As I listen to a loved song from the past, I remember how I was at that time...very different ofc as to who I am know but...its just crazy. People have died, been born, and just SO MUCH has happened in between that time. I mean, it feels good to know that I'm not like who I used to be (or even who I was ESPECIALLY a month ago) I have so much more love, have received so much more love and I just Understand So Much More - which is crazy, but true. Just thinking about the transformation that has taken in my life ever since that night I confronted every little bit about me...its crazy. I'm officially being that person I've dreamed to be and the fact that This is STILL the beginning makes me more hopeful for the future. I'm a much better person in allll ways to myself and most importantly, to others. I thank God that my life isn't just for myself and it isn't so I can just DO Whatever, but because my life has such a strong purpose (like whoever reads this) and I can be whatever and be confident because I know my identity and I know how to express myself (or at least have gotten WAY better) and I couldn't have done it without my God and loved ones who support me no matter what. I truly have peace and joy for the future, it’s going to be “lit”. LOL JK IT ALREADY IS LIT