pov/: ur planning to write a new au that's a bit horrific and emotional. But then u realize uve made ur fav characters the most one injured (like an eye loss or a limb ripped out) and ur OCS bestest friend get killed Infront of them in the most horrific way that u could ever imagine, and most emotional songs fits the au which is upsetting. So u start crying and regretting, although ur still making the au no matter what.
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