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[evvyvve]

they fell asleep watching the L Word

[lucradiss]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

about to go honkshoe sleepytime but before I do! here! chapter 6 of ITWCT is out! <3 if u wanna read it.............

[evvyvve]

hiiii i love your work!! your style is so lovely and unique. Can u tell me about ur trans wilson au? I saw that you mentioned it in a post and i'm interested. And if your requests r open still... may I request sleepy hilson!!!!

Thank u ahhh!!

thank u so much that’s so nice to hear :’)) !

as for my trans!wilson au i didn’t give it much thought at first tbh bc whenever i like a character i just hit them with my transgenderism beam But !! bc of this ask i started to think abt what it would actually mean for him character wise and !!!!

[ramblings under the cut]

i think wilson is such a Weird Guy with Peculiar Morals that he’d come to terms with being trans and he started transitioning pretty early, ifl he didn’t struggle with his gender nearly as much as his sexuality. like he can accept that he is trans in the sense that it’s a medical ‘problem’ with a solution but Dr. James Repression Wilson would struggle with the idea of anything ‘threatening’ his masculinity or the image he projects of himself.

like it’s the mid 2000s it’s prime time being gay is girly and gay men aren’t real men etc, and i think hed buy into that as a way of protecting his image. which brings me to my next point !

wilson would struggle abt having feelings for house bc he’s a Man and house is a man and wilson is constantly trying to prove to himself and everyone else he’s just a Normal Guy who likes women and has a Wife and has a Wife and…. has house..

i think wilson is defined by his image, his hair has to look right, he Has to be with a woman even if he is emotionally unavailable and doesn’t love her, he has very few real connections bc he’s too afraid to be known, which is part of why he loves being around house. bc he’s annoying and pesters him, wont let things go, disregards social standards, and needles his way into everything wilson. and he secretly eats that up bc house knows him better than anyone, he sees wilson right through to his core.

i think over the seasons he becomes more comfortable and understanding of himself (thinking of the piano) and that loving house doesn’t make him ‘less of a man’ it just makes him insane <3

idk i just think he’s so compelling to read as trans bc he’s already such an interesting specimen when u really look at him

as for the request i planned on it being a doodle but it got away from me so i’m gonna post it right after i post this lolll

[marc--chilton]

OKAY SORRY FOR BEING INSANE BUT YOURE THE ONLY ONE TALKING ABOUT A/B/O HOUSE MD RN SO HERE’S ANOTHER THING YOU DONT HAVE TO ANSWER IF YOU DONT WANT TO!!! bc i read your post on bonded House and Wilson

I am of the opinion that behind closed doors House is a major cuddle monster. I also subscribe to the omegaverse HC that physical contact for omegas in heat/pre-heat (and, for that matter, in general) is incredibly beneficial, if not a necessary requirement.

Would Wilson initiate? Would House? If Wilson does, is it kinda like how you portray the Alpha Voice, where House kinda responds without thinking, or would he resist at first bc he’s so at odds with his secondary gender/feels he doesn’t deserve to react like a “good”, undamaged omega? If House initiates, does Wilson know what to do with that?

Thank u for being like one of the only current House MD omegaverse authorities you’re doing the lord’s work

HOW MANY TIMES TO I HAVE TO TELL YOU MFS THAT I WANT YOU TO BE INSANE IN MY INBOX GODDAMN!!!! GO FUCKING APESHIT I WANT YOU TO

house is DEFINITELY a cuddler behind closed doors (nodnod) sometimes he's still kinda touchy about it because to me he's also slightly touch-averse autistic so on off days he has opposing urges. during heat/pre-heat however the omega desires sound off stronger. he's kind of moody in general actually.

between him and wilson, house initiates more often solely because house's moodiness makes it tricky for wilson to get a grasp on if getting soft with house would be accepted or made fun of (outwardly wilson looks to be more of a softie since he has no hangups about PDA and even though they both know wilson can be a huge bitch house likes to tease wilson for being a sap; wilson rolls his eyes at it but lets him have his fun bc he Knows The Truth)

even just initiating they have different approaches. house will just invade wilson's space and demand attention, just shameless as ever. and even before ever being an item, house pretty much does that every day anyway by barging into his office whenever he pleases so wilson doesn't even flinch. if house gets silly with it, like nuzzling and shittily purring as a joke on typical cuter omega tactics, then wilson gets silly right back by pretending to withhold cuddles. just a little game they play and no one gets hurt feelings about it :]

wilson's approach is gentler as usually if he initiates without fear of rebuke, it's because house is giving off pitiful vibes -- literally his body asking to be held. house's favorite is when they're both reclined longways on the sofa, wilson against the arm of the couch and house pulled close to his chest, wilson's arms wrapped firmly over the curve of his shoulders to lock him in. it's heavenly, especially when wilson props his head on house's and purrs.

what REALLY catches wilson off guard is when they're at the hospital and house needs touch to calm those omega feelings. it's a bit embarrassing to house but of COURSE wilson assures him, frets about him too. what brought this on? you okay? you need a ride home? and house just grumbles about his cycle and lets himself be fawned over for a while. so wilson douses house in his scent again, scratches under his chin (which wilson thinks is so great since house actually really likes that and it makes wilson think fondly of the most scraggly stray mutt you can find off the street), and revels at the sound of house sighing in relief in turn.