The music plays silently and red flashes in darkness dreams become thought become memory of chemical electricity The music is perception something between chaos and cosmos tells me my perception of reality is seen as an illness as something to correct and your honor, I object and I am overruled this existence is consistent persistently insistent that I am wrong or broken or some other version of those words Today is a day and black flashes to red I am a story I carry in my head and somewhere between the door and the bed something in me decided I'm not me, at all #enbypanpoet #matthewdeayre #poetryofmonsters #lifeishardloveharder #writer #mentalillness https://www.instagram.com/p/CKE0V_dlskB/?igshid=1w95ptcfepu5f