i've not sent an alnst confession for a while but i need to get some things off my chest. bear in mind that this is a very long 'fuck heperu'.
for one, people saying the version of me seen on the billboard is a clone are wrong. so wrong. it's not that it isn't likely, i get that. just a matter of not wanting to know how my father would have gone about doing that. it makes me think i lived for nothing.
on a similar note now i know my memories of what happened to me after wiege aren't inaccurate. i survived to suffer the consequences of breaking that carefully curated onstage persona and so on.
i'm glad to see till alive. glad that mizi got out. alien stage is an endless cycle to me. at least you escaped it.
in terms of replicating our dna to create those children i hate to say i knew about it all when they started. that's what happens when your father's well-known for his studies of human genetics! (though i highly doubt he took my dna. he had plenty of backups and i was already inconsolable)
that's about it. i've shared my thoughts on hyuna before.
i'm hoping everybody else is handling things well given how karma turned out. i've had a while to sort through my memories of it all.