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What's That, Puppet Boy?

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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Have a little art dump cause I've been dead for ages-

Some au art along with a canon Wally-

A wild Harvey has appeared-

And my oc in Butcher vanity style-

I have a thing for fictional dudes in pompadours-

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Bit of a serious post, details under cut

I know ive been pretty dead for a while, i just want to let my moots know, im probably going to be drawing and posting alot as a sort of coping mechanism for a while, my grandad isnt foing great, hes had cancer on and off for about 12 years now, and his levels are extremely high this time around. Ontop of that he has fractures in his vertibre from falling and not telling anyone, neurological problems and cardiovascular issues, and most recently developing dementia *he apparently ripped out his iv lastnight and decided he doesnt like his hospital gown, and has been rambling about going to Massachusetts?* Hes quite literally on his death bed at the moment. So its been pretty stressful. So when im not at work/child rearing/helping at the hospital, ill be here- if any of yall would like to flood my ask box or dm me or tag me with distractions thatd be nice- love you all!!!

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Tw. Death, maybe a meltdown...

Don't know how to feel right now... just found out my great aunt passed away half an hour ago in a nursing home, we've been expecting it, she's had dementia and alot of other health problems for a few years.now, but she was only 60. I haven't been able to cry for a lost loved one since my drug problem started and I feel awful that I just cant... my cheast hurts and I can't relieve it... my 13 year old sister stood in my bedroom door crying and and I just knew...

My chest just feels so tight... my mind is swimming.... I can't FUCKING CRY.... I spent so much of my life at her house, so why can't I feel anything for her??!!

sorry for the sad post and my jumbled words..... but idk where else to share it, my mom wouldn't understand. And I needed to vent...