#making me cry

[artsymeeshee]

In the mood for some comforting forehead touches

As always, DON’T tag as ship please :T

[coquette-corpsie]

"When I left school, I lost track of you

Abigail called me with the bad news

Goodbye, and we'll never know why."

[raydfil]

so no i will never actually ever be able to be normal about this again.

photos from my production of rtc were released and AGRHRGENSHSVSJA

i have so many photos if people want to see specific things from my show i am more than willing to share.

[queerprayers]

tw for sh mention

this year, what i gave up for lent was self-harm. it was really hard, and as the days ticked down to the end of my fast, i was scared i'd do the predictable thing. one of your posts about judas reminded me of the phrase "don't quit before the miracle happens." and i didn't. reached out for help and made it to easter sunday. so, thanks for that :)

Beloved. My dear friend. What a blessing.

Thank you for sharing this joy with me. I am genuinely deeply proud and so honored. Easter, like healing, is the most unpredictable thing I can think of--but it also makes complete sense. Of course there is more waiting for us, after everything.

I'm sure I've admitted it before, but that quote is from my favorite sitcom (One Day at a Time) in a really poignant scene about mental health. It always reminds me of Judas, and also of my own journey. It means more than I can say that it stayed with you as it has with me. And that show is mostly just very fun if you ever need cheering up.

You didn't ask for my story/advice, but I am a couple years into my own resurrection, and I want to make sure you know that while you'll never be someone who hasn't gone through this, you will be someone who carries it lighter. Your predictions will sway toward choosing something else. The miracle is that you have already changed, to have left it behind for as long as you have. You didn't imagine being able to do this--which means you're capable of more than you can imagine.

Judas did not reach out for help--and I do not fault anyone who will not, who gives into pain. I would never imply that to be a personal evil. That was almost my fate. I know Judas has reached God's love, because my hope is in a God who saves. I also know that we can learn from what he didn't get to experience. And in my more imaginative moments, I can't help but think us reaching out, us making it to Easter, brings him and all those who didn't make it so much comfort. Do what he wasn't able to do on earth. No matter who you betray, including your own self, wait. Who knows what will happen in the morning?

It may continue to be hard--the first Easter was met with disbelief and fear and confusion. Easter is fifty days because we need time to get used to Jesus's presence, to our risen self--and because there will always be more time with Jesus than without him, always more life than death. Sometimes we forget, but there is no place we can hide that God cannot reach. God, who cried and panicked in the garden, is intimately close with your pain.

For what could separate us from the love of Christ? Will hardship, or distress, or relapse, or shame? We are more than conquerors of our pain. For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor rulers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor addiction, nor scars, nor fear of self, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord. (see Romans 8:35-39)

<3 Johanna

[abbylee0710]

Spoilers for the event

I love the event omg😭 we have a new lemurian word and also back to the burn and pain that is associated with love for Rafayel and again outrightly saying that he is willing to die for love and is loyal to the one person he loves🥺

[cece693]

Hi, this isn't a request but I discovered your blog a few days ago and I've been making my way through all of your works. I just wanted to say that I really like the way you write and how you describe everything. I've even found myself reading for fandoms I've never interacted with before which isn't something I normally do.

I hope you're having a good day and thank you for writing.

[luckdovica]

This beckagnes shit is SERIOUS

[reigenisbae]

Toby has reported struggling with chronic wrist pain which makes it hard for him to play piano. So, the theme throughout season 4 of Kris playing it feels so important having this in mind, it's the first thing they do in their free time after getting rid of the soul. Noelle, too, confirms that Kris would often play, and moreover, dislike being watched while doing so. All of this to me signals how important piano is to them, and to think we have been controlling them against their wish for the entire four chapters, making them unable to do the things they love… we kind of are to Kris what that disability must be to Toby. This is actually making me so emotional rn