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@carstairsjames event: top 10 favorite characters maven calore, requested by @evervaleli

“I focus on the sound instead of his voice. Even though I know what he’s doing, even though I can feel his grip on me tightening, I can’t stop it from pulling me under. It would be too easy to let myself drown. Part of me wants to.”

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maven & elara //  red queen series

somehow, he trembles worse than i do. he steps back, letting me go, and his fingers scratch at one another. i’m shocked because I recognize the action. i do it too. when the pain in my head is so horrible i need another kind to draw me away. he stops when he notices me staring, clasping both hands to his sides as tightly as he can.

“she broke a lot of my habits,” he admits. “never broke that one. some things always come back.” “she.” elara. i see her handiwork right in front of me.

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maven calore //  red queen series

“oh i got troubles they won't let me be but i won't get tired set the town on fire till my troubles got trouble with me”

song: bury me face down, by grandson

[carstairsjames]

happy 19th birthday, maven calore! (12. 13. 302NE)

I have lived with darkness For all my life, I've been pursued

song: the dark side, by muse

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maven calore // red queen series

“I've been looking in a mirror for so long that I've come to believe my soul's on the other side”

song: breathe no more, by evanescence

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maven calore // red queen series

“you don’t even know who you are.”

quotes by maurice sendak

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@scarletguardsource​ mission 2: LGBT+ ships maven x thomas (thomaven) 

“If I could ask someone I love how it feels to lose someone I would just ask you”

song: hearts, by jessie ware

[carstairsjames]

red queen series, by victoria aveyard

“Not a god’s chosen, but a god’s cursed. That’s what we all are.”