#maarimaacji

[maacji]

݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆ cosmic princess kaguya is the best movie ive ever watched in my entire life

SPOILERS!!!!

if you have 2 hours and 22 minutes, spend it watching cosmic princess kaguya. it is the best thing ive ever seen in my entire life and iroha and kaguya are the cutest most adorable characters ive ever seen in my entire life. it is the best movie ive ever seen in my entire life and the love kaguya has for iroha and iroha has for kaguya genuinely makes my heart melt.

i then felt single and wondered when will i ever find someone who'd willingly wait 8000 years for me. i KNEW when iroha was blushing with kaguya and folding so easily for her that she loved kaguya. AND WHEN KAGUYA SAID "i love you" OMGEEE!!!!!!!!

AND I WAS CRYING MULTIPLE TIMES TOWARDS THE END BECAUSE I THOUGHT HER AND IROHA WOULDNT REUNITE...

BUT IROHA IS A FIGHTER AND SHE WONT BACK DOWN🥹

SHE SPENT A DECADE. A WHOLE ASS 10 YEARS TO BRING KAGUYA BACK TO EARTH AGAIN AND PERMANENTLY SO THEY COULD HANGOUT, EAT PANCAKES AND SING TOGETHER.

I LOVE YURI!!!!!!

ꉂ🍥˖ *𝓶𝓪𝓪𝓬𝓳𝓲 𝓸𝓾𝓽!

[maacji]

i got a mai zenin funko pop and im very proud of it, now all i need is her sister

i plan to get figures of both of the sisters whether it be small nendroids or i'll even make those fuckass labubus cus they cute

[maacji]

૮ ․ ․ ྀིა after watching the jjk movie i understand that yuta oc joke now bcus wdym he's a distant relative to GOJO?

i just finished watching jujutsu kaisen 0 and i must admit most of the time i was fangirling over maki. if anything i only watched the movie so i could see maki more. like you cannot tell me she's ugly, every frame of her is pure beauty. I definitely enjoyed it more than the reze arc (maybe i should give that a second chance and watch it again?) but yuta being able to wield a katana and imbue cursed energy into a vessel in under a year is sooo giving "this is my oc!".

i genuinely believe the reason yuta doesn't appear in the first season is because if he did he'd probably overshadow yuji. PLUS yuta got geto on the floor (with the help of rika) and he's only been doing this for around 3 months? and then he also delivered that black flash or whtever it's called and bro didn't even learn that... YUJI GOT HIMSELF A LITTLE TRAINING ARC WITH TODO.

LIKE YUTA WOULD'VE STOLEN YUJI'S SPOTLIGHT AS SOON AS HE APPEARED ON SCREEN.

other than that issue though, i did enjoy the second years appearance and i grew a liking to inumaki and panda more here. also the appearance of the kyoto students too.

MIWA!

i love miwa sooo much.

nothing else i want to mention but i gave it a 4 1/2 stars on letterboxd.

ꉂ🍥˖ *𝓶𝓪𝓪𝓬𝓳𝓲 𝓸𝓾𝓽!

[maacji]

🌸˚˖⋆ ──★ this is a very unusual first post but i NEED to say this

i have just found a yuji itadori fanfic. all this time i have been reading megumi fanfics (not complaining) and i finally found a yuji one!! :D

i genuinely cant express how much love i have for these cheerful main characters like yuji from jjk and denji from csm. i just love how chalant and outgoing they are. and this is lowk a representation of my actual type irl which is just chalant guys sooooo...

theres obviously a theme when it comes to my crushes...

ꉂ🍥˖ *𝓶𝓪𝓪𝓬𝓳𝓲 𝓸𝓾𝓽!

[maacji]

゛ ⸝⸝.ᐟ⋆ im maari or maacji 𑣲 (not using my real name for privacy and safety purposes)

im a minor so PLEASE if you're over 18 dont interact with me (especially if ur a guy...)

i like: cakes, fruit tarts, classical music, k-pop & j-pop, impressionist paintings, anime & manga, video games, mochas, jellyfish, penguins, owls, cats, ghosting, chococat, korilakkuma, momonga, chiikawa

i dislike: being in large crowds, food, forgiving people too easily, procrastinating, school, homework, band, old men or men in general (not a man hater lowk just scared)

fav artists: laufey, beabadoobee, artic monkeys, panchiko, cigarettes after sex, illit, ive, kii kii, lace, lana del rey, marskiii, OoOo, pink pantheress, temachii, the peggies, yeule, chuu, datealyfe

fav animes: ao haru ride, the fragrant flower blooms with diginity, your lie in april, horimiya, i want to eat your pancreas, your name, a silent voice, cosmic princess kaguya, nana, paradise kiss, k-on/keion, haikyuu, death note, chainsaw man, jujutsu kaisen

fav games: cookie run kingdom, persona 5, genshin impact, honkai star rail, honkai impact 3rd, wuthering waves, fatal frame, class of 09 (dont support the creator), project sekai, yandere simulator (dont support the creator), doki doki literature club

fav books: crime and punishment, no longer human, the picture of dorian gray, surrounded by idiots, before the coffee gets cold, the convenience store by the sea, emma, pride and prejudice, wuthering heights

toppings (extra info): infp/intp, 5w4/5w6/5w2, i/s/c ┆minor┆filipino but live in aus ┆im actually futaba yoshioka

(lowk muddled with my personality stuff so dont attack me)

ꉂ`𖦹. hiii, heyyooo, and a good morning/afternoon/night to you!!

[maacji]

˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞 i should talk about my favourite romance animes (the ones above arent the only ones i like)

the most recent one ive been watching is kamisama kiss since it's on netflix and i cant say ive watched much since im more focussed on csm and jjk. but is it cute and i love the artstyle.

also, since it's april i should mention your lie in april which has made me cry on multiple occasions. it also might just be my favourite romance anime oat for the reason being that it combines music, romance and angst? (can i call it that?) it's just so beautiful and it really shows how emotions can flow into different art forms and music is my favourite one. im probably being biased here since i play the piano (im not that good do NOT ask me to play). im planning on rewatching it in the english dub just because editors use it a lot. it kinda pisses me off especially with tffbwd (which i'll get to later) because waguri's voice sounds ASS CHEEKS. i relate to tsubaki heavily for the reason that im always second when it comes to love. heck, i might not even be an option. like imagine, you just realise your feelings for your childhood friend only to realise it's too late because another girl has him already.

ok ok PUT DOWN YOUR PITCHFORKS WHILE YELLING "waguri looks like a child!"

i know that and the fact that she's short (and practically my height which is quite embarrassing) doesn't make up that she looks like a child. and trust me, the manga doesn't do her much justice either. but may i say, the anime makes waguri look more worse (in the way that she looks like a child). oh but the 1st cover of the manga... oh waguri... i cant save you girl.

ANYWAY getting that aside, i love the fragrant flower blooms with dignity. it's just a cute romance that i can giggle about while watching it and i love that rintaro works at a bakery. i know miyamura from horimiya does too but it's not as pronounced compared to rintaro and his family bakery. they do end up apologising like half if not mostly the entire first season which kinda went over my head. overall i just like how it makes me feel but i feel with such a beautiful title (which btw contains waguri and rintaro's name which you can see more clearly in the japanese title: kaoru hana wa rin to saku) there could've been a more deeper story. the story's still nice though, seeing rintaro open up more after meeting waguri and both of their friends warming up to each other's rival schools.

i feel like the main reason i really like this though is because of the memories i have connected to this anime. i'm gonna link to a different post on why since i dont want to yap much here.

holyyy yapper so imma stopp

ꉂ🍥˖ *𝓶𝓪𝓪𝓬𝓳𝓲 𝓸𝓾𝓽!

[maacji]

it's been 4 months and I still like my ex cus yeah

i feel stupid atp and I should just give up because there's a part of me that's only holding onto him cus of the chance that he could come back

but then there's also a part of me that just misses HIM (yes I miss him but I dont miss the relationship)

[maacji]

˖᯽ ݁˖ oh no i feel so insecure and useless now

what a way to start off this entry? post? i'm unsure what to call this but i dont really care right now.

I'm trying to stop me from kms so i have a bunch of happy songs on a playlist and hopefully that lightens the mood. I think i'm annoying the neighbours because it's at full volume and it's 9:48 pm but who cares! I'm just trying to stay on earth because the only thing stopping myself from dying is hell. Having parents who always threaten you with "you'll go to hell!" is not for the weak. I wish i learnt from the start that God will always love me instead of humans putting human like characteristics on a GOD?

I could just kms now because guilt tripping me with "your family and friends will care!" doesn't work at all. I've basically lost all attachment with my parents (not really I still live in their house) and I'm such a shitty friend I truly believe they wouldn't care. If anything they'd be glad a person like me is off the earth so I don't ruin another life.

Also why did I just have to be so easily influenced and a people pleaser because I've gotten to the point where i'll be mean, rude and even discriminate groups just for people to like me. I know that's bad and I wish didn't do it and wanting to be liked is not a good enough excuse. But it pisses me off when others get away with it because others have set lower expectations for them compared to me. Like why are we getting treated differently anyway?

break:

But yeah I'm just a really bad person who can't even confront her mistakes properly. I'll just keep avoiding them until they disappear but the stupid thing is I can't even talk to someone about this without being judged. I've pushed away anyone I could've talked to so I'm practically alone. Now I genuinely want to kms oh my goshhhhhh. Then I won't need to the math homework and science homework I have due tomorrow.

I just thought about how it would go down at it seems like so much hard work cus there's like 2 people I'd actually write to. And the letters I'd send to them would be SOOOOOO LONGGGGG. Just because I love them so much even though we haven't been talking for a month...

ꉂ🍥˖ *𝓶𝓪𝓪𝓬𝓳𝓲 𝓸𝓾𝓽!