#low patience

[snoopyharleygal222]

[daxquacks]

agh rob you are being so damn annoying right now

[itsahardrockpunk]

I can get it myself.

My inexplicably exasperated self in angry proclamation towards my mother who is just trying to help me and take care of me like why do I do this they aren't harmful words just the way I say them and I've successfully not said anything in an awful manner so far I just want to be left alone sorta and sorta to just not have this bad attitude but not because it's a bad attitude so much but because it's easier when attitude is better and I feel better and I should probably just eat and do homework and things will slide into place and my mom just came over here and hugged me and that's pretty good too I guess my brain keeps beeping like the microwave when it's done with the food and no one has gone to get it out yet. That's a habit I have: I leave the food in the microwave well after it's done because I started so that I would let it cool or I wasn't ready to eat it and now it's a habit for me to just leave it in there. But every time she starts talking again I just rawr inside my brain and I like the quiet and the music that I choose and when the things around me sound the same as I want them to and she sat on the couch and with that sound of body into cushion, relief swam in me and now she turns on the TV or turns it up and I'm like nope but at least I have headphones and at least I didn't yell and at least I'm not directing my anger towards the one person who deserves it the least, not that anybody else really deserves it, I just ought to hand my anger to her last and in a nice package with a precious bow on top. 

[hihiennn]

When you ask, "What?

"huh?

"uhhh...

"O.o

"???"

And they still keep their patience and explains to you. 

[pandorascave]

Today has been the most agitating day ever.

[memoriesofadragon]

I'm putting myself in time out...

Deep breaths are not enough This pent up anxiety boils Threatens to erupt in heated screams Please stop, please stop No! Listen! You can't hear me  Above the pounding anger Throbbing in my head I can't take this Please count to ten Deep breaths again I won't be walked on  Please stop, please stop No! Listen! Before I start crying again.