♡ I decided to create my own flag (an integration of me being an agere & permakid)~
(Please do not use or repost)~
🐇 It's a white bunny because white bunnies have personal symbolism for me, and there are all of the pinks because I have really been uncovering my immense love for pink due to my age regression (my agere is very pink based) and pink to me symbolizes comfort, care, mothering, softness, and gentle healing and support 🌸🩷
♡ I also saved the flag without the bunny & saved another version I created~
These blank flags are free to use~ Please credit me when used though~ 🩷🌸✨
♡ DNI banner & dividers created by me. Please do not use DNI banner. Credit me if you use the dividers 🌸
🌸 Thought it was finally time for me to make an introduction as I have been slowly accepting being an age regressor and permakid
♡ My name is Aurelia Mae~
♡ Bodily: 25
♡ Little ages: there are no specific ages for me when I regress, but when I'm regressed, I am mainly in baby to toddler range
♡ I am autistic level 2 (have medium support needs), am ADHD, have OCD, generalized anxiety, social anxiety, and c-PTSD
♡ I am semiverbal and use AAC (most times)
♡ I am asexual (very sex-repulsed) and agender
♡ My pronouns are She/Mae (though I mainly love and prefer simply being referred to as Mae)
♡ I am on the alloromantic spectrum (I have my own complicated feelings and thoughts about what is known as romance & romantic attraction)
♡ I am an agere (age regressor), permakid (permanent kid)
♡ Mentioning for fun: I still have a fear of the dark 🫣🙈
♡ I have created this side blog because I want to have my own specific space for being a permakid and agere and I would like to share about my own experiences, thoughts, feelings, moodboards I create, and pictures of my little/agere gear and toys I have and play with~
♡ My main blog: @wombofthevoid (disability, autism, poetry, art, faekin)
♡ My other side blog: @maes-aac (being an AAC user & using AAC)
♡ Some things I like & love:
•Miffy
•Hello Kitty
•Tarot 🃏
•Visual art (especially abstract expression) 🩷
•Creative writing (journaling, poetry) 📝
•AAC
•Trees 🌳
•Wooden colorful toys!
•Bunny plushies! 🐇
•Dresses, overalls, clothing with ruffles, puffed sleeves, lace, peter pan collars, and other cute styles & silhouettes!
•Water and swimming 🌊
•Spring 🌿 & Autumn 🍂
•Flowers 💐🌷🌹🪷🌺🌸🌻
•The moon 🌜🤍🌛
•Space, the cosmos, Saturn, exoplanets 🪐✨
•Witchcraft & magic 🖤
•Gothic, fairy, medieval aesthetic & things 🏰🧚🏻♀️
•Colors! 🎨🌈
•Blowing bubbles 🫧✨
•Pretend play food 🥞🍪🧁🍰🎂
•Buttons!!!
and more!
♡DNI: age play, k!nk, ABDL, DDLG, NSFW, anti-agere, anti-petre, ableists, anything not safe for kid eyes, anything hateful
♡ My tags: (these are tagged on this post for convenience~)
#maes agere — all about my experiences, thoughts, and feelings of my agere
#maes perma — all about my experiences, thoughts, and feelings about being a permakid
#maes life — pictures of my agere gear; toys, pacifiers, clothes, etc.
#mae creates — agere ideas, moodboards, personal flags for myself and for general use
♡ DNI banner & all dividers created by me. Please do not use DNI banner. Credit me if you use dividers
♡ Credit for userboxes:
@cutiepieautistic (stimming)
@chronicallyleggless (disabled)
@sweetpeauserboxes (all of the pink ones except "attached to stuffies")
@platypup2002 (the rest of them)
🌸 Going into detail about how I am an age regressor and permakid:
♡ I have been involuntarily age regressing throughout my life, never an identifiable age, but always in the range of toddler to kid. My voluntary age regressing is the one that is mainly for coping, healing (reclaming loss childhood), seeking comfort, and self-soothing (I don't have a caregiver). Voluntary age regression is also very new to me and it is something I feel the need and want for~
♡ I am a permakid because I have always felt like a kid; small, little, young, and childlike. There is no definitive age, just a feeling and overall sense of being young and a kid that has followed me throughout my life. It is something I spent most of my life hating about myself.
Only recently I have started to accept being a permakid, thanks to finally having the language to help me understand what I have been feeling all of my life (and discovering these communities ✨).
Even as a bio teenager and adult, I have always felt out of place, younger, more vulnerable, and more “innocent” than those around me. I have often felt intimidated by, anxious around, and scared of adults because they feel so much more mature than me, and there have been times where I have involuntarily regressed (only mentally) around certain adults because of this.
I also have natural kidlike needs and kidlike mannerisms, speech, and emotional expression. And I have a need to be spoken to and engaged with in the way one would a kid. As an autistic kid too because I notice how being autistic impacts how I experience and engage with everything, like how I play with toys.
🌸 More in-depth post about how I recognize myself as a permakid
Extra: I use the word “mature” for myself instead of “adult” because I do not feel like or identify as an adult though I still have "adult" responsibilities and regardless of societal milestones reached or not.
For me, being mature and being an adult are different things. I know that I am chronologically/biologically an adult, but internally I do not experience myself as one. I experience myself as a kid that has maturity.
I also don't have interest in most things that are deemed as "adult". I don't like most adult-based/labeled activities, movies, or shows, and I don't like most of what is considered as "adult topics" especially NSFW things.
