#m.sosa

[truthseekerinchrist]

[quote-maniac]

- M.Sosa „The Mistakes of a Woman“

it‘s important to move on, you owe it to

yourself...

[undextrois]

[ms-t-marie]

[itsjcwn-blog]

Whats going through my mind...

“Slowly but surely, you will stop caring what he’s up to or who he’s with because you’ll be too busy worrying about your goals and your growth. You’ll be busy living your life, fulfilling your dreams and reaching new heights that anything that reminds you of him will be nothing of the past.”

“I’ll never regret meeting you. You were the best mistake I ever made. All the tears I shed, all the time I lost, and all the overthinking I did weren’t in vain because they taught me to never give my love out so freely ever again. See, I learned to love myself with all my flaws and I learned to forgive those that have done me wrong in the past. So, I thank you for everything you put me through. You helped me grow. You helped me build the woman I am today and remain me of the type of woman I'll never be again. “

“I start to distance myself once I feel like I'm being taken for granted, or that my feelings are stronger than yours. There’s no point in calling, texting or keeping in constant contact with you like I did before. I'll ignore your calls and messages, and will only answer when I feel the need to. Reciprocity is what I'm looking for. If you can’t give me that, we’re both just wasting our time.”

“You have no idea of the damage you cause a woman when you leave her without a valid reason. You install a fear in her that whoever comes next will leave her too.”

“I’m done. I kept giving you chances you didn’t deserve. I fought and fought to make things work. I thought I had to keep trying harder each time things fell apart until I realized I was fighting on my own. You no longer made me a priority in your life, so I had to change your role in mine.”

“I just wanted closure from you. I wanted to hear the reasons why you left me. I wanted answers, anything to ease my mind and my heart. It took me years to realize, no matter what you said or did would be pointless because I would never believe your explanations anyway. The only closure I ever needed was within me. That desire for closure was holding me back from moving forward. If I wanted to let go, I also had to let go of that desire for you to admit you were a complete jerk. I had to let go of that desire of you admitting you were wrong for hurting me the way you did. Thats when I finally found peace of mind.”

“Its funny how you think you know someone until they flip on you. You let your guard down, believing they’ll never do you wrong, but they end up betraying you. Be thankful for seeing them for who they truly are and thankful they’ll no longer have access to your heart. You don’t deserve this, it’s not your fault.”

“All I want is to forget you. I even tried meeting someone new, until I realized I couldn’t use someone to heal my own pain. I couldn’t jump into a new relationship just to try to erase you from my mind. That would be selfish and I refuse to become the same person you are, hurting others and leaving them destroyed while walking around like everything is okay. So, no matter how long it takes me to get over you, I'll know I did it without playing with someone else’s emotions.”

“Maybe I'm stuck because all I can think of are the memories we once shared, and moving on would mean I'd have to let go of the past... and thats something I'm not sure I'm ready to do.”

“He doesn’t deserve you. The more you do for him, the more he takes advantage of your kindness. And yet, you stay... hoping... wishing... praying that someday he will change. When will you learn to see him for who he really is?”

[lozzi-a-beautiful-chaos]

So relevant ♡

[clrzzabrqz]

If they aren’t bringing anything good to the table, it’s time to kick them to the curb. Nobody should make you feel like everything is about them, and only them. You deserve to be happy and you deserve to be with somebody that appreciates you, loves you, and is willing to grow with you. Anything else is pointless..

The best decision I ever made was leaving you. I only stayed because I thought you would eventually change. I believed all the dreams you sold me, and every time you spoke about our future, it made me feel complete. I thought you were the one I would end up with, and then it hit me. You would never change your wicked ways, and you would never grow up to be the man I knew I deserved to be with. And that’s something I could never accept in my life because all you ever cared about was you, you ... and you.

-M.Sosa

[clrzzabrqz]

You’ll remember..

“There will come a day when I walk away, and everything I told you will come rushing through your head. You’ll remember all the things I told you not to do. You’ll remember all the times I asked you to put attention on me. You’ll remember all the things you could have changes to make us right”