#ly thinking

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Me thinking about how the 'death' of them would affect each other

[lycemagee]

Do you have a list of your most interesting Character in Ikemen Villains and your least? Like those where you have questions, you are thinking hard. Those who make your brain like brrr (Not favourite!)

I think atm mine is looking like this?

Alfons (Yes he is my favourite but he is an enigma (or not) and would he sit in front of me I would ask him many questions (and probably wouldn't get any answers)

Victor (Enigma too maybe even worse than Alfons. Like we know nothing. NOTHING. EVEN ROGER DOESN'T KNOW SHIT. HOW SHOULD WE???? And his behaviour is so eccentric but so kind I feel like something is off. Something does not fit right.)

Darius (Just look at his face and tell what's going on inside of him. For real. I cannot grasp his being or maybe I think I can but then I feel like it's wrong. He feels like water)

William (His way of behaving, dealing with gruesome experience with such a calm and carefree attitude like huhh??? Also his people pleasing behaviour like rationally I cannot understand this man AT ALL. He does not make sense for me. He is so caring and so on but also so cold gruesome in his actions sometimes like I don't get. ESPECIALLY WHEN ELBERT TOLD KATE HIS REACTION WHEN ELBERT STOOD ON WILLIAMS SHADOW LIKE HOW??????I wanna break his head open to look inside)

Nica (what's going on behind his cheeky attitude full of sarcasm. When I am listening to him speak I cannot tell what he means seriously and what not. He is even more aggravating than Alfons I feel like.)

Elbert (He is definitely not my cup of tea romance wise but his behaviour and his attitude is really interesting to watch and analyse. Especially in combination with the relationship he has with Alfons I just wanna look inside his head. (I should finally play Liam's route to an end and then begin his route ffs)

Ring (idk what makes me so interested in him. Maybe the contrast to his brother? His Naivity? His innocence? His dumbfounded way? Or even his development from this Naivity to something else...?)

Liam (I mean I am in his route and similar to Elbert, his behaviour is interesting to watch and to question.)

Jude (I hate this man but sadly I am also fascinated by him and want to know more about him? (Just to threaten him and use it against him lmao)

Ellis (I would like to know where his obsession for Happiness comes from and why does it result in such extreme violence? I mean I have some suspicions where it could come from or what his goal is but ye... Really a bizarre creature.)

Harrison (idk why but I don't have a strong interest in his character? I just have some basic questions towards him but nothing special)

Roger (Like one of the most normal ones. I don't really have many questions about him. He is really reasonable)

[lycemagee]

I never know what I'd rather feel.

Fury in form of Sparks of Flames I can feel under my skin, a slight tremble and tension of the muscles with the desire to dig my nails in my skin.

Or the emptiness of missing something, I cannot even define, just the feeling of melancholy deep like a hole and the numbness all over my body, not feeling my body when I move it.

[lycemagee]

Alfons... But soft....

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Holt shit I just reread Salomes little smutty onshot story with Mammon and she is so girlboss material who needs therapy I LOVE HER HAHAHAHAHA

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I was yesterday and today not really online I feel like I missed so much HELP

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These are the songs I am listening atm a lot. Hm... You could think about, that these are influencing my thoughts and brainrots a tiny bit

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It's always the strangest thing for me to say here: "Oh yeah Yesterday... "

And then realising, wait it could still be the same day for you PFFFFF