I just really had a super duper blessed day, and the feels~ I cannot really contain it. Para bang gusto sumabog ng puso ko sa sobrang kilig. So here's the story.. Yesternight I was so in a hurry kasi I am not yet done with my plates, tapos kinabukasan na pasahan tapos may final exams pa sa SRB. Okay naman eh, kung di lang talaga do or die 'tong srb. So yun nga, My classmates feels so hopeless na, and Me, I don't know what the Holy spirit has done to me that I didn't feel nervous, worried or whatsoever. instead, I feel happy and excited para sa kinabukasan. So ayun na nga, pumasok ako wala pang tulog as in walang tulog. But still, I remain still. Maybe because I already learned How to trust truly to the Lord. The night before, I was talking to God and keep on saying "LORD HINDI NA AKO KAKABAHAN KASI ALAM KO NGAYON PALANG Kini-ClAIM KO NA! VICTORY IS MINE. PASADO NA AKO NGAYON PA LANG!!".. Yeah and para akong baliw magisa sa sala umiiyak and uttering those words continously. Yun na nga, dumating ako nagexam. Tapos *jenjeneneeeen* results na and you can really feel the tension. So ayun, "Pangisban" -sir, pinakita test paper. And I didn't make it, and me was like (sir konti na lang oh, konting konti nalang keribels na!!). But then I just smiled and said thankyou sir! And Then left the room. So, walang pumasa saamin. Everybody feel so vulnerable, I felt sadness too kasi I know I gave my best, then I prayed and said "Daddy God!! Do something, I know may promise ka skin, I know kikilos ka, buhay Ka!, make miracle I trust in You!. So after nun kinausap nmin ulit si sir. It was a very emotional and full of values conversation. I will never forget what sir.A said "what we all need is justice, just like our God, God is loving. He loves us so much (then.. John 3;16) but then, He is not just a God of love, He is a God of just!..". To cut the long story short, "Okay sige pasado na kayo!" The sweetest 5 words Ive heard haha. After hearing those words, BOOM IYAK kmi! Lalo ung mga boys. It just shows that, We were not lucky to have him as our prof But were more than Blessed instead. I was very moved because I saw how God works in a very vulnerable moment, you just have to place your full trust in Him, as in FULL!! Wala kang ititira. Even your doubts, fears, etc etc. everything, at si Lord na bahala. You just have to trust and be still kasi si Lord ang bahala magtanggol at gumalaw sa buhay mo. Sabe nga nila "LET GO AND LET GOD BE THE DRIVER OF YOUR LIFE!". Talagang pag nagwork ang Lord sa buhay mo, ay nako day mapapa "GRABE!" ka na lang talaga.
