Slaps some words up here cause I got thinking and gross stuff like that
He was home, he was safe, he was with everything that made him comfortable. From the dark leaves of the canopy to the judging courtiers that walked past him as the sylvari sat with one leg crossed over the other, his head propped up in his hand. Yet, he was unsettled by what he had encountered.
Manyeullan had been home from the Maguuma Jungle for months now and yet the echoes of Mordremoth’s voice still gave him shivers. To think he had survived being so close to the dragon without being overwhelmed. There were several moments he thought he was going to be, for sure, until he had burned his arm in stubborn idiocy to keep his mind on the pain and not the dragon’s call. That was something Cyhpri had taught him during the few weeks she had kept him under her charge. If you focused on nothing else but the pain then nothing else can get to you. If you focus on the pain it can only fuel you to end it in any way possible. For Many it had made him want to go home, want to sit here on this rock and watch other courtiers do their job. It had freed him from the dragon’s call so many times before he had been knocked out..
He looked over at his bare arm that had once been fairly pristine and now only saw dark, charred bark. It hadn’t been so bad that the bark was going to crumble away, but it had hurt him enough to leave some black scarring. It would grow out in time, he knew, yet he didn’t like the constant reminder of being born a slave even when he thought he was free. Even when he was a dreamer he was in chains. Being resentful of his position as a Courtier didn’t seem to make sense anymore. He was free from the dragon, yes, but as a dreamer, following Ventari’s teachings you weren’t really free either, were you? Not even as a Nightmare Courtier. Your chains were of a different sort. You were chained by the idea of freeing Dreamers...but at hat cost? Either way you were a slave to something. Many rubbed his arm. This was too much to think about. Even humans were in chains by laws, hell, even soundless were chained by the idea of meditation to keep them ‘free’. The dark sylvari sighed and for a moment felt at a strange peace. Everyone was in chains like he was. It made him feel better.
Of course, telling that to other courtiers would most likely spell out his doom. For a moment he wondered if Rowann would even care until he realized that Elmimo, the small sylvari he sometimes kept watch over would most likely have a breakdown. Or something like that. The small sapling was unpredictable. And too enthusiastic about his job. The tiny sylvari was strange. Nodding to himself he thought it better to keep these thoughts to himself as he stood. For once he envied his fellow sylvari brothers and sisters. Perhaps ignorance truly was bliss?










