#matabangpusooo

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and i choose not to say for you to stay.

matabangpusooo

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Sabay natin gawing kahapon ang bukas.

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Maybe its about time to trust someone better.

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PALM SUNDAY

The Palm Sunday which marks the the beginning of the Holy week calls each and everyone of us to welcome Christ in His triumphal entry into Jerusalem. In addition to this, the Palm Sunday which is also known as the Passion Sunday reminds us to prepare for the agony of the Lord, to prepare for the Paschal Mystery, the Passion, Death and Resurrection of our Lord Jesus Christ, that would happen again in our time. On the other hand, let us not forget that this beginning of the holy week does not contain pure suffering and pain only as it was called “Passion Sunday” but also the Joy that we are waiting, the Joy of welcoming the Risen Christ. May we find our own ways to remain in His love and to feel His Holy presence as we accompany Him through our deep participation with the liturgies and celebrations for this Holy week.

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Pwede bang ako na lang ulit? Tayo na lang ulit?

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Yung mga taong nakakatakot kasama kasi

Napakapakapakadaling mahalin. Nakakatakot kasi, Alam mo na yung pagsukli sa pagmamahal na yun, Hindi nila kayang gawin.

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Forever:

Para sakin hindi naman talaga ibig sabihin na yan ung hindi natatapos o nagwawakas. Siguro nga marami nang binigo yang salita na yan, marami na ang pinaasa, marami na rin ang sinaktan. Pero baka kasi hindi lang talaga nila naiintindihan kung ano ba ung forever. Yun bang andun na sila, akala nila hanggang dulo na. Pero biglang may isang mawawala, bigla silang maiiwan sa ere kaya feeling nila, hindi na yun forever, na wala naman talagang forever. For me, forever doesn’t necessarily mean things won’t end. Nothing lasts forever as they say. Forever is making every second meaningful and making the most out of it. Like there’s a thousand second within a second. Forever is something that deviates from the things that is logical. Forever is something that is beyond mathematics and physics. Yun bang masasabi mo na lang talaga na, sige lang, kaya yan, puso lang! Forever is what would make you refrain from thinking and worrying of what would might happen tomorrow. Forever means to create memories, memories that won’t die on your own world. Forever yun kapag ung pakiramdam mo kapareho nung napasigaw ka ng ‘Sa wakas!’ pagkatapos ng matamis nyang ‘Oo.’ Forever is something that could conquer the emptiness of the world even for just a while. Because forever is simply the state of being with someone who holds your heart.

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i hate thinking too much cause it makes my heart turn into a paper, a paper where I ought of scribbling these unending thoughts of yesterday and tomorrow. I care no more for today. I cared for nothing but on how to ease the pain of having bruises in my heart as I choose to scratch every corner of it, leaving no space left to write with.  Tho i was stuck staring at the clock, I came to listen to the music of its ticking. The past few days was unbearable for I wasn’t able to shout through these walls of today. These fingers of mine was witness of what I’ve been through, of what’s with me, of what I feel. I hate thinking too much cause it locks me inside this box full of barbed wires. I’m done waiting  for this very moment of being here, in this kind of state. I’m done running from my thoughts cause I became a nuisance as I try to crumple every paper that served as the jail of my shattered feelings and thoughts. I felt being unfair for chasing my regrets from yesterday. I felt like I was already that stagnant for worrying too much about tomorrow. i really hate thinking too much, its just I’m used to.

~ seems moving but ain't bringing you anywhere, j.a.g.