#mandy things

[welp-heregoessomething]

Did a little baked Brie with apples. Just a casual things I had in the house snack.

[nishikxss]

hi friends!! i’m not really sure if anyone really even follows me anymore because i’ve been on perma gone from this blog, but today, i found out that xkit works again and i was so excited so i wanted to be more active on tumblr again, hehe.

i think because i started this blog when i was in high school (in 2011!!!!! with over 49k+ reblogs!!!!), there are too many things that i feel disconnected from here. i originally wanted to revamp this blog, but there were just too many things i felt like had to be changed. there were also so many memories here that i just couldn’t bring myself to delete either. tumblr and all the friends i made here were there for me during my high school days, when i felt so alone in the world, and taught me random ass shit, how to love myself, how to write and completely immerse myself in the things i love. tumblr was there for me when i lost my mom, when i started college, when i felt my first heartbreak. i felt like those things were a core part of who i am, so i never wanted to change this blog. so, with that said, i’m going to leave this blog on permanent hiatus and start anew. 

sorry for rambling, but yeah, if you’re reading this, thank you so much for still being here after all this time!! thank you for all the adventures. thank you. thank you. thank you!

if you still want to follow me on my new one: i’m on @keisukesbaji. it’s still,, uhh,, very in progress, but i’m working on it, hehe.

[welp-heregoessomething]

I do still exist sometimes. Inbox is always open. 😘

[welp-heregoessomething]

I just want my *person* ya know? Not the friends that “I’m always down for whatever” those people need to be scheduled.

I want the one who drops anything cause I’m their everything, just to go through the McDonald’s drive thru.

Is that so much to ask?

[welp-heregoessomething]

Hey normalize celebrating your friends that aren’t getting married or having kids. Dating is hard, finding someone to marry is harder.

Im very lonely. And I’ve celebrated you with a smile. (Until I unloaded here)

[welp-heregoessomething]

I’m so incredibly anxious and terrified about the future both personally and politically and just everything.

Everything feels bad.

[welp-heregoessomething]

My grandma knew my name today and I took her Valentines chocolate. So overall. Today was okay.

[welp-heregoessomething]

But when does someone take care of me?