SUMMARY: You return home late, which pisses of your husband but when he gets to know the reason things take an unexpected turn and you end up receiving one of the best and most satisfying birthday gifts ever.
CONTENT WARNING: [18+ mdni]: yandere : toxic behaviour and relationship : possesive and obsessive behaviour : established relationship : angst : hurt/comfort : emotional neglect : misogyny : mentions of cheating in the past
WC: 1.7k
an; this is not proofread! Also this is a part 2 of this
“Where the fuck have you been?”
That was the first thing you heard when you finally returned, you were somewhat expecting it considering how late it was and out of your character. But still you had hoped and wished for him to not be at home as he was not most of the time.
He looked at the back of your head as you were heading towards the grand staircase and had stopped frozen hearing his voice.
He had been waiting for you for quite some time now, after knowing you had not returned since evening and he was not used to be waiting for anyone, he was a very impatient man. He wanted and needed everything instantly when he demanded for it, if it crossed his mind it better be in front of him too.
So, imagine his reaction when he returned at evening calling out your name all over the mansion and heard no response from you only to get to know from the staff that you had left for somewhere, and that too without telling him or getting his permission, the rage he had felt was almost murderous.
You were very pliant and always took his permission before going anywhere, as you should. You were not much of a trouble and honestly he loved that, he loved that you always did what he asked for, always asked for his permission, that you were entirely under his control, wrapped around his finger. He even boasted about your obedience in his circle, taking pride in you.
He hated losing control and being wrong about anything, so he better not be wrong about you and you better not start acting out of line and disobeying him.
“I asked you a question,” he said, taking a step towards the staircase where you stood. “Where were you?”
“Out.”
A hint of anger and irritation passed his eyes when he heard that. “I fucking know that, but out where?” He asked through his clenched teeth, stepping closer.
“I was out with my friends” you said with an exhausted sigh, “We went out for dinner.”
“With your friends?” he repeated, seething. “You left this house, without telling me, without taking any of my men with you, looking like a fucking whore, to go to dinner with your friends, and that too this late? Do you have any fucking idea what time it is.”
You felt his hands wrap around your wrist as he towered over you, looking down at you but you only avoided his gaze, looking to your side without any response. “I called you like 50 times, you would know if you cared to check your phone.”
You did know and that was the sole reason you had switched off your phone. “My phone died so I am really sorry I couldn't check it.”
You felt his warm breath against your face, as his hands wandered around your waist and hips, as he touched your hair. “And why did you dress so cheaply? Do I get you expensive stuff to decorate your closet?”
“It was a birthday and they had a theme so–”
“I don't give a fuck it was birthday or whatever” he cut you off, his voice gravelly. “If your friends want to celebrate, they can do it without you. And if you wanted to go out, you should have asked for permission like you always do.”
He knew who your friends were, similar wealthy background girls like you, politicians and businessmen daughters and he had no issues with them, most of the time atleast but if you were going to behave like this just to hang out and meet with them, he was definitely going to have problems with them and you would end up suffering instead.
“You don't leave without my say so. Do you understand me? And if not I will lock you in your room, then keep crying.” He said tilting his face to the side to meet yours at your eye level, only for you to turn to the other side again, nodding.
You hated looking at his eyes, they were really sharp, predatory and cold. In the beginning of your marriage when you used to it made you feel so uneasy and scared, slowly you learnt to avoid his gaze and directly looking at his face.
That way it was easier to deal with him, if not whatever you have learnt and kept yourself out together it would come crashing down in one go and you didn't want that happening.
“There are people out there always trying to put a bullet through my head, get me dead, get something they can use against me. Do you have any idea how easy it would be for someone to take you off the street?”
“You're supposed to be where I can see you–”
He stopped abruptly, turning around as the large front door of the estate opened, flooding in the light from the outside as the driver you had taken for yourself walked in, arms full of and laden with things with different colours, gift wrappings, shopping bags from high end boutiques and brands.
He stared at the bags and the gifts as the driver walked towards you two. Slowly, he turned his head back to you.
“What is this now? You went shopping too?”
“No,” you said, rubbing your arm feeling a wave of anxiousness as you took in a breath before speaking “They're from the birthday party.”
“Whose birthday party?” He asked, picking up a small rectangular shaped gift box from the pile from the driver's arms.
“Mine.”
Happy Birthday, my darling. My sweetest, prettiest baby girl in this whole world, dad loves you alot. — Dad.
He read it simultaneously, the card attached to it as that one word left your mouth and everything came crashing down to him as he felt like he was thrown in a cold lake on a harsh winter night.
Fuck.
He had forgotten.
He had forgotten your birthday.
“Today…. today was your birthday?” He asked as if still in disbelief as he looked at you with this weird look which you had never seen on his face and you didn't know if you wanted to deal with it right now. Why did it matter if it was your special day or not, for him it was like any other day.
“Yes” you said simply, turning back towards the stairs, your hand gripping the banister. “I am going to bed, I am really tired also I am sorry I should have told you beforehand.”
“Wait”
His hand shot out, catching your wrist. But he didn't pull you back with his usual rough force. His grip was loose, his fingers gentle on your skin.
“Wait a second’ he said again, his voice getting heavier.
You stopped, looking down at his hand on your wrist, then up at his face, not really knowing what to do and what to say, honestly it didn't hurt you that he didn't remember it, because you never had that kind of expectation from him.
"Baby," he whispered.
The word “baby” came out clumsy and sounded really weird to your ears. The word felt incredibly strange coming from his mouth.
He was not an affectionate guy or the one to use pet names as that, he usually called you woman or wife when he was angry, when he was pulling your clothes over your head in the dark after returning home late and straight up coming to fuck you.
Even when he used words like that, which was a rare occurrence, it was to mock you or try to get you into bed. Right now the way he spoke that word was completely different, it almost sounded affectionate and intimate, like he loved you, his voice had a hint of desperation, which was not like him at all.
“I am…I am–” he stammered trying to get the word sorry out of his mouth which was stuck in his throat, he felt like he should say it but it was not coming out.
He didn't even remember the last time he had said sorry to someone,that too sincerely but right now his heart and mind both shouted together for him to say out that word to you, he didn't know why, he didn't know why this heavy feeling had settled in his chest when he realised he missed such an important day of yours, was this guilt? Is this how it felt like?
Sorry was like a cuss word to him but still he couldn't help himself as those words left his mouth.
“I…” He swallowed hard, his eyes searching yours. “I forgot. I am ... fuck it. I am sorry.”
You stared at him, completely frozen as those words left his mouth, so strange and awkward.
I am sorry?
Had you heard him right?
He had never said those words to you. Not when he stayed out all night with other women, not when he yelled at you for things you didn't do, not when he forced you to stay home when you wanted to see your family. He never apologized for his actions, never.
So, how could you believe him even if he was standing on the bottom step of the stairs, looking up at you with wide, desperate eyes, telling you that he was sorry.
“I didn't mean to, I swear to God” he rambled, his voice growing faster, more frantic as he saw the lack of reaction on your face. He stepped up onto the stair, bringing himself closer to you as he kept rambling.
“It's fine you don't need to worry too much.” You whispered not knowing what else to say.
“No, it's not fine!” he said, his voice rising. He leaned closer, his forehead pressing against yours, his warm skin touching yours as the breath of you two mixed with each other, the similar way your feelings were tangling with his, messy and unsure.
“It's your birthday. I should have... I should have been there with you the whole day. I should have taken you out. What do you want? Tell me what you want, and I'll get it for you right now.”
“I don't want anything” you said, your eyes slipping shut as you touched his face reassuringly.
“Don't say that” he said as his voice sounded pleading, thumbs brushing against your cheekbones. His touch was so gentle it felt almost foreign.
“Anything you want. Anything, jewellery, bags, anything I mean it, you just name it. Or a trip? We can go to Paris to celebrate your birthday, or anywhere else, wherever you want.”
He was offering you everything he had, trying to buy his way out of the suffocating guilt that was weighing him down in his heart for some god forsaken reason, and because he was feeling like that for the first time he didn't know how to act and what to do or deal with this strange feeling.
But you didn't want anything he was offering to you.
Though you were not going to lie, the word divorce did flash in your mind for a second but even you knew that offer was not on the table.
Carlo "The Hammer" Santoro (Capofamiglia/ the Don)
Yandere Short Stories: Den of Wolves (Pt 1)
Yandere Mobsters x Waitress Fem Reader
A group of three mobsters sat in a dimly lit speakeasy as two of them conversed back and forth. Sonny remained bored as he nursed his drink while Tony and Nico went back and forth.
“No wonder you can’t get a girl, Tony. You’re fat as hell.” Nico loudly laughed as him and the boys all poked at Tony. “Probably haven’t seen Lil’ Tony in ages, huh pot-belly?”
“I’m not fat! Nonna says I’m husky.” Tony snapped as he gestured to his muscular yet bulkier frame. “I’m built strongly unlike you and your twig legs, Nico. You’re all skin and bones.”
“Tch. Whatever you say with your alderman.” Nico clicked his tongue as the two mobsters then became engaged in a heated back and forth exchange of insults.
The two stopped their squabble when the door swung open and a beaming Vinnie strolled in. The youngest mobster gave his group a big grin that screamed the cat finally caught the canary.
“Who got you smiling like that, Vinnie? Finally brought a broad back to your place?” Tony laughed at what Nico asked.
“Now you know I’m a picky man, Nico.” Vinnie adjusted his suit and pointed his nose up to the ceiling. “I got standards, unlike you.”
Tony loudly cackled when Nico’s face flushed in shame. Sonny only gave a smirk before he went back to his drink.
“Hey now. No need for friendly fire. It was just a question. You don’t usually smile like that.”
“If you must know, I asked that doll at the diner near the docks out. She’s a real pretty dame.” Vinnie told the boys who snickered.
“The one you’ve been ogling for months? We thought you were just gonna continue being a creep.” Sonny’s thick accent rung throughout the empty speakeasy. He reached into his jacket pocket to pull out a pack of cigarettes. “Didn’t think you knew how to talk to girls, Vinnie.”
“I do too know how to talk to girls, Sonny!” Vinnie spat as his face grew red from embarrassment. “She’s just… she’s different. I like her a lot.”
“You must if you’ve been after her this long and still haven’t lost interest. You’ve been stuck on her.” Sonny hummed. “Must be real pretty to keep you interested.”
“She’s my Bella and she’s the prettiest girl I’ve ever laid eyes on.” Vinnie sighed dreamily. “We’re dating now.”
Sonny gave his little brother a look. “Something tells me that you’re lyin.’ I don’t know any dame who’d willingly date a guy with your ugly mug. Did you flash her your gat?”
The other men laughed as Vinnie glared at Sonny. Everyone knew Vinnie’s scar on his cheeks was a sore spot for him.
“Sorry I’m not a pretty boy like you, Sonny.” Vinnie huffed. “But she’s still my girl.”
Sonny waved his hand to dismiss Vinnie’s claims. “Sure she is and pigs can fly too.”
“I’ll show you guys! I’ll take her out on the town.” Vinnie huffed, the tall mobster left the speakeasy in a hurry to go to the diner with (your name) worked.
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(Your name) had just finished a shift when she heard the horn of a car honk at her. She turned to see Vinnie in his all black Cadillac town sedan as the monster gave her a goofy grin.
“My girl just got off work, how about I drive you to a restaurant, hm? My treat, sweetheart. I’m starvin’ and I know this spot down in little Italy you’ll love. The food’s to die for, I swear. ” Vinnie got out of the car to offer his arm to her. The scent of his aftershave was subtle along with the scent of tobacco. She smiled at how much effort Vinnie put into a dapper appearance.
“Thank you, Vinnie.” (Your name) smiled at the mobster. Despite the fact she didn’t give him an answer when he asked her to be his, Vinnie truly believed she was. It was almost as if she didn’t have a say in the matter. “You’re as sweet as pie.”
She smiled when he puffed out his chest a bit like a male bird did to impress a mate. Vinnie lead her over to the passenger side of his vehicle and he swatted her hand when she tried to open the door.
“Hey! No. I’ll open all the doors for you, dear. Especially to my can.” He huffed. “You’re my girl, so you’re gonna be cared for. No need to lift a finger.”
(Your name) smiled politely as he helped her into the Cadillac, his dark eyes filled with warmth. Maybe Vinnie Moretti wasn’t as bad of a man as the rest of Manhattan made him seem?
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Vinnie took her to a nice restaurant and made sure to be the perfect gentleman. Yet she noticed the way the waiting staff seemed jumpy around him. Vinnie was not the boss by any means, but his rumored ruthlessness earned him the title of capo.
“This place swanky enough?” He gave her a grin. “This is one of the best spots in little Italy. It has the best cuisine. You like Italian food, sweetheart? I’ll give you some recommendations-“
A young waiter greeted the two with a polite smile and a bow. His gloved hands handed them both menus to start.
(Your name) gave a smile to the waiter when she was handed a menu. If she had looked up, she would have seen Vinnie’s face change green with envy. A terrifying expression was momentarily on Vinnie’s rugged face, his dark eyes now locked onto the waiter who went as cold as ice.
“W-would you like to hear the specials-“
“I don’t appreciate you interrupting me when I’m talkin to my girl. Scram.” Vinnie told the waiter who gave a bow and left with his tail between his legs. Vinnie then gave a smile to (your name) as if he hadn’t just expressed a thinly veiled threat to the waiter. “Anyways, doll. I recommend the meatballs.”
Vinnie began to ramble on and on, his hands moved as he spoke yet (your name) began to tune him out. Instead, she lost herself in her thoughts.
If she were to be involved with Vinnie, her life could become dangerous. The life of a mobster, especially one in the bootlegging industry, was not the brightest idea. No matter how charming Vinnie was, he was still a crook. She needed to end it before she got in too deep and drowned.
Vinnie grabbed (your name)‘s hand and kissed her knuckles to draw her attention back on him. His dark eyes studied her face.
“What’s got your attention that’s more important than me?” He had a teasing tone, yet she couldn’t see that little green monster that lurked behind those chocolate eyes. She didn’t want to be the one to find out if his rumored temper was true or not.
“I was just the inning about how lucky I am.” She gave him a warm smile and he instantly peppered her knuckles with more kisses. It seemed his ego was easy to satisfy.
“You know how to make a man’s heart race, sweetheart.” He smiled. “How ‘bout I take us somewhere to dance tonight?”
“Oh, but I’m not in dancing attire-“ Vinnie interrupted her with a wave of his hand.
“Nonsense. I’ll get ya a new dress and all that jazz. I’ll dress you to the nines. I’m sure a department store would bend over backwards to serve ya since you’re my girl.”
(Your name) just gave a smile to him while he ordered an assortment of different foods to try. Perhaps cutting things off would be much harder than she thought. Especially since Vinnie thought she belonged to him.
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After the meal Vinnie dragged guided (your name) to the department store. The mobster was eager to show what colors and styles he’d like to see her in. His dark eyes watched her marvel at a set of gold jewelry in interest. Gold and red went well together in his eyes.
“This is real nice, don’t cha think? I’m thinkin’ ruby red. I think it’d suit you, sweetheart. I think it’ll make you look like a rose. What do ya think?” He beamed. “Sei carina in qualsiasi cosa.”
“What?” She softly asked as Vinnie laughed.
“You’d look pretty in anything.” He smiled warmly. Golly when he smiled like that, he didn’t look nearly as intimidating. “What do you think? Want to match my tie tonight?”
She gently touched the fabric in thought. This color was indeed pretty. Vinnie had good taste. “It’s lovely… how much?”
“Psh. All me.” Vinnie laughed and took out his wallet to flash his cheese. “I could probably buy every dress in this store if you wanted, sweetheart.”
“There’s no need for all that, Vinnie. I like this dress.” (Your name) then heard Vinnie call over the clerk.
“I’d like to pay for this dress her and my girl was eyeballing those jewels over there. I’ll take them too.” Vinnie put on a show for (your name) and the workers in the department store. “I want to spoil ya, sweetheart.”
“Thank you, Vinnie.” She smiled politely at the mobster who practically had hearts in his eyes. The young waitress still had no idea why he liked her so much.
Vinnie had the attendants dress her up to the nines as he searched around for a pair of shoes and a perfume. He wanted his girl to look her best so he could show her off to the boys. He’d show them that he indeed made her his squeeze.
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Vinnie paraded her around the speakeasy on his arm to his boys. His chest was puffed out and a smug expression was on his face.
“This is my lady, boys. I told you she was pretty.”
Sonny was the first to greet her. His tall form sauntered over like a cat. His dark eyes filled with mischief when he bent down to press a chaste kiss to the back of her hand that made her whole body shiver.
“It’s nice to know this twerp has good taste.” Vinnie scoffed at his handsome brother’s insult.
“Get the fuck outta here.” Vinnie gave him a little shove, his dark eyes narrowed at his brother. “Don’t listen to this cake-eater, sweetheart. He’s full of empty words that all the broads love.”
“Is he?” She asked in a soft tone, her lashes fluttered up at Vinnie. Vinnie was hooked, line and sinker.
“Think I don’t know my own brother? This guy would charm the pants off anything he can.” Vinnie jabbed his finger into Sonny’s chest. “This wise guy probably thinks he could steal you away but I won’t let him. You’re my girl.”
(Your name) just smiled as Vinnie lead her away from Sonny. But she couldn’t get rid of the way Sonny’s dark gaze made her feel like helpless prey spotted by a wolf. She gulped and tried to play it cool, but this speakeasy made her uncomfortable.
Even as the live jazz music continued on and Vinnie pulled her into an intimate slow dance, (your name) felt like she was trapped in a den of wolves. If only she knew she really was tangled in a mess she should have avoided like the plague.
Your husband finally gives you a reason to be mad at him. Or maybe, you decide to find one.
Pairing - Mafia husband Jungkook x wife reader
Genre - 18+, married au, fluff, smut, MDNI
Warnings - mafia dynamics, gunplay(?), explicit sexual content - dom jungkook x switch reader, unprotected sex, fingering, mild choking, dirty talk, kissing, marking, possessive/rough sex, teasing, overstimulation, man handling
Oneshot - 2.1k words
a/n - I knowwe it's been longg and late as well.. nevertheless merry christmas to whoever celebrates and a happyy new yr!! and, I swear I was planning on a soft romance no idea how I ended up with thiS 🤥
Masterlist kofi
It’s Christmas eve and this year you’ve planned a quiet night with just blankets, food and some cheesy holiday movie with Jungkook till midnight.
But his phone vibrates once and you watch the way his jaw tightens. That lethal shadow the underworld bows to flickers across his features for just a second before he schools it back into the devoted husband you know.
And that is how you find yourself near the door right now, fingers curled around his jacket. “Baby,” his thumbs brushing under your cheek. “I’ll be quick. Half an hour, tops. I promise.”
You tilt your head, unconvinced.
A corner of his mouth lifts. He leans down, presses a kiss to your forehead, then your cheek, then your lips. One turns into many.
“I promise,” he says against your mouth. “You won’t even know I’m gone.”
You sigh, the sound betraying you. Two years of marriage and he still knows exactly how to undo you with kisses and the look in his eyes that says his entire world begins and ends right here.
“Christmas Eve,” you murmur, more pout than protest.
“Which is why I’ll be back before you miss me.”
You give in, because Jeon Jungkook keeps his promises. Because the man feared by half the city has never once broken a word to you.
The door closes softly behind him.
At first, you just stand there, listening to the echo of his absence.
This man has never given you a reason to complain.
well.
That doesn’t mean you can’t make one.
You move around the house lighting a few extra candles, dim the lights until the room glows warm and golden.
By the time you hear the door unlock, you’re smiling into your glass.
He finds you in the kitchen, watching as you pour the wine, eyes drinking you in silently.
You feel his presence filling the space behind you. Strong arms wrap around your waist, pulling you back into a chest that still smells faintly of cold air and gunpowder and him. “Hi.”
You don’t answer. Just take a slow sip of wine. He nuzzles your neck, inhaling deeply. You slip out of his arms and walk to the couch. Jungkook watches you, a faint frown pulling at his brows. He slips out of his jacket, following you.
“Gonna play that movie you were talking about, right?”
You set the glass on the table. Jungkook’s gaze lingers on you. Did he do something?
“Baby-”
You turn, pressing your finger to his lips.
“Shh.”
His eyes darken as you curl your fingers into his shirt, tugging to guide him. He lets you, sinking down onto the couch as you push gently at his chest. You grip the hem of your sweater and pull it over your head.
Jungkook exhales under his breath, a low curse murmured like a prayer as his gaze drags over the deep wine lace clinging to your body. His hands lift instinctively reaching to you.
“No,” you catch his wrist pushing it away. “You’re not allowed to touch me, Jeon.”
One of his brow arches, eyes locked on yours, equal parts impressed and intrigued.
“Oh?” he murmurs.
You climb onto his lap, knees bracketing his hips. One hand rests at his stomach before trailing upward, feeling the hard ridges of muscle tense beneath the shirt, until your fingers curl loosely around his throat.
“You left your wife alone on Christmas eve,” you whisper, lips brushing the shell of his ear.
His hands remain at his sides.
“And I’m apologising for that to my wife.”
The words vibrate against your palm resting at his throat.
He sees through your attempt, knows how flimsy the accusation is. You can feel him trying not to smile, trying to take your fake anger seriously but the adoration in his eyes gives him away. He loves this. Loves every version of you, especially the one bold enough to challenge him in your own home.
You bring your mouth a breath away from his, so close he can taste the wine on your lips, “Your apology won’t work tonight.”
His head tilts forward on instinct, chasing. And you pull back to deny him. A low, frustrated groan rumbles in his chest.
Smiling inside, you lean in and press open-mouthed kisses along the sharp line of his jaw, down the column of his throat. Soft bites, soothing licks. He tips his head back immediately, giving you everything. Throat bared, muscles flexing under your lips, a quiet growl escaping when you suck a mark just below his collar.
Your thigh brushes something hard in his pocket. Your hand slides down, fingers slipping into his jeans pocket to pull the sleek black pistol free.
Jungkook’s eyes open fully. You stand, stepping back to level the weapon at him. The visual alone punches the air from his lungs. His gaze darkens impossibly as he takes you in lace-clad, flushed, holding his own gun on him with a wicked little smile. He swears his dick twitches so sharp at the sight.
He spreads his thighs wider, leaning back into the couch, one arm draped along the backrest like a king sprawled on his fucking throne. The movement makes the bulge in his jeans even more obscene, but his posture stays arrogantly relaxed, daring you to keep going.
“Tell me,” you speak, tilting the barrel under his chin, forcing his head up. “Are you going to make your wife mad again?”
“Never.”
You hum, pressing the gun lightly against his skin. “Take off your shirt.”
A dark desire flashes across his face. Could you get any fucking hotter. His wife, commanding him with his own weapon. His fingers work the buttons open, fabric parting to reveal inked skin over hard defined muscles, and the deep v disappearing into his waistband.
You blame it on the wine as you place one foot against his thigh and let it slide upward until the heel nudges the thick ridge of his cock. He inhales sharply, eyes dropping to the wet spot on your lace panties, nostrils flaring.
Oh he's already thought of so many ways he plans to ruin you. He drinks you in like a man starved, the tremble in your thighs you’re trying to hide, the way you hover just out of reach pretending you’re still in control when you’re already dripping for him.
“Can I touch you, my love?”
You could keep up with the act longer, but fuck you want nothing more than your husband's touch right now. “Yes-”
He moves like lightning. One second you stand, the next you’re pinned beneath him on the couch, his solid weight pressing you into the cushions. The gun clatters harmlessly to the rug.
“Done with your little game, are we?” he murmurs dangerously against your mouth, laced with dark amusement. You claw at his back, nails dragging over ink and muscle, legs wrapping around his waist to grind against the hard length trapped in his jeans.
He claims you hard with his mouth, teeth scraping your bottom lip, tongue stroking deep, stealing your air.
“Brat,” his word drips possession. “You want to play dangerous? Fine. But you don’t get to tease me and walk away untouched.”
His free hand drags down your body, rough palm over lace-covered breasts, pinching a nipple hard enough to make you gasp, then lower, ripping what remains of your panties clean off. Cool air hits your soaked core and you arch, but he presses you back down.
“Look at you,” he growls, two fingers sliding through your slick folds without entering, just spreading you open for his gaze. “Soaked the second you picked up that gun. You like being in control, baby? Or do you just like knowing it makes me fucking feral?”
You whimper, trying to rock into his hand. He pulls away completely.
“Answer me.”
“Both,” you breathe, voice trembling.
A dark chuckle rumbles in his chest.
He pushes three fingers deep inside you- stretching you wide, curling hard against that spot that makes your vision blur. His thumb presses your clit in tight, ruthless circles.
“Jungkook—fuck-”
“That’s it,” he rasps, leaning down to bite your neck, sucking a bruise into your skin. “Say my name again. Louder.”
You do, broken and desperate as he fucks you with his fingers, the wet sounds obscene in the quiet room. You cry out, back bowing.
“Come,” he orders, dark and absolute. “Come on my fingers like the greedy little wife you are.”
You shatter, walls pulsing around him as pleasure tears through you. He doesn’t stop, dragging it out until you shake, oversensitive and gasping.
Only then does he pull his hand free, bringing his glistening fingers to your lips. “Open.”
You do, sucking them clean while he watches, jaw tight.
He shoves his pants down roughly, cursing under his breath. His cock springs free, flushed and already leaking. He grips your thighs, spreading you wide.
“Eyes on me,” he commands.
You meet his intense gaze, possessive, full of everything he never says out loud but shows you every day. He drags the head through your folds once, twice, coating himself, teasing your entrance. “Tell me who you belong to.”
“You,” you whisper immediately. “Always you.”
“Louder.”
“You, Jungkook. Only you.”
Satisfied, he thrusts in with one deep, punishing stroke. You gasp sharply which he swallows with a brutal kiss.
“Fuck, taking me so well,” he groans against your mouth. “Every time. Just for me.”
He sets a relentless pace, the couch creaking under the force. One hand grips your hip, fingers digging in hard enough to bruise, the other tangles in your hair, pulling your head back so he can mark your throat again.
“Mine,” he rasps against your skin. “All fucking mine.”
You clench around him deliberately, and he groans, pace faltering for a second before he drives into you harder, faster. He hooks one of your legs over his shoulder, opening you deeper, and you see stars.
“Been waiting to fuck you dumb ever since I saw you holding my fucking gun,” he rasps against your ear, voice filthy raw. “Nearly came right at the sight. My pretty wife looked like sin with my weapon in her hands.”
He shifts angles, driving deeper, hitting that spot over and over until your eyes roll back. “Gonna come on my cock now, aren’t you? Going to milk me dry while I fill my wife up.”
His thumb finds your clit again, rubbing fast and rough. You come hard with a sharp cry, clenching around him so tight he curses long, pace stuttering. “Fuck, baby-” He slams in once, twice more, then buries himself deep, spilling hot inside you with a guttural groan.
The only sounds are your ragged breathing and the soft music drifting through the room.
He drops his forehead to yours, thumb stroking your cheek, wiping away the spilled tears. “You okay?”
You nod, still trembling. “More than okay.”
“Best Christmas ever,” he whispers rough against your skin.
You laugh breathless. “You say that every year.”
“Because it’s true every year.” He finally pulls out and you both hiss at the loss. A rush of warmth follows, and he glances down with a satisfied hum. “Look at the mess you made me make.”
Heat floods your cheeks, while he's already grabbing his discarded shirt to clean you gently, pressing kisses to your thighs, your stomach, anywhere he can reach.
Jungkook pulls you into his lap. “Still want that movie?”
“Only if you make me chocolate truffles and feed me later.”
“Demanding little thing tonight.”
“You created this monster.”
“Gladly.”
You shift back tucked against his chest, legs tangled, blanket cocooning you.
A little through the movie, his fingers start tracing lazy circles on your bare back while you trace one of his tattoos idly out of habit.
You feel him hardening again beneath. “Already?”
He exhales a low chuckle. “You’re naked in my lap. What do you expect?”
You rock your hips deliberately.
“Keep that up and we’re not making it to the end credits.”
You do it again.
And the movie was forgotten in seconds.
The second round is equally intense, lights painting gold across your bodies while he murmurs filthy praise and promises into your ear until you’re shaking again.
By the third, you’re on top, riding him languid and greedy, his hands guiding your hips, head thrown back as he watches you take everything you want. Pleasure cresting again and again, until you’re boneless, breathless, wrapped tight in his arms under the afterglow.
summary: a simple conversation between you and Michael turns into a life-changing moment that marks the beginning of your future together
notes: part one of the jackson
“sugar bear…” you scoffed and turned your head, refusing to look at him “again with the nicknames michael i’m grown woman” you muttered, folding your arms across your chest
he chuckled quietly “y/n” “what” “y/n…look at me please”
there was something in his voice that made you pause and with another dramatic sigh, you finally turned around, your eyes immediately dropped to the floor…Michael was on one knee
a black velvet box rested in his hand. when he opened it, a large eight carat diamond caught the light, scattering tiny reflections across the room
you simply rolled your eyes and held out your left hand
he smiled and slid the ring onto your finger, once it was in place, he lifted your hand to his lips and pressed a soft kiss against your knuckles before standing up all the way
this wasn’t exactly a surprise, you and Michael had only known each other for three years and had been together for one, but marriage had always felt less like a question and more like an inevitability.…especially withe the stuff you had seen in his line of “work”
loving Michael meant loving the man and accepting the dangerous world that came with him … including his family
Warnings: smut, fluff, angst, poly ateez, violence and weapons, mafia ateez, organized crime, parental death and grieving process, bullying, possessive and controlling behavior,
Summary: When Y/n Ricci is forced to marry Kim Hongjoong—leader of the notorious ATEEZ organization and one of eight men who cruelly abandoned her seven years ago—she finds herself trapped in their heavily guarded compound with the ghosts of her past. As she navigates the dangerous world of mafia politics and her own wounded heart, Y/n discovers that all eight powerful, irresistible men still harbor deep feelings for her, suggesting an unconventional solution to their shared dilemma. But before she can consider forgiving them, let alone loving them again, she must uncover the dark secret that tore them apart—a truth that could either heal their fractured bonds or destroy them all completely.
You were raised behind locked doors, hidden from a world that was never supposed to know your name. But secrets have a way of finding the wrong people, and when Jeon Jungkook does, your freedom comes with a ring... and a war.
Pairing : mafia! JK x f.reader
Genre : mafia au, political marriage, secret heir, syndicate, dark romance, secrets, drama, angst, eventual smut, dark themes, drugs, underworld syndicate.
Taglist : @nayutalvr @jungkookgoodlookin @zaf3ira @celest-pluto @prxdajeon @firstdivisiongirl @jksusawife @tremendousstarlighttragedy @mar-lo-pap @pomichodai-jk-bts-apobangpo @rainandmatcha @foreveramy7 @broimfineasf @baewogo
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You stirred under the thick duvet, your mind foggy until the quiet sound of soft rustling caught your attention.
Hesitantly, you peeked out from under the edge of the blanket. Standing near the full-length vanity mirror was Jungkook. He was already fully dressed in a crisp black shirt and sharp trousers, his broad back turned to you as his long, tattooed fingers skillfully adjusted his silk tie. Through the mirror, his pitch-black eyes were locked directly onto your face, watching you wake up.
The memories of last night instantly hit you.
With a sharp gasp and a face burning bright crimson, you yanked the blanket back over your head, burying yourself completely into the darkness of the mattress. Every tiny movement made a dull ache radiate through your lower half—your ass was sore and burning.
A moment of silence hung in the room. the sound of his footsteps clicked against the floor, coming straight toward the bed.
The mattress dipped heavily beside your hip. Your eyes went wide under the blanket.
Before you could scramble away, Jungkook reached out and smoothly pulled the duvet off your head. The cool morning air hit your flushed face. His warm fingers gently brushed a few stray strands of messy hair off your forehead, his touch surprisingly soft.
"Turn over," he murmured, his voice low and raspy with morning depth.
You looked up at him in utter confusion, clutching the sheets tightly against your collarbone.
"Y/N," he repeated, his pitch-black eyes softening just a fraction as he looked down at your embarrassed face. "Turn over."
His voice wasn't harsh or demanding like it had been during your punishment. It was quiet, steady, and unexpectedly gentle—yet it carried that natural authority that made it impossible for you to refuse.
Your cheeks burned a vivid crimson as the memories of last night flashed back into your mind—the intensity in his dark eyes, the sound of the running shower, and the way he had relentlessly watched you while jerking himself off. Biting your bottom lip to swallow a squeal, you slowly turned over onto your stomach as he asked.
Your head snapped up immediately, wide-eyed, as his large hand reached down to gently slide your panties past your thighs. Before panic could set in, Jungkook reached for a small tube of soothing ointment from the nightstand.
He squeezed a cool dab onto his fingers and slowly began applying it over your sore skin. The sudden cold touch against your burning marks made you let out a long sigh of relief.
A smirk tugged at the corner of his lips as his fingers spread the cream, soothing the deep red handprints he had left behind.
You clutched the silk sheets tightly, completely mesmerized by how surprisingly gentle he was being. His long fingers traced the tender curves of your skin with agonizing slowness. A helpless moan slipped from your lips as his fingertips dragged lightly down toward the sensitive rim of your ass cheeks, touching you in places no one else had ever did. he pressed his thumb in between your ass cheeks, applying pressure as he circled your rim.
Your eyelids fluttered shut.
Jungkook didn't miss the subtle shift—the way you instinctively arched into his touch, your whole body softening and surrendering to him without a fight.
"Like it?" he whispered, his deep voice humming in the quiet room.
You nodded eagerly, opening your eyes to look back at him over your shoulder. A faint softness touched his features as he continued to rub the ointment back on your ass. He teased slowly by dragging his fingers down your ass to your rim and then dragging it back all the way up.
Every time his fingers grazed your rim, you let out a sigh and arch your back into the bed and lift your ass towards him as invitation.
"Remember this punishment the next time you decide to talk behind my back," he murmured softly.
A wicked thought bloomed deep inside your chest.
You wanted to do it again.
The sheer thrill of being manhandled by him, driving him so hard with desire that he lost his composure, only for him to tend to you like this afterward... You wanted to push his buttons over and over just to feel this again.
His index finger trailed a slow, agonizing path down ass rim, sliding lower and lower toward your pussy. Your hips instinctively lifted into the air, a shaky breathless whine escaping your throat as his knuckle lightly brushed against the warm slickness pooling down your pussy. His fingers rubbed against your wet folds, spreading the wetness around your nub and watched how your body arched at every touch of his. But just as your breath hitched in anticipation, he dragged his hand back up, lightly teasing the rim of your center once before pulling his hand away completely.
The abrupt loss of his touch made a loud and needy whine erupt from your chest.
Jungkook chuckled softly, wiping his fingers on a tissue. "So impatient, aren't we, Mrs. Jeon?"
He pulled back and stood up to his full intimidating height.
You tilted your head up to take him in. Dressed in his sharp, charcoal suit, he looked every bit like the dangerous monster the world feared—a monster that was somehow yours, a man who derived his immense power from the very ring on your finger.
Ignoring the trembling weakness in your legs, you slowly slid off the bed and walked straight up to him. Reaching up with steady hands, you unraveled his tie, silently correcting the knot that was slightly askew.
Jungkook’s pitch-black eyes burned down into yours, completely captivated by the quiet intimacy of the gesture, the effortless way your soft fingers worked over his collar.
Without a word, his large hands shot out and gripped your hips, hauling you forward until your body was slammed flush against his hard torso. You gasped softly at the sudden impact. Leaning down, he buried his face in the crook of your neck, taking a deep inhale of your sweet vanilla scent.
Your stomach flipped. It was obvious now, your scent anchored him, it made his chaotic senses calm down.
Finishing the knot, your hands slowly slid down the solid planes of his chest, lingering over his heartbeat. Jungkook looked down at you, his dark eyes completely lost in yours. He tilted his head, leaning in with open desire to claim your lips.
You instinctively tilted your head up to receive him, but instead of taking your mouth, he paused, a tender smile breaking across his face as he planted a lingering kiss on your flushed cheek instead.
He stepped back and smiled at how you were blushing.
You stared at him, breathless.
You had never seen him smile like that before—so genuine, warm, and breathtakingly handsome that it made your heart stutter in your chest. by a single smile of his, an overwhelming thought echoed in your mind,
you were going to do whatever it took to make him smile like that again.
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After Jungkook left for work, you walked downstairs, your steps lighter than they had been in weeks. A persistent blush lingered on your cheeks.
Taking the hot tray of tea from a hesitant maid in the hallway, you gave her a reassuring smile and made your way toward the quiet wing of the estate. You were determined to try again with Madam Jeon.
As you stepped into the high-ceilinged drawing room, you found his grandmother standing motionless in front of a massive, gold-framed portrait. The painting depicted a sharp, regal man with Jungkook’s very same piercing dark eyes, standing proudly beside a beautiful, gentle-looking woman. His parents.
You hesitated, walking up to stand a polite distance beside her.
Madam Jeon didn't turn to look at you. Her posture was rigid, her face set in a stern line as she stared at the canvas.
"Do you know it's been fifteen years since Jungkook smiled on his birthday?"
Her voice shattered the silence, catching you completely off guard. You snapped your head over to look at her in shock and confusion.
"After the death of his parents, he never once smiled," she continued softly, though her tone remained cold and measured. "Least of all on his birthday. And today, I saw him smiling as he walked out of this house. After fifteen long years... he smiled."
Today was his birthday?
Your eyes widened, a sharp pang hitting your chest. "It's... it's his birthday today?"
Madam Jeon finally turned her head, her aging eyes locking onto yours. "He is greedy for power," she said, pointing a trembling finger toward the portrait of her son. "He is restoring the very syndicate his father built. He is sitting on the exact same seat his father died in, hunting down the people who murdered him!"
She paused to take a breath as her eyes burned into yours.
"Just like his father—whose blind ambition led both himself and his wife to an early grave—Jungkook is walking down the exact same path," she rasped.
Your hands trembled. The delicate porcelain teacup on the wooden tray rattled.
"I thought I would lose him to this ridiculous quest for power too, but..." Madam Jeon trailed off, her eyes searching your confused pale face. "His mother died because of his father's world. And his father died because of that bloody seat. What if that is your future, too? To die beside him in the crossfire? What will you do then?"
Your eyes watered slightly. An ache tightened around your heart as her words sank in.
Fifteen years. How much pain, blood, and cold isolation must he have carried on his broad shoulders to go fifteen whole years without a single real smile?
A protective warmth flared deep inside your chest, drowning out every bit of fear you had left.
"I will die by his side if I must."
The words escaped your lips before your brain could even process them. But as the quiet statement echoed through the room, you didn't regret a single syllable.
You met Madam Jeon’s stunned gaze with unwavering determination, your hands steadying around the heavy tray.
"Grandmother, I will die with him if I have to," you repeated, your voice ringing clear and strong. "But for as long as we both breathe, I promise you... I will keep him happy.”
Madam Jeon stared at you in absolute silence, her sharp, weathered eyes searching your face for any sign of hesitation, fear, or deceit. But there was none. Your chin was lifted, your posture straight, and your eyes burned with an unwavering light.
For the first time since you had crossed the threshold of the Jeon estate, the bitter and icy line of her mouth softened—just a fraction.
Slowly, she reached out with a trembling, ring-adorned hand and gently touched your wrist.
"You fool," she murmured softly, though the bite in her voice had completely vanished. "You sound just like his mother. She said those exact same words to me twenty years ago." She let out a ragged exhale, looking back up at the grand portrait. "And look where it got her."
"I am not his mother, Grandmother," you said quietly, your tone respectful yet unyielding. "And Jungkook is not his father. He won't let history repeat itself.”
You turned and left the room with a silent ache forming in your chest.
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Before heading down for dinner, you realized something was missing. You wanted to give him something tangible—something he could wear every day to remember that he had a home to come back to.
Leaving the estate with one guard, you headed to the mall in the city. After browsing through several luxury shops, you finally found the perfect gift. A luxury watch paired with a rich silk tie that matched his suits. Satisfied, you took the items to the counter to pay.
As the cashier began ringing up your purchases, a commotion at the counter next to yours caught your attention.
"I'm sorry, sir, but the transaction was declined again," the shop owner said, looking at the young man with a polite expression. "Do you have another card?"
"That's impossible, try it one more time please," a familiar voice pleaded. The man was nervously running a hand through his hair, his shoulders tense as he panicked over his wallet.
Your eyes widened slightly as you recognized him. "Jimin?"
He snapped his head toward you, his tense expression instantly melting into absolute shock. "Y/N? What are you doing here?"
"Shopping," you smiled warmly, stepping up to his counter before he could scramble to find cash. You pulled out your own black card and handed it directly to the cashier. "Put his items on my bill as well, please."
"Wait, Y/N, no—you don't have to do that!" Jimin protested quickly, his cheeks flushing with embarrassment as he tried to stop the clerk. "It's fine, I can just come back later!"
"Consider it as a favour or token of our friendship," you giggled softly, taking the receipt and the shopping bags from the clerk. "Besides, what are friends for?"
Jimin stood there for a second, completely stunned, before a genuine smile broke across his face, his eyes crinkling into those familiar crescents.
"I really don't know what I did to deserve meeting someone like you in this city," Jimin murmured softly, shaking his head as he accepted his bag from you. His gaze glided down to the luxury watch box tucked into your shopping bag. "That looks expensive. Buying a gift for your husband?"
"Yeah," you confessed, a faint blush warming your cheeks as you held the bag a little closer to your chest. "It's his birthday today.”
Jimin’s eyes widened in genuine surprise, a small gasp escaping his lips. "It's my birthday too!"
"Really?!" Your eyes widened with delight. "Then what are you doing wandering around a mall alone instead of celebrating?"
Jimin let out a quiet, self-deprecating laugh, raising his shopping bag as you both began walking out toward the main atrium. "Buying myself a gift, of course. I usually buy myself something nice every year. It’s become a bit of a tradition."
"Oh! Then consider that item my birthday gift to you!" you chimed, a bright, bubbly smile lighting up your face. "And oh no, we need to celebrate it properly! As your friend, I'm not letting you off the hook."
Jimin looked at you, a soft, genuine warmth blooming deep in his chest. "You really don't have to do that, Y/N."
"I definitely have to!" you insisted playfully. "Though... today I already have big plans for my husband. So, how about I take you out to celebrate your birthday tomorrow instead?"
"You really don't—"
You instantly held up your palm, shooting him a strict, playful look that made him raise his hands in defeat.
"Okay, okay! My friend, I surrender," he chuckled, shaking his head fondly. He glanced around the bustling floor of the mall. "Well... is your husband here with you? I’d actually love to meet him. I want to tell him face-to-face just how lucky he is."
You chuckled softly, shaking your head. "Oh no, he’s always ridiculously busy with work. I think he had to head down to Busan early this morning for some urgent meeting by the ports."
Jimin frowned slightly, his brows knitting together in sympathy. "He needs to learn to enjoy his birthday. That sounds exhausting."
"He really does," you nodded softly, your smile turning gentle and tender. "He hasn't celebrated a single birthday since his parents passed away... That's why I'm so determined to make today unforgettable for him."
Jimin’s cheerful expression faltered for a split second, a strange, unreadable shadow flickering across his eyes before he quickly forced another warm smile onto his face. "All the best with that. He's a lucky guy."
"Hey, wait!" You quickly pulled out your phone, tapping on the screen before handing it to him. "Let's meet tomorrow and celebrate your birthday properly. Type your number in here!”
Jimin typed his number into your phone with a soft smile, handing it back to you. "Text me the time tomorrow, Y/N. Drive home safely."
"I will! See you tomorrow, Jimin!" you called out, waving cheerfully before heading toward the waiting black SUV outside.
The drive back to the Jeon estate was pure excitement. All you could think about was the look on Jungkook’s face when he saw what you had prepared for him.
Once home, you skipped upstairs to change into the emerald silk dress, applied a dash of perfume and immediately got to work setting up the ultimate surprise. You decided against the formal dining room—it felt too grand, too cold. Instead, you took everything out to the back garden.
The garden looked like something straight out of a fairy tale. Soft string lights were woven through the creeping vines of the gazebo, casting a golden glow over the lush green grass. A small glass table stood in the center, adorned with a gorgeous bouquet of black and crimson roses, the sleek luxury watch box, the silk tie, and a delicate, homemade chocolate cake with a single glowing candle in the center.
Max scrambled around your ankles, his tail wagging furiously as he chased fireflies in the grass, his little paws pattering against the stone pathway.
Taking a deep breath to steady your fluttering heart, you pulled out your phone and typed a quick message to your husband.
You : Come to the back garden when you get home. Please.
You set the phone down on the table, smoothing out the folds of your dress as you waited.
The glass doors of the patio slid open.
Jungkook stepped into the back garden, his broad frame framed by the golden light of the string lights. He had his suit jacket slung over his arm, his tie already pulled loose, looking thoroughly worn out.
He froze the moment his eyes took in the scene.
The glowing candles, the red roses, the little present boxes and Max happily trotting around the grass, it all hit him at once. His dark eyes widened in absolute shock, his usual unreadable expression completely shattering.
You stepped out from behind the decorated table, holding the delicate chocolate cake with its single flicker of candlelight. You looked utterly radiant, wearing a soft, cute pastel-pink frock with a dainty bow tucked into your styled hair.
"Happy Birthday!" you called out, your face lit up with the brightest, most genuine smile.
Jungkook just stood there, paralyzed, his dark eyes fixed entirely on you. A faintly amused twitch tugged at the corner of his lips as he tried to process the surreal view before him.
"How... how do you know?" he whispered, his deep voice carrying a trace of raw disbelief.
"I'm sorry I didn't wish you this morning," you muttered, a tiny pout forming on your lips as you held the cake steady.
Jungkook swallowed hard, taking a slow step toward you. "I don't celebrate birthdays, Y/N. You really don't have to—"
"I have to!" you cut him off, your tone fiercely determined as you took a confident step forward, bringing the cake right in front of his broad chest. "Because I am your wife. And that means I am your family now, whether you like it or not. You're not alone anymore, Jungkook."
His heart violently slammed against his ribs at your words. His chest twisted with ache. It had been fifteen long years since anyone had ever spoken to him like that. For the first time since the night his world was bathed in his parents' blood, a strange, overwhelming feeling settled into his soul—the beautiful realization that he finally had someone to come home to. Someone to rely on.
A shaky breath escaped his lips.
"Come on, make a wish!" you chimed, your twinkling eyes practically bouncing with excitement, making him let out a low breathless chuckle.
"A wish?" he repeated, brow raising slightly.
"Yes! Make a wish! Something you really want!"
He smiled softly at your childish enthusiasm. It was so innocent, so pure—it painfully reminded him of his mother back when he was just a little boy.
"My hands are hurting, Jungkook!" you whined, shifting your weight as the cake plate began to feel heavy.
Jungkook lingered, looking down at the flickering flame. "What happens when one makes a wish?"
You let out a dramatic sigh, rolling your eyes fondly. "Mrs. Han, the sweet lady who raised me back at my parents' house, always taught me this! Making a wish before blowing out the candle is the most important part! Ah, come on, my arms are going to fall off!"
Down on the grass, Max let out a sharp, happy woof as if agreeing with you.
Jungkook looked at the little dog, then back at your eager, glowing face. He couldn't believe he was actually about to do this. The concept of making a birthday wish sounded completely absurd and childish to a man who ruled an underworld empire with blood and guns.
Yet, looking into your twinkling eyes, he couldn't help himself.
Slowly, the head of the syndicate closed his dark eyes.
He didn't wish for power. He didn't wish for revenge or money or more territory. He made a quiet selfish wish deep in his possessive heart, he wished that you would stay by his side, no matter what horrors the world threw at them. Even if hell came for them, even after death, he wished you would belong to him forever.
Opening his eyes, he leaned down and softly blew out the single, glowing candle.
Mafia au!pazzi. Strippers, political marriages & lesbians making catastrophically bad decisions. Men & Minors dni.
WC: 9.5k for Chapter 1
Synopsis: Paige Maddelena Buccheri Luciana has spent her entire life doing the ugliest work for one of Miami’s most powerful criminal families. Now they expect her to marry Caitlin Clarke Silver, the governor’s painfully boring daughter, to secure an alliance Paige couldn’t give a flying fuck about. On the night of their engagement, she discovers Angelita “Azzi” Furioso, a nightclub dancer fighting to keep her sister’s kids fed without being buried alive by student debt.
When Paige decides she wants Azzi as her mistress, she offers her everything Azzi has spent years trying to build on her own: enough money to bury the debt, a home, and the promise that neither she nor the kids will ever have to struggle again. It should be impossible to refuse. But Azzi grew up around the lifestyle. She knows better than to mistake generosity for safety, and one kiss with Paige is enough to realize she’s the kind of fire that will only leave her burned.
Azzi knows the rules when it comes to made women: take their money, keep your distance, and always leave your heart out of it. The problem is that Paige has never been good at accepting what she cannot have. Once she decides she wants the dancer, discretion, duty, and the future everyone else has planned for her become kindling on the pyre she’s building in her goddess’s name.
Azzi Furioso will be hers.
Non sia fatta la volontà di Dio, ma la mia.
Not God's will be done, but mine.
CW: organized crime, mafia politics, evil geno auriemma, arranged marriage, political manipulation, cheating, surveillance, emotional abuse, coercive control, arson, attempted murder, kidnapping, graphic violence, revenge, betrayal, family dysfunction, catastrophic fire, homophobia, car theft, money laundering, lying by omission, mutual pining, jealousy, yearning, emotional repression, "we can have sex but we absolutely cannot fall in love," communication issues, blondezzi, azzi is a stripper, religious imagery/phrases, sexual content, dompaige, subazzi, daddy kink, breeding kink, strap referred to as dick, somnophilia, overstimulation, public sex, at any point in time a WNBA player you love may kill someone or be killed, Adam Silva, Cathy Englebert, Caitlin Clark, and Sophie Cunningham as the primary villains (though somehow no more evil than they are irl), Caitlin Clark and Paige Buecker's arranged marriage but don’t be scared, liberal em dash usage because I like them and chat gpt can suck my dick
With the exception of those athletes who are transphobic/homophobic/racist pos - none of these characters' moral depravity reflects the morals of the people whose names they share.
Notes: This story is a rewrite/is inspired by The Grand Trilogy by writer Caranofiction, a Twilight mafia au, but reimagined as a contemporary pazzi sapphic crime au. The original piece is set in the 1980s in Las Vegas and for those who want to read it please be warned that it does involve sexism, racism, homophobia, violence, death, and more. My story will not reflect those same themes (in the sense that in the original characters made comments that I guess were meant to reflect the attitudes of the time period, my story is set in our current time, characters are homophobic but the main characters as in Paige and Azzi and their friends are not.
This is also my first time writing anything Pazzi fanfiction or fanfiction in general, I don't have a beta-reader or an editor or anything, and I’m still learning how to properly tag/describe my work so please have some grace with me, and feedback is always appreciated!
There is no smut in this opening chapter, originally it ended with a smut scene, but I felt it was getting too long, so it's been pushed to chapter 2.
Translations for any Italian used are at the end (I don't speak Italian, real Italian-heads/Italian-stans don't stone me if it's ass, I love the season of Jersey Shore where they go to Italy!!!)
Thank you for reading :)
Chapter 1: The Engagement, Paige's POV
An entire acre of waterfront lawn is covered in white flowers, each bloom a gaudy display of obscene wealth which attendants buzz around with spritz bottles in a vain attempt to keep the impractical arrangements from wilting in the heat of Miami in July.
“Shit’s gonna die anyway,” I mutter, leaning over the railing and closing my eyes in defeat.
“Chista è a zita.”
I knock back the rest of my champagne, then pitch the empty flute over the balcony. It shatters on the veranda below, glass flying across the terracotta into the manicured grass. The bright crack draws a strangled squeak from a woman I’m assuming is some politician’s controversially young wife.
“Paige Maddelena Buccheri Luciana, getting married is no fucking excuse to throw a goddamn tantrum and make more work for the people keeping your tacky-ass engagement party afloat.”
I groan, drop my chin to my chest, and drag my head around toward that irritating, grating voice with exaggerated reluctance, letting my dome hang off one shoulder as though holding it upright is too much to ask.
Nika is practically vibrating with irritation and visibly unimpressed, with one hand still lifted from assaulting me. She has Ma’s deeper coloring and thick brunette hair, styled in glossy curls over the shoulders of a sharply tailored black skirt-suit. Beside her, to my pleasant surprise, my baby sister Kate holds out two flutes brimming with more champagne. The sight of it puts a little life back into me.
Kate and I share the same fair coloring, long faces, and sharp noses, though her blonde hair falls straight past her shoulders, sleek despite the humidity already raising hell with mine. I left my own hair down tonight, the pale waves falling nearly to the small of my back in long, choppy layers that are already lifting around my face. Our oldest sister, Cameron, is probably whining about the same thing wherever she’s disappeared to with her husband—likely off charming some bureaucrat into investing in their tech startup—since her hair is every bit as disobedient as my own.
For all her perfectly frizzless hair, however, Kate has managed to make a mess of her Prada suit. The forest green jacket hangs crooked from one shoulder, the right cuff is shoved toward her elbow, and the silk blouse beneath it is only partially tucked into her trousers. The sight makes my eyebrow twitch, but I decide against picking a fight with the only sibling responding to my distress with the appropriate amount of alcohol.
I accept her champagne offering and straighten by several grudging degrees.
“Ah! It’s a miracle!” Kate exclaims triumphantly. “She has been revived!”
I grunt and roll my eyes at her optimism. There is no reviving this. The champagne is only keeping my corpse amenable.
Nika folds her arms tightly across her chest. “Can you please stop acting like this is some punishment invented just for you? You may be marrying a woman with the personality of a brick—”
I can’t believe this bitch is sincerely lecturing me for sulking over an engagement to a woman she once accused of getting her turkey-teeth veneers from some part-time med-spa hack high on beta blockers.
“—but at least he’s letting you marry a woman at all.”
Well, that was never up for fucking debate. Severl of my unlucky bi-flexible relatives have let Geno bully them into getting locked down by the lesser sex, but for all that geezer’s countless faults, he has just enough sense not to put a man down on one knee in front of me.
The only thing I have to offer a man in that position is a bullet right between the eyes.
“Love isn’t part of the deal for any of us, Paige,” Nika continues. “Your number came up. That’s it. It’s not personal to him.”
I stretch my lips into the bright, lifeless smile I’ve been wearing for donors all night, every tooth exposed without a trace of warmth behind it.
“Thank you for that fresh perspective Nika. Being reminded me that this antiquated ritual will one day fuck you over too, that lifts my spirits, it really does.”
A little smile breaks through Nika’s pissed-off expression. “Good. Then you’re ready to be on your best behavior when Geno storms up here.”
“Why would Geno storm up here—” Nika points over the balcony, and Kate and I lean out beside her to inspect the damage below. Shit.
“Well, on the bright side, you came really close to hitting the wife of a senator who voted against free school lunch last week.” Kate offers me the second flute of champagne she’s holding.
The senator’s wife stands with one manicured hand pressed to her inflated chest while an attendant collects glittering splinters of glass from the grass around her heels. Geno has taken hold of her elbow and bent close enough to speak privately, his face arranged into soft, paternal concern. When his eyes snap up to mine, though, the indulgent smile disappears. He raises one finger, points directly at me, then toward the staircase leading to the upper terrace.
Stay there.
I lift the fresh champagne in acknowledgment and drain it in one long pull.
“Perfect!” I chuckle, lifting the second empty flute and clinking the rims together in a mock toast. “I wanted a real drink anyway.”
“Paige—”
Before Kate can finish, I flick both glasses backward over my shoulders. Whoopsie!
“Shit!”
One bounces against Kate’s palms before she traps it against her chest. Nika catches the other cleanly by its delicate stem, lifting it in the air like she’s half a second from launching it straight back at me.
Whatever. Hoes mad, I don’t give a fuck. I’m already sauntering through the open French doors and back into the crush of my party.
I push past a local news anchor taking pictures with a skincare influencer, then cut between a washed-up quarterback and the owner of a frozen-yogurt franchise trying to corner a state representative to talk about the existential threat of trans kids in sports. The ballroom is overrun with real-estate developers, charter-school founders, television pastors, and micro-celebrities who donate so they can film TikToks inside Governor Adam Silver’s mansion.
The women float around in liquid silk with smooth, frozen foreheads and the same three noses rotating between them. The men come in varying shades of golf-course orange, stuffed into linen dinner jackets and crocodile loafers. State legislators who spend their weekdays voting against basic human rights crouch in corners to snort coke off their wrinkled fingers, and I swear for a moment I smell the unmistakable aroma of poppers.
Florida’s ruling class. Politically conservative. Cosmetically very liberal.
The room shifts as I move deeper inside, with heads turning and conversations taking a dip before starting up again behind me. Eyes drag down the suit I picked for myself against the advice of Geno’s bitch of a third wife, Cathy.
“Adam doesn't want to draw all the attention to the whole marrying a woman thing,” she’d said, lowering her voice around ‘woman’ like it was a slur. “So we’ll pull your hair into a bun, keep the makeup natural, and kind of butch you up but without going too dyke-y.”
She wanted me in a plain black suit that could disappear behind Caitlin Clark Silver. So naturally I left my hair down and brought rhinestones and cleavage to the party.
A mocha-brown three-piece, every inch drowned in stunning crystal. They pour down the oversized blazer in glittering streams, catching the light whenever I move. I styled it open over a matching vest cut to my sternum with nothing underneath. The trousers hang loose through my hips and thighs before flaring wide over my Prada loafers, giving the whole thing a low-slung, expensive arrogance.
There’s nothing bridal about it, but so fucking what? There’s nothing sincere about this celebration of love and nobody else seems to care. Plus, if everyone gets to stare at me like I’m some kind of pussy-eating zoo animal, I’ll wear the dyke-y shit I like.
The bar comes into view beyond a final wall of sun-spotted shoulders. The bartender spots me and immediately reaches for the Nonino Riserva, pouring my double before I make it across the room. Good man.
I’m so close to feeling the delicious burn of that first sip when an arm hooks through mine and yanks me sideways.
“Oh, maron’!” I throw my head back in absolute misery, still reaching for the bar as it slides out of range. “My grappa!”
“Nice to see you too,” my complete bitch of a cousin Breanna says, her low voice rough with amusement. Her black suit hangs loose on her lanky frame, one hand tucked casually into a pocket while the other keeps my arm pinned against her side. Narrow tinted glasses sit low on her nose, but I can still see the smug little glint in her eyes.
Then Sue slips into my path, walking backward with a wide, catlike grin spread across her face. To anyone watching, this must look like ordinary familial affection rather than Geno’s daughters actively kidnapping me less than ten feet from my liquid salvation.
Ordinarily, Sue and Breanna are two of my favorite family members. Tonight, apparently, they want to make an enemy out of me.
“Let me go to the bar.”
“No.” Sue shakes her head, her bright smile never slipping.
“Non mi restano forse che pochi giorni da donna libera?” I hurl the half-remembered words of Job at the two remorseless women. “Allora lasciatemi in pace. Fatemi godere almeno un momento di serenità prima che me ne vada per non tornare più, nella terra delle tenebre e dell’ombra della morte.”
Of anyone in this godforsaken room, they should understand how I feel.
Sue had been bartered off to Martin Rapinoe, an oil heir with the social instincts of a damp napkin and a talent for losing money. He cheated constantly, obviously, and with women who always seemed desperate to tell the world. Family dinners with him are always an opportunity to witness all the inventive ways a grown ass man can humiliate his wife.
Breanna had gotten marginally luckier, in my opinion, because at least Sabrina isn’t a heterosexual man. That being said, Sabrina is a raging cunt. Her bad attitude is mostly warranted, considering she was forced into the marriage after Geno caught her father on a wiretap begging college football players for their used socks, but watching Bree take the brunt of her resentment gets old.
“Paige, don’t torture those of us who have successfully repressed our Catholic school years by flaunting that freaky photographic memory of yours.” Sue sighs, steering us out of the ballroom and into the foyer.
I shoot her a wicked grin. “Speak for yourself. An all-girls school was hardly torture for a lesbian who never bought into all that ‘God hates fags’ bullshit.” In fact, every time one of my classmates dragged me into an empty stairwell, I felt downright grateful to whatever God had made me.
Breanna snickers against my shoulder. “Yeah, Saint Mary’s wasn’t all bad.”
I thump the back of my hand against her chest. “I’d happily trade a little fire and brimstone for the single night I had with the girls’ volleyball team after they won state.”
A wistful sigh slips out of me as my thoughts drift toward one outside hitter in particular.
Then Breanna flicks me hard in the forehead. It hurts like hell, but my startled, “Ow, bitch—” gets swallowed by Sue’s sharp laugh and the reluctant groan of a massive wooden door being forced open. Bree keeps my arm trapped against her side and marches me through before I can twist free, then throws her weight backward to drag the door shut behind us.
“We got handed fucked-up situations, baby.” She gestures to herself and Sue. “You’re making your shit worse all on your own, haicapid?”
The party music has become a muffled pulse inside the walls. The cold fluorescent lights overhead flicker once, bleaching the color from our clothes and making the three of us look yellow and sickly. We’re crammed into a narrow service hall lined with folded banquet tables, stacked silver catering carts, crates of clean glassware, and a row of sweating champagne buckets waiting to be dragged back into the party.
“If you brought me back here to deliver me to Geno, just know I’m actually in the mood for a fistfight.”
“Can you relax?” Breanna folds one ankle over the other, then lowers her tinted glasses enough to look at me over the frames. Her eyes move slowly over my face. “You seem so tense.”
“Arranged marriage does that to a person.”
“So we’ve heard,” Sue quips, looking me over slowly, taking in the crystals, the bare chest, the aggressive disobedience. Approval curls one corner of her wide grin.
Then she reaches inside her jacket.
My shoulders tense. Sue, the rat bastard, catches it and makes a whole production of digging through her jacket just to fuck with me. Finally, she pulls out a tiny plastic bag pinched between two fingers.
“Oh, you’re my favorite cousin.” I let out a sigh of relief and step toward her. “Have I told you that lately?”
Breanna folds her arms. “You only say that when she has cocaine.”
“Then maybe she should have cocaine more often.”
Sue lifts the bag out of reach when I grab for it. “Nuh-uh, Paigey. Not so fast.”
For a second I’m frozen, all of that brief humor draining from my face. I’m not in a space to be rage-baited by a woman in her fifties. I don’t care what eating off lead-painted plates did to her brain. I will put this bitch through a catering cart.
“Ma che cozz’u fai? You seriously trying to piss me off right now?”
Sue gives the bag one small shake. The powder jumps inside.
“One line. Then vangopp and take the family picture without making Geno stroke out.”
“One line?” I glance between them. “What am I, thirteen? You two gonna put training wheels on my Porsche next?”
“You don’t need more than one,” Breanna says firmly before turning to her sister. “Susannah, don’t even think about giving in to that umbriago little shiteater. She can barely stand up straight as it is.”
“I promise I’m nowhere near drunk enough to stomach this party.”
Sue’s thumb taps once against the little bag. Her patience running thin does not feel like a winning equation for me to get my three lines of sweet, sweet snow.
“Paige. Be reasonable.”
“Two is only one more than one, Sue-Sue.” I speak very slowly, to help my aged cousin keep up with my advanced use of arithmetic.
Breanna pushes away from the door, putting herself close enough to intervene if I decide to climb Sue for it. The catering cart beside her rattles when her hip bumps the handle.
“One,” Sue repeats. She holds the bag level with her shoulder, safely outside my reach. Beneath the fluorescent lights, the powder gathered in the corner looks almost blue.
“Fine.” I lift my hands. “Let’s compromise. One really fat line.”
Sue draws a slow breath through her nose.
The heavy door swings inward behind Breanna. Sue’s hand disappears into her jacket. Breanna turns sharply, blocking the trespasser’s view with her body while I step back from both of them and try to look like we were doing anything other than negotiating my cocaine rations in the service hall.
Cathy stands in the doorway, seafoam silk pulled taut across her visible ribs and sapphire cuffs stacked over both Pilates-thin wrists. Her gaze moves over the folded tables and crates of glassware, pauses on Sue’s hand buried inside her jacket, then settles on me.
“There you are.”
“Unfortunately.”
Her face already has limited range after her latest visit to Dr. Miami, so the smile she forces across her half-frozen lips lands somewhere between gracious hostess and medical malpractice.
“You were asked to wait upstairs.”
I glance around the service hall—the stacked tables, the catering carts, Sue’s hand still buried suspiciously inside her jacket—then look back at Cathy.
“And yet.”
Cathy has spent two years laboring this engagement into existence. Luncheons with the Silver family. Campaign checks. Private dinners where Caitlin somehow lands in the chair beside mine every single time. Scheduling meetings with Adam and Geno to discuss my marriage to Caitlin and our future joint club venture in the same breath. Cathy picked the flowers, approved the menu, corrected the invitations, and probably decided which side of Caitlin I’m supposed to stand on so our photographs poll well with suburban women who dream of being fucked to their first partnered orgasm by a butch lesbian.
Tonight is her masterpiece.
And I’m hiding in a service hall on the verge of snorting three lines of coke from her stepdaughter.
“Adam and Caitlin are waiting with the photographer,” she says.
I jerk my chin toward the ballroom. “Can’t your people edit me in next to my fiancée later? You’re not short on money. Fix it in post.”
“This isn’t funny.”
“And I’m not laughing.”
Cathy draws breath to answer, but stops when Geno appears behind her.
He stands in the doorway without speaking. His gaze passes over Breanna, then Sue, pausing on the hand she still has buried inside her jacket. Sue slowly pulls it free, empty. Nobody moves.
Geno raises both hands at me, his whole face asking what the fuck I think I’m doing. “We got a photographer upstairs waitin’ to take your picture.”
“Yeah, I heard your wife the first time.”
At this point, I’m done caring whether I piss the old man off. I’m pissed too, so I meet his stiff irritation with a smart mouth.
“Then why have I been running around this party looking for your ass?”
Cathy glances past him into the corridor, checking for staff or wandering guests, then reaches for the door. Geno steps inside before she can close it gently and slams the heavy wood behind him. The impact travels through the floor beneath my feet.
“Oh, I can tell you why. Because you’re a spoiled little disgraziat’ who’s suddenly decided she’s bigger than decades of family tradition.”
His voice fills the narrow service hall, too large for the low ceiling and bare walls. Sue shifts closer to him, one hand moving to pull back on his shoulder, but he knocks it away without even glancing in her direction.
“Everybody else shuts their mouth and does their duty. Your mother did. Your cousins did. Your sister did. But you and that smart fucking mouth I was merciful enough not to make Diana beat out of you, somehow got you thinking this family works for you. Haicapid? Am I on to something or what?!”
Heat rushes up my neck and burns beneath my collar. The last thing I’m giving him is a flinch.
Cathy moves away from the door and stations herself near the corner, arms folded tightly beneath her chest. Her eyes keep darting between Geno and the hallway beyond the wall, listening for footsteps.
His palm comes down hard against the bar cart beside him.
Metal scrapes across the tile. The stacked glassware jumps inside its crates, chiming against itself in a frantic outburst. Breanna jerks forward and catches the cart before it can roll into the wall.
“You think tonight is hell?” he shouts. “You won’t survive what I put you through if you fuck this deal up for me.”
He closes the distance between us. The sharp bite of his cologne makes my nose wrinkle, the stale cigar smoke buried underneath irritating my senses.
“You got three siblings, right?”
I stare back at him.
His eyes sharpen. “Oh, now you don’t wanna talk? Now your smart ass got nothing to fucking say? Do you have three fucking siblings or not?”
My mouth has gone dry. I force my tongue loose from the roof of it.
“Yes, sir, I do.”
“Oh, I know.” His voice drops so low I have to lean into his space to hear him. “Of course I fucking know. I’m the one who paid for the goddamn IVF so my carpet-munching sister could have test-tube babies of her own.”
Breanna inhales sharply through her nose. Her grip tightens around the cart’s brass handle until her knuckles pale. Sue reaches for Geno again, this time catching the sleeve of his jacket near the elbow. He tears his arm free.
My stomach twists. Champagne and liquor rise hot into the back of my throat, and I swallow hard against it. Geno sees the first crack in me and holds there, like a shark scenting blood in the water.
He goes for the kill.
“And just as easily as I coughed up those thousands, I can hand a crackhead two fucking bucks and tell him to put a bullet in Kate’s head.”
The hall goes dead quiet.
“Then we’ll see how funny you think it is to fuck around with one of the best deals this family has ever had the chance to close.”
Geno steps back into the doorway and smooths the front of his jacket. “’Iamo.” There is absolutely no room for argument in his voice.
“Family photograph—Now.”
By the time I pull up to the Birdcage, Sue’s seedy little kingdom, a night back at work is sounding pretty fucking good.
It’s just after midnight, and the place is deep into its second wind. Purple light bleeds over the low ceiling, the electric blue booths, the chrome poles, and the bodies packed shoulder to shoulder around each stage. Every breath tastes like cold beer, old cigarette smoke, vanilla body oil, and the sharp lemon disinfectant somebody keeps pouring over the same sticky patch of vinyl flooring.
Calling the Birdcage a strip club is technically accurate in the same way calling Miami a beach town is technically accurate. There are dancers everywhere—onstage, upside down, folding themselves around poles beneath spotlights that catch every fleck of glitter on their skin. Offstage, they slip between tables in rhinestone bikinis and platform heels, balancing champagne buckets against their hips or leaning close to men too distracted or drunk to understand a word they’re saying.
But Sue has never believed in taking one stream of vice when she can divert the whole fucking river.
A glowing sportsbook stretches across the wall beyond the main bar. The kitchen serves steaks, wings, fried seafood, and Sunday gravy until sunrise. Private card rooms run behind an unmarked entrance in the back, where men with more cash than judgment can lose a month’s salary behind closed doors.
A person can come into the Birdcage, eat dinner, bet on a fight, lose ten grand at baccarat, then buy a dance to soothe the sting, all in a single debauched night.
Money flies through the room like confetti, sticking to oiled thighs before fluttering down over the stages.
People start calling our names before we make it ten feet through the door.
Sue gets grabbed first by a broad old paesan’ with a cigar tucked behind one ear and a gold cross buried in his silver chest hair. He kisses both her cheeks, holds her at arm’s length like he hasn’t seen her in decades, then finally lets go so two made men posted near the bar can drag her into another round of clasped hands, back slaps, and murmured questions about point spreads and outstanding markers.
That’s what happens when the underboss owns the building, the book, and a healthy percentage of the people inside both.
Kate disappears into a knot of younger associates who immediately start pressing drinks into her greedy hands.
I’m stopped by Vinny, a family friend who used to let me steer his gorgeous banana-yellow Cadillac around empty parking lots when I was seven. I couldn’t see over the wheel and reach the pedals at the same time, but I memorized every detail of that interior: the cream leather bench seat, the hood stretching toward the horizon, and the way that enormous V8 made the whole car shudder before settling into a low, velvety rumble.
“Ue, guaglio’! Look at you!” He grips the back of my neck and briefly presses his forehead to mine. “Big fucking night for you, pretty boy!”
“Vin, please don’t start.”
His shoulders bounce with a wheezing laugh. Then he fishes his keys from his pocket and jingles them beside my ear.
I catch his wrist. “You brought the Caddy?”
“Of course.”
“My favorite girl?”
He squints at me. “You think I’m made of money or something? How many fucking Cadillacs do you think I own?”
“Did you ever fix that vacuum leak, or are you still pretending the idle’s supposed to hunt like that?”
His whole face lights up. He turns toward the men at his table and gestures at me like they should all appreciate what he has to endure.
“Listen to this one. Got engaged tonight, and she’s worried about my carburetor.”
“Yeah, yeah. Where is she?”
“Side lot. Parked her myself this time.” He jerks his chin toward the entrance. “Took one look at those acne-covered little bastards working valet and kept my keys.”
“Good man.” My attention drifts toward the doors, picturing that endless yellow hood gleaming beneath the security lights. “Should’ve waited and let me park her. Would’ve been the highlight of my night.”
Vinny throws an arm around my shoulders and drags me against his side. “Well I asked for you specifically, but somebody was too busy smooching on her future ball and chain.”
My face pinches. “Maron’, Vin. Don’t make business sound like pleasure.”
His laugh rattles against me as I slip out from under his arm and dap up the men crowded around the table, knocking knuckles and taking the usual abuse about how long it’s been since I came by. One of the bartenders raises the bottle of Nonino Riserva when she spots me, checking whether I want my usual. I point at her and nod.
When I throw the dry liquor back, I take a moment to look around and really acknowledge the ambiance of the place.
The carpet has patterns obviously designed to hide bodily fluids. Half the lights haven’t matched since before the Clinton administration. The women’s bathroom has a broken stall door Sue keeps swearing she’ll replace, and one corner booth still carries a dark burn from the time Bree dropped her cigar during a fight.
A gavone near the main stage has a basket of wings balanced on his stomach while a dancer grinds in his lap. Some try-hard uncle in a white linen suit peels bills from a roll thicker than my wrist, hoping to impress the women perched beside him. Behind them, a scrolling line of odds announces that some asshole in Tampa has just bet thirty thousand dollars on a preseason football game.
Damn, this shit is lowkey ugly as hell.
“You’re wound up all tight,” Sue says over the music, interrupting my internal critique of her primary legitimate business venture. She catches up beside me and slings an arm around my shoulders, like she didn’t just watch her daddy rip me a new one before parading me in front of his red-pill fanboys. “Want something to take the edge off?” I cut her a look. “Veni ca. Let’s go upstairs. Breanna has to finish her daily check-in with Sab before she can come talk business, so we’ve got time to kill.”
“Her what?”
Sue keeps her arm around me as we work our way deeper into the club. She guides us through the narrow gaps between chairs, customers and dancers moving in opposite directions. A server carrying six tequila shots lifts her tray over our heads. One of the girls catches Sue by the wrist to whisper something about a customer in the champagne room. Sue listens, nods once, then signals a bouncer with two fingers before continuing without breaking stride.
“Sab makes her walk through the whole house on FaceTime when she’s out of town,” she says. “Every room. Then she has to see what Bree’s wearing. Then they share screens so she can check who Breanna’s been texting. She’ll probably show her what she ate for dinner too.”
“Still no red meat?”
“Not if Breanna wants to keep her wife happy.”
Jesus Christ.
“Please, no more wife talk. That shit is so fucking depressing.”
“If you think wife talk is bad, you’d hate to hear husband talk.”
“Sue, I do hate to hear your husband talk.”
A laugh punches out of her as she pulls me through another cloud of perfume and body heat. A red-headed dancer brushes past us in a crystal thong and thigh-high boots, her deep brown skin gleaming beneath the lights. She taps two fingers against Sue’s cheek on her way by. Sue catches her hand, kisses the back of it, and tells her she looked good up there.
“Deadbeat husbands have their perks.” Sue grins with a sly wink, watching the dancer walk away.
What a dog. I fucking love her.
With her eyes still shining, she tips her chin toward the main stage. “Look who’s enjoying herself tonight.”
Kate has planted herself at the brass rail with both elbows propped on it, staring unabashedly up at a dancer winding one long leg around the pole. A fistful of singles hangs forgotten from her hand while the woman lowers herself into a split directly in front of her.
“Caterina, numu fai shcumbari.” I tell my horny sister to stop embarrassing me. She spares me half a glance before sliding her eyes back to the stage again.
Sue squeezes my shoulder. “Leave her alone.”
“She’s drooling.”
“She’s surrounded by beautiful naked women—”
“Beautiful or not, there is such a thing as too obvious,” I grumble, watching Kate scramble sideways along the rail to keep following the dancer when she crawls away, knocking over some man’s beer in the process. “Christ, she’s got zero swag.”
“That seems to be a family trait.”
“Chiudere il becco.”
Kate finally tears herself away when we pass the end of the stage. She tucks the forgotten bills into the dancer’s garter, which earns her a smile and a finger dragged beneath her chin. She hurries after us with her cheeks warm and her eyes lit up.
“You hired new girls?” she asks, breathless.
Sue nods toward the stage. “Four this week.”
Kate turns and starts walking backward in front of us, weaving through the crowd with the reckless confidence of someone who assumes everybody else will move. She looks fully awake now despite the hour, the champagne, and whatever she drank on the ride over.
“You gonna introduce us?”
“Later.”
“To all four?”
A dancer squeezes past carrying a chilled bottle of Grey Goose with sparklers strapped to the neck. Kate nearly walks into a table watching her go.
Sue catches her by the front of her jacket and yanks her back upright.
“Enough, ghiacchieron’. Quit pestering me and go meet them yourself.”
Kate peels away immediately, work talk forgotten before Sue even finishes the sentence. Within seconds she’s swallowed by the crowd again, heading straight toward the dressing-room side of the club like she’s been given a personal mission from God.
The staircase behind the staff door is steep and narrow, its red carpet worn dark through the middle from years of heels dragging up and down it. The music follows us into the stairwell, bass beating through the walls hard enough to make the framed photographs on the landing tremble.
Sue’s office sits above the main floor behind a steel door with three separate locks. She gets through them without taking her arm off me, nudges the door open with her shoulder, then finally lets me go.
The room is ten degrees colder than the club and smells faintly of cigarettes despite the NO SMOKING sign screwed into the wall. Four security monitors glow above a desk crowded with cash envelopes, liquor invoices, betting slips, and an adding machine old enough to have survived at least one federal raid. Two leather chairs sit across from the desk, both cracked along the arms. A safe takes up most of the far wall.
I drop into the nearest chair.
Sue locks the door behind us.
“Aunda?”
“Hello to you too.”
“You pulled me away from my grappa and forced me to deal with your mean-ass daddy practically sober. I require compensation.”
Sue pulls the little bag from her jacket and takes a rectangular mirror from the desk drawer.
“Enough with the edging. Put her down.”
She lays the mirror on the desk, empties a small mound of white powder onto the glass, then uses the edge of a black credit card to chop it fine. I lean forward, elbows planted on my knees, watching her drag it into a line.
Sue catches me moving closer and presses two fingers against my forehead.
“Wait.”
“I am waiting.”
“You’re hovering.”
“I’m supervising.”
“You’re acting like a fiend.”
The office door rattles beneath a quick series of knocks. Sue sweeps the powder back into a loose pile before checking the monitor beside the door. Breanna stands in the hall with one hand on her hip and her phone still pressed against her ear. Sue buzzes her in.
“I’m inside,” Breanna says into the phone as she steps past us. “Yes. Sue’s office.”
She pauses, listening. “No dancers.” Another pause. “I did not eat steak.” Her eyes close. “I sent you a picture of my plate, Sabrina.”
Sue bites the inside of her cheek.
Breanna points at her in warning.
“Yup, see you at home.” She ends the call and stares down at the phone until the screen goes black. “Not one fucking word.”
Then Breanna drops into the other leather chair and looks at the powder on the mirror, throwing her arms up in exaggerated offense.
“You started without me?”
“You were on parole,” I say.
“Shut the fuck up.”
Sue divides the powder, pushes the longer line toward me, then moves around the desk and opens a ledger.
“Nika’s shipment got moved up three days,” she says. “Payment has to clear before it lands.”
Breanna lowers her glasses. “How short are we?” Sue turns the ledger around and taps the figure at the bottom.
I bend over the mirror, close one nostril, and pull the line hard through the other. The burn hits immediately. It claws up the back of my nose and drains bitterly down my throat. I sit up sniffling, press my tongue against the roof of my mouth, and study the numbers while Sue runs through what is coming in and what still has to go out.
“Hold the two largest gambling payouts until Monday and move the rest through the kitchen accounts,” I say. “It’ll clear.”
Breanna checks the total herself before giving Sue a small nod. “Do it.”
Sue marks the adjustment in the ledger.
As she moves on to the rest of the week, the pressure behind my eyes begins to fade. My shoulders drop, and the suit stops feeling like it’s been sewn into my skin. The room comes into sharp focus: the figures in the ledger, the hum of the security monitors, the slow drip of the coffee pot Bree flicked on just a moment ago.
I sniff again and wipe beneath my nose with the side of my thumb. I shrug out of my blazer and throw it over the back of the chair, exposing the plunging vest and my bare skin underneath.
Sue glances up.
“Feeling better?”
I sink deeper into the leather. “Just keep talking.”
She closes Nika’s account and pulls a thinner folder from beneath the ledger.
“What’s the update with Silver?”
“Since we’ve publicly acknowledged the engagement, Adam’s people cleared the final operating approvals this afternoon.”
The Dovetail Lounge is officially moving forward. An invitation-only gentlemen’s club with live burlesque, discreet entrances, and a membership list full of men whose reputations cannot afford them being photographed inside an ordinary strip joint. Powerful men passing through Miami will be able to drink, entertain clients, and indulge themselves without worrying about paparazzi, tourists, or anyone’s wife wandering in through the front door.
Adam provides the clientele. Geno provides the money and the building: an old downtown bank with carved limestone, fluted columns, and gilded trim, its inherited grandeur meant to lend a brand-new operation the legitimacy of something that has been here forever.
My team spent the last year carefully gutting the place without disturbing any of its historical details. We opened the walls and ran shielded cabling, fiber, and dedicated power through the old service cavities. Pinhole cameras disappeared into carved rosettes, light fixtures, and decorative grilles. Microphones were set into ceiling medallions and beneath the bars in every private room, positioned to isolate individual conversations beneath the music. We installed additional cameras at every entrance, hallway junction, stairwell, and service door, then sealed everything back up so cleanly that even the most exacting preservation conservator wouldn’t be able to tell where the original building ended and our work began.
Every private room feeds into a closed internal network housed inside the old bank vault. The recordings, membership files, reservations, entry logs, and staff reports are all stored locally on servers with no direct connection to the outside world.
It is, objectively, the most complicated thing I have ever built.
Most of Dovetail’s employees will have no idea any of it exists. As far as they know, they work at an invitation-only burlesque and gentlemen’s club where powerful men can disappear for a few hours without cameras, tourists, or their wives finding them.
Only six people on the floor will be working directly for us: one bartender, two dancers, the madam, a cocktail waitress, and one of the maids. All affiliated with the family.
Breanna finishes scanning the plans, folds them neatly against her knee, and lets out a low whistle. “This is a major operation, Paigey. A lot of responsibility. A lot to prove.”
A laugh catches somewhere ugly in my throat. “We both know he didn’t give it to me so I could prove I’m responsible.”
Breanna’s mouth tightens into a hard line. “Okay, he doesn’t trust you. But he trusts your work, and that means something.”
“It means he thinks I need a goddamn leash.” I snatch the folder from her and slap it onto the desk. “Something to keep my hands busy and my anxiety high enough that I don’t have time to do anything he hasn’t approved.”
Sue leans against the desk, completely unmoved by my outburst. “Well, maybe don’t get caught boosting cars and you won’t get saddled with the hard assignments.” She taps one finger against her temple like she’s just passed down centuries of ancestral wisdom. “Non puoi avere la botte piena e la moglie ubriaca, Paige.”
Meaning, you cannot have a full wine barrel, and a drunk wife.
I want to laugh it off. Call her an ancient bitch, make some crack about the proverb, and pretend none of this matters. Sue isn’t trying to hurt me. She thinks she’s giving me shit over one reckless job gone wrong.
She has no idea that job cost me everything that still felt like mine.
I make the family more money now than I ever did boosting cars, but money was never the fucking point. I loved that shit. Finding the weaknesses in a security system, slipping past the immobilizer, hearing the engine turn over beneath my hands. The real thrill was gliding through every layer of protection some smug rich asshole had paid for, settling into the driver’s seat, and making his precious girl purr for me instead. Then I’d take her for a proper joyride before we stripped out anything traceable and sealed her inside a container bound for the Dominican Republic to be sold.
And it wasn’t some phase I picked up because I wanted to feel dangerous. I’ve been taking shit apart and breaking it down since before I could read. Hell, I only learned to fucking read because manuals meant I could dismantle more complicated things and put them back together in cooler ways. I souped up Nika's hot pink Barbie Jeep when I was seven, gutted my first desktop before I turned eight, and stole my first car at twelve.
That’s the part none of them understand. I kept this piece of myself alive through every criticism, every sideways look when I started talking about an engine component nobody cared about or some new feature I’d built into my PC. I kept at it until it carried me all the way to a PhD in computer engineering, with a focus on embedded systems and automotive cybersecurity. I built something that belonged entirely to me.
Now the Dovetail, a wife I don’t want, and a role in this family I never asked for, have claimed every single hour that used to be mine. And everyone keeps looking at me like I’m some petulant child throwing a tantrum over a confiscated toy while I’m standing right in front of them, just fucking drowning.
So, I’m done for tonight. I have officially exhausted my patience for self-righteous lectures from this family.
“On that uplifting note, I’m going to find my kid sister and get the fuck out of here.”
I shove to my feet and snatch my bedazzled blazer from the chair. The crystals snag in my hair as I pull it on, forcing me to wrench a long blonde strand free with a muttered curse.
Breanna watches me struggle. “Paige, when was the last time you slept?”
“Don’t.” I smooth the abused strand over my shoulder. “Don’t start acting all nurturing now that you can tell you’ve pissed me off.”
Her expression softens anyway. “When was the last time you ate something that wasn’t cocaine or grappa?”
“I had a stuffed olive downstairs.”
Sue’s eyebrows climb. “Oh, she’s thriving, B.”
“Can you two not do this right now?”
Breanna studies me for another second. “When was the last time you got laid?”
My hands stop halfway through straightening my lapels.
Sue makes a low sound of discovery. “Oh-ho. No, no, no Paigey.”
“It hasn’t been that long,” I rush to say.
“Before the engagement?” Breanna’s hand rises to cover her mouth.
I turn toward the door.
Sue gasps and follows. “Bree, it was absolutely before the engagement.”
I yank the first lock open.
“Wait,” Sue says, crowding beside me. “There’s a dancer working tonight—”
“No.”
“You don’t even know what I was going to say.”
“You’re trying to pimp out one of your employees.”
She recoils. “I just wanted to introduce you.”
“For what?”
Sue stares at me blankly for a second, like the what should be obvious. “Sex, Paige.”
Right. So, my cousin's are idiots and I curse the day they were born.
The second lock sticks. I wrench it harder. Fuck!
“She’s gorgeous,” Sue continues. “And it’s her last night, you can scratch the itch without the complication of seeing her again.”
“If it's her last night I'm sure she has better things to do than be a farewell present for her Boss' cousin.”
Breanna reaches past me and turns the third lock when my fingers slip. “Nobody’s asking you to marry her. Just talk to the girl.”
“I’m already marrying someone, remember?”
They both go quiet.
Then Sue frowns. “What the fuck does that have to do with anything?”
I pull the door open, and music floods into the office. “I’d rather rub myself raw every night than invite mistress drama into my life right now.”
And trust, I do rub myself raw every night. Bree and Sue aren’t wrong about me being touch-starved. Between work and being a raging bitch about the engagement, I’ve let one of my major food groups disappear from my diet entirely: pretty girls.
But after tonight, risking Geno’s temper for some pussy is a nonstarter. If he’ll threaten to put a bullet in Kate over a photo for People magazine, I don’t want to imagine what he’d do if some pap caught a stripper leaving my condo at an indecent hour looking thoroughly fucked.
So celibacy it is.
Breanna follows me into the hall. “Paige, these marriages are business arrangements. You’re still allowed to be a person. You barely let anyone touch you.”
“I don’t like people touching me.”
“You like women touching you.”
So fucking much.
“Selectively,” I lie.
“Then, for the love of God, select one.”
They follow me down the stairs, still determined to sell me on this woman.
“I swear she’s exactly Paigey’s type,” Sue tells Breanna.
“I don’t have a type,”
“Lightskin girl. Beautiful face. Fat ass. Looks kinda mean. Abs.”
Abs? Cazzo, my ears perk up like some pavlovian dog in reaction to the word. It takes every ounce of self-control I have not to build the rest of her in my head. Because abs probably mean defined shoulders. A strong back. Thick thighs clamped around my hips while I sink my fingers into them. The sweet pressure of her adductors wrapped around my head, flexing hard before slowly going slack as I work her over with my tongue.
Breanna lights up. “Oh my God, that is one hundred percent her type!”
“—That could be literally anyone’s type,” I snap.
We push through the staff door into a club packed nearly wall to wall. Sue catches my sleeve before I can disappear into the chaos. “Just meet her.”
“No.”
“One dance.”
“No.”
“You don’t even have to speak!”
“That is the first appealing thing you’ve said.”
I wrench my sleeve free and scan the room for Kate.
I spot the little towhead sprawled in the booth beside my boy Vin with a dancer settled comfortably in her lap. Kate catches my eye and waves so enthusiastically she nearly dumps her drink down the woman’s back. Her cheeks are flushed, her smile loose and stupid. Great. My ride home is completely fucking gone.
Before I can start fighting my way over to collect her, the main stage goes dark.
Then pink light blooms through the room.
It spills across the low ceiling and packed booths, turning the smoke above the crowd the color of cotton candy. Conversations break off. Chairs scrape closer. People clog the aisles trying to get a better view, and the customers already gathered around the stage press tight against the rail.
The announcer’s voice pours from the speakers, deep and theatrical.
“Okay, folks, it’s what you’ve all been waiting for. For her final dance here on the Birdcage stage, please welcome our girl…” Sue grabs my forearm. “…Bambi!”
The curtain parts.
She stands with her back to the audience, one hand resting high against the pole.
Her champagne-blonde hair is pinned high in a messy updo, baring the elegant length of her neck and the deep line down her spine.
And fuck, I want to measure it in kisses. Press ten slow ones down the slope of her throat, lose count, then start again and again.
Muscle cuts softly across her shoulders and down either side of her back, her raised arm pulling that tricep taut beneath the skin. The narrow, crystal-studded bandeau leaves practically all of her exposed, nothing but a strip of brilliant bubblegum pink fastened between her shoulder blades with silver rings and dangling cords. So much tawny skin laid bare, glowing gold in the light.
Below it, her waist pulls in so sharply that the heavy curve of her hips looks downright pornographic. Then the bass drops, and fuck me, she starts moving. Her bubble butt jiggles beneath the matching micro-skirt sitting low and tight across her hips, every hot-pink crystal catching the light in time with the beat. She circles slowly, grinding against nothing as the fabric stretches taut over her generous curves.
Her hand slides down the pole as she lets her body bend forward. The muscles along her back flex. The skirt crawls impossibly higher until a pair of plain white panties appears beneath all that shimmering pink.
My body sways forward before I can stop it, every filthy instinct in me suddenly desperate to press my face into the wet cleft tucked just beneath that thin cotton.
She snaps upright, breaking the trance. Cazzo. I haven’t even seen the broad’s face, and I’m already thinking like some horny teenager with no fucking home training.
I need to get the fuck out of here. I don’t know what possessed this woman to call herself Bambi, but she is clearly a sports car barreling down the highway and I’m the dumb little prey animal frozen in her headlights.
I make it exactly one step before the crowd erupts behind me.
Against my better judgment, I look back.
Bambi has one hand buried in her updo. She slowly draws out the clip, and thick blonde waves spill over her bare shoulders and down her back, creamy beneath the pink lights. One shake sends them sweeping across the narrowest part of her waist before they bounce against the curve of that sweet ass.
My fingers twitch at my side.
I want her hair wound tight around my fist. I want to pull until her head falls back and her mouth opens around a broken cry. I want to suck a bruise right over her fluttering pulse while she begs Daddy to give her more.
I squeeze my eyes shut, desperate to put something between me and that vision onstage. I drag both hands over my face, smooth the wrinkle between my eyebrows, and take one deep, centering breath.
Okay. I’m leaving.
I turn away from the stage and walk straight into Sue. She plants both hands against my shoulders. “Where do you think you’re going? The dance just started!”
“I’ve seen more than enough.”
Breanna pulls up at Sue’s side, openly entertained by whatever she sees on my face. “You were completely entranced watching her ass shake and now that things are about to get good you want to head home?”
“God forbid I appreciate the athleticism of this line of work.”
Sue tries to turn me back toward the stage. I lock my knees and refuse to budge.
“One little dance isn’t going to kill you.”
“With the week I’m having, I’m not willing to test that theory.”
Kate stumbles into our circle with one arm raised over her head, protecting her drink from the shifting crowd. “There you are!” She throws her free arm around my waist and nearly takes us both down. “I’ve been looking everywhere for you!”
“You’ve been sitting like ten feet away. You literally just waved at me.”
“Paigey, were you looking for me too?” She beams, her eyes glassy with delight.
“Yes, so I can drag your drunk ass home.”
Kate blinks at me, then back at the stage. Her mouth falls open.
“Oh my God.”
She points between Bambi and me with such vigor that liquor sloshes over the rim of her glass and splatters across Sue’s shoe. Which that harpy deserves. I smile.
“You guys match!”
Sue looks down at the crystals scattered over my suit, then toward the fuchsia-pink stones flashing across Bambi’s body. Her face splits into a grin. “Holy shit. You do.”
“We do not.”
Breanna adjusts her glasses and studies us with the grave concentration of someone comparing fabric swatches. “No, I can see it.”
Kate presses her cheek against my shoulder, gazing dreamily toward the stage. “You’re both so sparkly. You have to talk to her.”
Sue pats her cheek. “See? Even the baby knows it’s fate.”
“Bro, actually fuck off.”
Kate recoils against me, scandalized. “Paige! Don’t say that to fate.”
She twists around in my grip to look at the stage again, then jolts with a delighted gasp, “She’s looking over here!”
Sue cranes her neck. “Ooooh, Paigey. Your little crush is looking at you.”
“She is not my crush.”
Breanna lifts her fingers in an exaggerated wave. “Go ahead. Say hi.”
I smack her hand down. “Could both of you grow the fuck up?”
“Don’t be shy,” Sue coos. “Maybe she thinks you’re pretty too.”
“Paige and Bambi, sitting in a tree,” Kate sings, way too fucking loudly.
“Should I DoorDash you a strap, or did you come prepared?” Bree pulls her phone out and starts typing furiously.
Yo, what the fuck!?
“Are you not hearing me?” The music swallows my voice beyond our little circle, but I’m close enough to make all three of them recoil. “I don’t give a single solitary fuck about some pretty dancer just because she has a fat fucking ass.”
Breanna jumps up a little in excitement, laughing in my face. “Well that's too damn bad Paigey, 'cuz she’s coming this way,”
My stomach drops. Haven’t I suffered enough tonight? I turn.
FUCK.
True to her word, Bambi is stepping down from the stage—and holy hell.
Verrà la morte e avrà i tuoi occhi.
The crowd automatically breaks open for her. Men pull their knees in. Women shift their chairs out of her path. She passes through them without so much as a grateful acknowledgment, as though this is nature and these strangers simply understand their place in it.
I was raised to assess people quickly. Bambi should be an easy read. Full cherubic cheeks warmed with rosy blush. Pink-champagne shimmer swept across her lids and bright at the inner corners. A bouncy blonde blowout tumbling around her shoulders. Every detail casts her as something vulnerable or delicate, meant to be handled with extreme care.
But her eyes tell me not to be a fucking idiot.
Her massive amber-brown doe eyes are weapons of mass destruction, made in a lab to get whatever they want with one slow bat of those heavy lashes and a well-timed, wide-eyed plea.
She might want me to think she's an innocent little deer, all tender and soft, but I know a mountain lion when I see one. There’s hunger crouched beneath that pretty face, and the calm attention of an apex predator assessing me right back.
She keeps coming, unhurried, tracking every shift in my expression with a cat’s patience.
The closer she gets, the harder it becomes not to stare at her mouth. Glossy and plush, set in a bratty pout. I want to hold her firmly by the jaw and tell her to be a good girl. No sulking in public. Not where every other bastard in the room can see how deliciously petulant that whiny little face gets for me.
I turn sharply into our little huddle. “Everybody shut the fuck up,” I bark over their teasing, with my goddamn heart pounding against my ribs. “I swear to all that is holy, I will put a bullet in anyone who tries to embarrass me.”
A fingertip lightly taps my shoulder.
I turn around.
Bambi is standing directly in front of me.
Up close, I can see that her top is struggling to do its job of containing her perfect body. The full tops of her tits swell above it, bubblegum crystals scattering pink light over skin with the lush give of overripe fruit. I wonder how she might bruise beneath my fingertips if I held her too tight. Would she drip down my wrist like softened peach?
Her gaze drops.
She takes me in slowly, beginning at the crystals scattered over my vest and tracing their shine down my bare chest. Her eyes linger on the stones, then travel over my belt, my trousers, the spread of my stance before climbing back to my face.
She looks directly at me when she speaks. Her voice catches me off guard, soft and sweet but deeper than I expected, warm as sunlit honey with the low velvet hum of a big cat’s purr.
“Sue, you know I hate interruptions when I’m onstage, and your loud little huddle is starting to steal my crowd.”
Sue lifts both hands, grinning without a trace of shame. “My apologies, sweetheart. We're having a bit of a team meeting.”
“A team meeting?” Bambi stomps her platform on the ground to punctuate her ire.
She raises one skeptical eyebrow, her eyes still fixed on me. I know I should probably say something, but all of my concentration is going towards not drooling onto her pretty white toes.
Breanna leans in beside me, smarmy ass smirk in place. “Sugar, I swear nobody was looking at us until you walked over.”
That finally pulls Bambi’s attention away. She glances at Breanna and giggles with a bright smile.
The sound runs straight through me. Her smile is devastating. The giggle is devastating. The fact that she’s giving either of them to anybody who isn’t me immediately pisses me off.
“We won’t cause you any more trouble,” I interupt gruffly, drawing her eyes back where they belong. “We’re heading out anyway.”
Her expression tightens like she’s trying to look irritated, but a softer emotion is tugging at the corners of her mouth. Amusement, maybe? God, I can’t get a clean read on her.
She shakes her head firmly, sending a cloud of perfume between us, orange blossom and soft vanilla spun through caramelized sugar and something musky that makes my mouth water.
“Nuh-uh,” she says. “You’re trouble and I need you right where I can keep an eye on you.”
She slips two fingers into my belt and gives my buckle a sharp tug.
“Come here.”
More Notes (mostly about the Italian):
The full saying from the opening is “Chista è a zita, cu ’a voli sa marita” which means literally, “This is the fiancée, whoever wants her can marry her.” In ordinary use, it carries the fatalistic sense of this is what you’ve been given, so accept it or walk away. Its marriage imagery is traditionally associated with arranged matches and the lack of choice surrounding them.
Maron’ — “Madonna!” Used like “Oh my God,” “Jesus Christ,” or “For fuck’s sake.”
Grappa — An Italian spirit distilled from grape pomace.
Non mi restano forse che pochi giorni da donna libera? Allora lasciatemi in pace. Fatemi godere almeno un momento di serenità prima che me ne vada per non tornare più, nella terra delle tenebre e dell’ombra della morte. — “Do I perhaps have only a few days left as a free woman? Turn away from me so I can have a moment’s joy before I go to the place of no return, to the land of gloom and utter darkness, to the land of deepest night, of utter darkness and disorder, where even the light is like darkness.” or Paige's italian version of Job 10:20-22
Haicapid? / haicapid? — “Do you understand?” or “Got it?”
Ma che cozz’u fai? — “What the fuck are you doing?”
Vangopp — “Go up” or “Go upstairs.”
Umbriago — “Drunk,” “intoxicated,” or “drunkard.”
Disgraziat’ — “Disgrace,” “wretch,” “good-for-nothing,” or “disgraceful person.”
’Iamo. — “Let’s go.”
Paesan’ — “Fellow countryman,” “person from the same hometown,” or, in Italian-American usage, “fellow Italian.”
Ue, guaglio’! — “Hey, kid!” or “Hey, young one!” Uè is an attention-getting “hey,” while guaglio’ is a shortened Neapolitan form of guaglione, meaning a boy, kid, or young person.
Gavone — “Glutton,” “slob,” “boor,” or “uncouth person.”
Veni ca. — “Come here.”
Chiudere il becco. — “Shut your mouth” or “Shut up.” Literally, as written, it means “to shut the beak.”
Ghiacchieron’ — “Chatterbox,” “blabbermouth,” or someone who will not stop talking.
Aunda? — “Where?” or, in this context, “Where is it?”
Non puoi avere la botte piena e la moglie ubriaca. — The English equivalent is “You can’t have your cake and eat it too.”
Cazzo. — Literally, “dick,” but used here as “Fuck,” or “Damn,”
Verrà la morte e avrà i tuoi occhi. — “When death comes, it will have your eyes.” It is the title and opening line of Cesare Pavese’s poem.
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