Your smile is all I could ask for
Title was inspired by Changbin and Felix’s song ‘Cause I like you.
“When I look at you smile there's nothing more I could ask for”
Summary: A narrative from Seungmin explaining his love for you.
Author: just a little drabble! Let me know if you have any requests!
And although your companies weren’t happy about it, he couldn’t go a day without you near him or he just might cry. That’s how much he loved you.
But he didn’t share those feelings as regularly as he’d wish. If perhaps dispatch had found you, or saesangs had done something, he would never forgive himself. Those feelings he felt inside; like the giddy bubbly feelings in his belly when you hold hands or kiss, like the proud feeling in his heart when he sees you walk to the podium to accept your award, like the tearful feeling he doesn’t enjoy because it means you will be away from him soon; he wasn’t able to show them.
Luckily for him, after 3 months waiting for your group to come back home, he can finally hold you tight in his arms tonight. 3 months, 3 long months without you. It had felt like a lifetime. And although you called, texted, FaceTimed, it would never be the same. So to say he was overjoyed was an understatement.
Minho would make fun of him, saying he was on his toes. But Minho knew how much he loved you. So truly he was happy for his younger brother, happy he met his “soulmate”.
Chan would tell him to be careful regularly, for both you and Seungmin. As much as he loved you together he knew how hectic the idol life could be, he knew how hectic the image of an idol could be. He cared for you both deeply, thinking of you as a baby sister more than a future sister-in-law, so he wanted to make sure both of you were always in tiptop shape.
The rest of the brothers would share similar words of encouragement as they all drove to your dorm, Seungmin would be crazy to think it’d be only him missing you; but it’d be him missing you the greatest.
He hopes for both your sakes you safely arrive home, no one crowding your sleepy figure as you politely excuse yourself.
But he sees no cameras, no people loitering around your dorm. So he does what his brain says to do.
Runs faster than he thought he could. He was ready, ready to have you in his arms, ready to kiss you deeply, ready to say I love you unconditionally. He was ready to have you near him again.
And there you are right in front of him as he opened the door. You look tired, worn out from the long trip. But just like him you run to him, you wrap your arms around him as he lifts you up from the ground.
The boys all joined, greeting your group and all squishing yourselves in a big group hug. But at the end of the night, it all calms down and it’s just you and him.
Just like he remembered he holds you tight against him. You’re laid on top of him as he hugs you tight like a teddy bear, your head against the corner of his neck. He hums a little melody, while he can feel you smile against his neck. So it reminds him, it reminds him how much he’d do to see your smile.
It’s been a long day, but to finish it off his last words before you drift off to sleep “When I look at you smile there's nothing more I could ask for”. With that, Seungmins chapter of his love story ends here.
Author note: I hope you enjoy!