely.

Anyway, I will be back mid spring to early summer. Thank you for continuing to follow me despite the lack of content on here.

Blessed, LWD

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Hi everyone!

Apologies for being away! My birthday is today and I'm 23, so I've been dealing with coming to terms with getting older.

Now, for my Witchy practice, I've been doing a deep dive into Astrology. The Houses & Planets are deeply astonishing to research and learn more about my own astrology.

I've gotten quite a few new decks, Tarot & Oracle, and I do plan on sharing those at a later date. Furthermore, I've been enjoying learning Tarot and becoming much more confident in my ability to read cards.

I do plan for a late birthday present to visit Salem, Massachusetts to expand my knowledge and visit all of the Witchy shops. I will definitely share about that.

Although, I have deities I worship, I've been more focused on my discovery of myself as well as deciding on what University I shall attend.

Blessed Be.

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Beyond excited for Autumn & Winter! Can't wait to celebrate Mabon, Samhain, Yule & Imbolc!

Helps me become more invested in my practice!