#mae aust

[justxez]

casually drops this bc i'm not normal about it; awooga good art y'all have to see it

by @bambitek

Ok cue me being fucking emotional for a sec because not only has @yet-another-vox-ask-blog been the first person to draw Mae in her Hellaverse (unprompted!😭🥹) but also I bought my very first ever comm from @bambitek for the oc x canon ship with Vox I have for her in this verse (it was such a long process to figure out which of all the amazing artists out there I'd like to commission and I'm very happy with my choice) And I'm just???? SO IN LOVE!!!!!

I couldn't have ever imagined a better comm experience; 10/10 can't recommend enough. But also y'all I AM IN LOVE WITH THE RESULT! LOOK AT THEM!!!!

Seriously I'm just so grateful whenever somebody takes the time of their day to get involved with Mae as character (whether that's by rping - regardeless of the blog hiatus, just letting me yap about her, or actually draw/paint her). Whichever is the case, people still take the time of their day to make time for M(a)e and I'm just... THANK YOU!❤️

[justxez]

LYRICS. ( 5 - 10 lyrics from songs that remind you of your muse )

I. [english translation] "I wasn't myself -- it became dangerous / Acts that others wanted weren't true to me / Those that simulate the truth are only accepted for a short time / I pleased everyone - everyone should love me / Didn't see the demons that drove me to it / Was captured and no longer free and that broke me" — ( LIED VOM SCHEITERN - die ärzte )

II. "When you've fallen on the highway / And you're lying in the rain / And they ask you how you're doing / Of course you say you can't complain / If you're squeezed for information / That's when you've got to play it dumb: / You just say you're out there waiting / For the miracle, for the miracle to come" — ( WAITING FOR THE MIRACLE - Leonard Cohen )

III. [english translation] "I don’t want to fear death, nor life / I want to be free, be alone, and still give you something / Want excess without guilt, and as white as the light / And no blood and no blues when the day breaks / And when I come home, everything is forgotten / At your chest beneath which / The wind strokes through the branches / Like the eternal whisper of time / Is fate kind to us? / The pasture remains silent" — ( DIE WEIDE - Die Andere Seite )

IV. "A violent open sore / Carved out hollow / A suicidal lost cause / Cry me / Cry me a river / The beat goes on and on / Where you slither / Done with love / Murder my heart / Spit in my face / Shatter shatter / All you want is / Rid of me / A side effect / Of being sick of we / Murder my heart / Stabbed in the back / Liar liar / Fall to pieces / Watch me crack" — ( MURDER MY HEART - KMFDM )

V. "Midnight and the moon is out / Careful, you might hurt yourself / Pleasure leads to pain / To me, they're both the same / Sweat drippin' down to the floor / Bite marks like an animal / You might be insane / But maybe we're the same / Tonight you came here / 'Cause you know what I need / And no one likes to be alone" — ( GIMME WHAT I WANT - Miley Cyrus )

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[justxez]

Hot take but one of my real-life paragons in forensic psychology said that she approaches her work with one thing in mind: all perpetrators ultimately want to be loved, and they commit their acts in an attempt to fulfill that wish - no matter how distorted it may seem to the rest of us. They all want love, and they'd do anything to get it.

And I'm just sitting here like...

this is exactly Mae's POV when it comes to her psychological work.

i will not elaborate further.

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