i understand that the general consensus about CDIYW is that Amanda is unrequitedly in love with Clarissa
However
I choose to go against the grain and believe that she really did want that *polyamorous relationship
Will be taking questions
polyamory for the win
#1 marianda defender + advocate
don’t get me wrong 🫵🏽 it would definitely be a big relationship curve for Maranda (😭), I’m thinking it would change from Amanda being intensely jealous of Mark for getting the girl, so to speak, then as she watches him love Clarissa he kind of grows on her? He goes to therapy, volunteers on Saturdays and occasionally goes to church? he does stupid things like take them both on dates cause he doesn’t want Amanda to feel left out. It’s things like that that kind of coax Amanda out of her jealousy to liking him, and maybe (one day), loving him. She doesn’t see a universe where she’s In Love with him, but she loves him, and more than that she loves that he loves Clarissa Suzanne.
a lá:
“Mark,” she says, cigarette hanging daintily between her finger and thumb, “Hello.”
He offers a crooked smile, leaning on the railing opposite her, “Amanda, uh, hey, how are ya?”
She raises an eyebrow and gestures vaguely with her free hand as if to say ‘so-so’, and, feeling charitable, she reaches into her purse to offer him a cigarette.
“Ah, no— no thanks, I’m uh— I don’t smoke anymore,” he half-chuckles with a shrug, “Addiction runs in my family, as you know, so it’s not— I’m— you know, it’s— yeah.”
“Yeah.” She brings the cigarette to her lips briefly, “How are you, Mark?”
“Well, you know, I’m doing this like, group therapy thing? Children of divorced parents or something like that. My parents aren’t divorced, but close enough, right? Ah… yeah, I’m, you know. Quit smoking, I got these gum thingies. Spoke to a psychiatrist the other day… or was it a psychologist? A psy-something—”
‘Good for you,’ she thinks to herself as he rambles, ‘good for you.’









