is the fandom still alive?? sorry y’all, mama has been going THRU it!
i HATE my job, trying to find a new one that gives me more work life balance bc i have barely had time to write :(
i really want to start posting again, even if it’s only once a week, but it’s so hard when i’m tired all the time
also i’m getting tested for autism because you’re girl has been having some…meltdowns at work
and they don’t give me any medical accommodations :(
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reader is sick and their girlfriends lucy and julien take care of them 🤗
FEEL BETTER SOON • LUCY DACUS • JULIEN BAKER
TW: throwing up (it’s very brief)
SUMMARY: when you wake up sick, your girlfriends are quick to take care of you.
A/N: I got this request MONTHS AGO. I’m so sorry I didn’t write it sooner! But here you go!
You woke up to that terrible feeling in your stomach. Your mouth was starting to water unpleasantly, and despite being lightheaded, you had to rush to the bathroom to throw up.
Meanwhile, one of your partners, Julien, was in the kitchen, drinking her first coffee of the day. She had just been standing by the back screen door, looking out at the yard and enjoying her coffee. When she heard you moving, it took a moment for her to process what was happening, but when she did, she came running, coffee forgotten.
You had only been in there for a minute, when there was knocking on the door.
“Babe?!” Julien said, sounding worried.
You couldn’t speak yet. You were trying to get your breath back.
“Babe? Can you hear me?!” Julien called.
You just reached over to open the door. She quickly pushed it all the way open, and took in the sight of you. You were kneeling by the toilet, shaking and sweating, your eyes watering.
“Fuck.” Julien said, moving over to you. “Were you just throwing up?”
“Uh-huh.” You mumbled.
“Oh, sweetheart…” She crouched down behind you. She pushed your hair out of your face, feeling your temperature at the same time. “You’re burning up.”
“I think I’m sick.” You said, voice rough and weak from the vomiting.
You shook your head, your stomach still feeling bad. Julien kept your hair out of your face, her hands a little unsteady. Whenever there was even a slight problem with you, she worried.
“Don’t worry, I gotcha.” She whispered. “Here, sit in my lap…”
She gently pulled you back, so you were sitting right in her lap, your legs pulled close to your chest. It was much more comfortable than kneeling on the floor.
“I’m gonna text Luce…” She said softly, referring to the other girl in your relationship as she pulled her phone out of her pocket. “She’s grocery shopping. She can probably grab you some medicine or something. She’s better at playing nurse than I am…”
She sent Lucy a quick text, while you took deep breaths to hopefully settle your stomach. Julien put her phone back in her pocket, rubbing circles on your back with her other hand. The two of you sat there in silence for a few minutes, her rubbing your back anxiously, you forcing yourself to not vomit again.
“You okay?” Julien whispered nervously after a while.
“I think I’m done…” You sighed shakily.
“Okay, good.” She nodded. “How about we get you in the shower? You’re pretty sweaty, love…”
You agreed, so she stood and got the shower going. She didn’t want you to stand when you didn’t need to. Once the water was warm, she helped you up, and stripped off your sweaty clothes. You got in the shower, and she waited right outside the curtain in case you needed her.
By the time you were done, and Julien had wrapped a towel around you, Lucy was home, and she was rushing to the bedroom.
“Hello?” She called, knocking on the bathroom door.
“Oops, sorry, Luce.” Julien said, opening the door.
Lucy was standing on the other side, looking worried. You were quickly passed from Julien to Lucy, who embraced you tightly.
“Hi, honey…” She whispered soothingly. “I got you some medicine. It should help. I could make you some tea?”
“Tea would be good.” You agreed quietly.
“Okay,” Lucy nodded. “Let’s get you in bed first.”
Together, they got you into comfy, breathable clothing, and you slipped back in bed. The sheets felt cold, especially since you’d just been under the hot water from the shower. Julien quickly put a few extra blankets on the bed, trying to warm you up. Lucy dashed off to make you some tea. They were moving quickly, as if you’d break in half if you weren’t taken care of soon.
“Just rest.” Julien told you. “We’ll take care of everything today, okay?”
“Alright.” You mutter.
Normally, you’d protest, convinced you could do all your chores and what not. That day, you felt too shitty.
Lucy came back a few minutes later with a mug of hot tea, and the two of them settled on either side of you. Lucy had an arm around you, letting you rest against her, while Julien had a hand on your thigh, a silent reminder that she was there.
“Are you ready for the medicine?” Lucy questioned.
“I don’t think so…” You shook your head, still feeling pretty queasy.
“That’s okay.” Julien gave you a reassuring smile. “We’ll wait. We don’t want you throwing up more.”
“What do you want to do?” Lucy asked as she ran her fingers through your hair. “Watch a movie? Read? Sleep?”
“Maybe a movie…” You said.
“We can watch whatever you want.” Julien added. “Even if it’s some silly rom-com…”
For the rest of the day, and a little bit of the next, the two of them took good care of you, making sure you stayed hydrated, keeping you cool, or warm, holding your hair back if you vomited again, and eventually giving you medicine when you were ready. You recovered extra fast because of their help. You couldn’t have asked for better partners.
Maybe like a fic where you and Julien like agreed to keep it casual but like both of you want it to mean more
jj chats: hi love!!! this one took me a while and i apoligize!! i just couldn't think of a good way to write it but i think i figured it out!!
warnings: RPF, use of y/n, reader is a musician/famous, kissing, pet names
feedback is encouraged and i'd love to get some just please be kind!!!
You’re sitting around Lucy’s round dinner table, plates dirty but yet to be cleaned up. The table is filled with friends, clockwise it goes: Lucy, Naomi, you, Katie, Jo, Phoebe, and Julien. Across you was Julien, who was sipping on her lemonade. Your eyes couldn’t help but linger on her, even when she wasn’t speaking. You knew it was wrong, she wasn’t yours, you weren’t hers. But your heart was confused, and you always did want what you couldn’t have.
The conversation around you was lively, you could distinctly hear Phoebe’s howls over a joke Katie told. But you honestly couldn’t be bothered to listen. Your mind replays a moment you and Julien shared earlier in the day.
It had been early, the clock read 6:00 A.M. as you turned to the left side of the bed. Face to face with the woman who kept your heart pumping. You smiled at her as she lifted a hand to your face. You felt sparks fly as her gentle fingers brushed over your cheek. “Good morning darling,” she spoke, hand moving across your waist, pulling your body into hers.
“‘Morning Jules,” you yawned. “How’d you sleep?”
She smiled lazily, rubbing circles onto your hips “Good, especially since you were here.”
Her comment struck you wrong, reminded you that this was all a charade, that it meant nothing to her (or so you thought) “Don’t.”
Julien furrowed her brow, “Don’t what?”
You started to pull from her “Jules c’mon! Don’t say stuff like that!”
“What do you mean?”
You sighed frustratedly, “Like couplely stuff!” You threw your hands in the air, then fell back down to the bed with a slap, “We’re not together, you make that abundantly clear when we’re with our friends!” Julien’s face dropped at that, your words hurt for a reason you didn’t know yet.
“(Y/N) wait!” Julien went to grab your arms as you slid out of bed.
“Julien, please don’t. Just let me leave. It's nice until morning right?” You sigh, tired of this constant pain of never being feeling like you were enough.
You began to get up to collect your things and leave while Julien did nothing to stop you. You walked to where your jacket sat on the back of a chair, and pulled on your Converse. You located your phone and key. You were ready to walk out the door until you heard your name.
You turned around to spot Julien making her way to you. “Wait, just a minute, please?” Her eyes pleading. You gave in, just standing in her presence waiting for her to do something- do anything. You had spent months waiting for her to do something, something to convince you that these feelings you held for her were okay, that maybe they could be reciprocated.
Julien simply stood, staring into your eyes, as if taking in every engravement in your irises, surely she had to have seen the way your pupils dilated around her? How your cheeks flushed at the mention of her name. She leaned in, hand on your cheek and pulled you in for a kiss. It left you breathless and when you pulled away you immediately left.
Your mind was warped with questions.
Your mind was full of questions, memories of Julien’s hands on you, the way her lips felt-
You finally came back to reality after you felt Phoebe kicking your leg under the table. “Earth to (Y/N)?”
You shook your head, turning to face the platinum blond “Hmm?”
“Thought we lost you there for a few minutes,” Phoebe playful punched your shoulder. As you glanced around the table you realized everyone was staring at you. Your cheeks flushed as you grabbed your drink, sticking the straw in your mouth and chewing slightly. You noticed Julien staring at you, her eyebrow turned upwards.
“What were you thinking about babe?” Katie asked, smiling at you.
You started to reply, “Nothing-”
Until you were cut off by Phoebe again, “OMG!!! Or who were you thinking about!”
With that, your eyes widened and you furiously shook your head, “Nobody! I was just zoning out!”
Lucy chimed in, “Honey, we all see the way you’ve been glowing recently!! Did you find someone?”
Jo interjected, “You have to tell us who's the lucky lady!”
“There’s no lucky lady! I just zoned out!” You looked across the table, unimpressed looks were on everyone’s faces, except Julien's. She stared at you again, like she had in the morning. Only this time it seemed like she wasn’t trying to read it, more like she was understanding you. You could tell when her brows unfurrowed and she tilted her head at you.
“Whatever you say,” Phoebe sighed. Then leaning towards you she whispered “I will find this person.” then she plastered the sweetest smile on her face.
You jokingly rolled your eyes at her before saying “Whatever you say Pheebs!” Once the normal conversation started up again you stood up, grabbed your plate, and walked around the table into the kitchen. You stood at the sink, rinsing the plates off with hot water.
You heard footsteps approach you from behind and say a plate placed on the counter next to the sink. You recognized the hand immediately and in an instant, you turned around, face to face with Julien. It seemed today that her thing was to stare at you in silence because for a minute no words were exchanged between the two of you.
Finally, after minutes of hesitation, you spoke, “Julien-”
“(Y/N)-” Julien had had the same idea as you. She motioned for you to continue speaking so speak is what you did.
“Julien, I don’t think I can keep doing this with you.”
The tattooed woman had not expected that from you, her face contorted into a look that you could only describe as horror as she frantically asked “What? Why? What-what do you mean?”
You sighed, “I can’t keep sneaking around with you, I can’t keep pretending that I don’t-” You trailed off, nervous to tell her how you truly felt.
“‘-That you don’t?” Julien asked, wanting to hear your full truth.
Finally, you mustered up the courage to just say it. “That I don’t have feelings for you. Because I do.”
Julien continued to look at you, the gears in her head racing a mile a minute.
You began to step away, ready to leave her standing in the kitchen when she grabbed your arm, pulled you close to her, and simply smiled before saying. “I feel the exact same way.”
“You do?”
“Mhm, I don’t want to keep it casual with you anymore. I want you, fully.” As Julien looked into your eyes now it almost seemed that her words conveyed that. Like she did see you fully see you truly.
And suddenly it was like you two were the only two in the whole world as you started to lean in towards her. The act was like muscle memory, your head tilted left, hers right. It was engraved into your brain. The only difference was that this time you were not blocked off by my tinted car windows, or a hotel door. The only thing that separated you from the outside world was a wall with a fairly large door cut out in it.
As your lips connected it felt different this time, the experience no longer felt foreign, it felt like home. Her lips were warm and velvety, and even though you had tasted them a thousand times, this kiss was different in a million ways. It was filled with vigor, passion, and a newfound sense of hope- like this was something that would stick, not something that would simply fade away.
Until you remembered the world was just a few steps away when a large gasp brought you to your senses. Julien and you turned around, face to face with Phoebe and Jo, who held huge grins on their faces.
As yours and Julien’s cheeks flushed Phoebe giggled and joked “Told you I’d find out who you were thinking of (Y/N)!” She and Jo ran back into the dining room, no doubt telling the whole room what they had just seen.
You turned to Julien and signed, “You think we can make a run for it?”
Julien's hands rubbed up and down your arms, soothing you. She leaned in for a quick peck and replied, “Not a chance.”
Protective boygenius x reader hcs , like at a party, as a proformer, things like that just to see what their like. This could be with younger!reader or maybe just friend or partner of one of them
this one is really interesting!
‼️RPF‼️
BLURB - protective boygenius x reader
[Phoebe]
phoebe is the type of person to hang off you. she’s always somewhere. hands on your hips. hand in your arm, wrapped around your shoulders. she certainly enjoys to party with you. say for instances, phoebe left you at the bar while she went to go to use the bathroom. coming back she sees this weird man sitting pretty close to you. phoebe has a 6th sense for understanding how you feel. instantly noticing how uncomfortable you look. phoebe slides over to you, arm wrapped around your shoulder as you lean in pressing a kiss to your lips. she turns to look at the man with a glare. “didn’t know you made a friend tonight baby, who might you be?” phoebe made sure to make it very clear when calling you baby. wanting to make sure he knows your taken. the man backs off quickly after that. you teasing phoebe all night “jealous?” “absolutely- he doesn’t get to make a move on my beautiful and gorgeous and talented girlfriend”
[Lucy]
i feel lucy is less confrontational about a situation. both of you would be dancing on the dance floor, you’re pulled close to lucy. too busy in your own little world dancing she notices a random man walk over and try to start dancing with you. that’s fine by lucy except the man seemed like he really wanted to dance. trying to place a hand on your waist, lucy was quick to pull you aside by the wrist, pulling you behind the taller girl. she definitely gives the man glares. it looks could kill 100%. dragging you to the bar where she knows you’ll be ok and in her sight. you question what happened? unsure as you didn’t see anything happen. “nothing sweetheart. just some weirdo. do you want to stay for a bit longer or wanna head home?” the vibes weren’t the same from then on. both agreeing to head home and have an early night.
[Julien]
the difference here is julien IS a confrontational person. say a similar situation to phoebes but this guy is all on top if you. trying to lean in and kiss you- oh hell no. not on juliens sight. she may be 5’0 but in this moment she sees herself as 6’6 with a lot of rage. storming over to the man, she pushes him off you, getting all up in his face. a punch to the eye if she can reach. you two may have gotten kicked out of the bar but was it worth it? absolutely. nobody tries to force you to kiss them ever.
