warning : fluff, smut, kissing, penetration, missionary, and idk anymore
disclaimer : all of the characters, place, names, events, or anything else are purely imagination and any resemblance in real life are coincidental. dividers and pictures aren’t mine:)
note : english is not my first language but i am trying to make my story coherent, forgive my mistakes:)
song to play : fallingforyou by the 1975
It all started at the small cafe in the city, you were having a solo date and trying some productive stuff to treat yourself after stressful day. You are trying to change the pattern and decide to order a new drink you’ve never try before.
You sit near the window to observe what is happening outside the cafe, looking at those people who were passing by, the cars, the cats and anything else just to make yourself busy and limit yourself to use phone.
Lost in thoughts, you didn’t notice someone’s behind you not until they tap your shoulder to notice them. You turned your head to look and it was a guy who were wearing a black leather jacket and a cargo pants. He was quite handsome yet it looks like he was.. I mean no time to fix himself.
“Miss? Excuse me, would you mind me share a table with you?”
I looked around and realized the place was full. I was the only one with a chair that wasn’t occupied.
I just smiled at him and I took my drink to take a sip. I look at the window once again and let myself observe the place or maybe drown in thoughts.
I notice him looking at the outside of the cafe too. Sipping his coffee, that looks like an Ice Americano coffee. But why does it smell like there was an alcohol, a whisky? Nevermind. Not my own business though.
There was a silence between us. At first, I felt a little uncomfortable, he was different. I’ve sat with strangers before, but something about him felt unfamiliar. Should I talk to him or not? God, help me.
“Do you need something, Miss?
He broke the silence when he felt the gaze from the woman infront of him.
“No, sorry!” Silence. Shit. “Uhm… that drink” I said and point out his drink “…does it have a whiskey on it?” He look at me nonchalantly. Damn, I shouldn’t ask him. He looks like he could do bad to me.
“Oh” I nodded and left nothing to ask. Gawd it’s so awkward here. He noticed the awkwardness and he slightly eases the tension. He look at me a bit longer.
“You don’t like the whiskey?” He asked.
I shook my head quickly. “Never tried it”
“You want to try? I could order it for ya.”
“What? No it’s okay!” I quickly respond to his but he insists that it was okay. I mean.. yeah it’s okay. Might pass my productive plan. He ordered the Ice Americano with a mix of whisky on it and now I had two drinks on me. Funny.
He gestured me to try what’s the taste of the coffee mix with an alcohol. I I took a sip while he waited for my reaction. I usually drink iced americano whenever I’m stressed or overwhelmed.
“It… tastes good. Shit, I wish I had known about this sooner.”
He watched me for a moment, like he was waiting to see if I was being honest. Then he took another sip from his own cup.
“Most people don’t like it the first time,” he said casually.
I glanced at him. “Yeah? Well… I guess I’m not most people.”
That made him pause just for a second.
“…Guess not,” he replied, quieter this time.
That interaction changed me forever, we talked although it was a bit awkward because I can feel he is not a big talker but you can see he was trying to talk with me. Really trying.
It wasn’t loud or easy, but it felt real in a quiet way.
Before I knew it, we exchanged numbers.
Months passed we keep exchanging messages. We met in places that aren’t crowded, spent time talking, walking around or just doing nothing. At first, it felt like a friend hanging out just to escape the reality but the longer we spent time together. The tension changed, it was no longer on something I can’t explain. It started to feel familiar, easy in a way I didn’t expect.
Everytime we hang out, I’ve been always a big talker and he was just there beside me. Listening from whatever I was yapping about. It might be my life, hobbies, food, problems or anything that is related to me.
But as time passed, I started noticing something. The places we went to, the things he bought, even the way he acted… it all matched me. The things I liked, the habits I had, even my little mannerisms he knew them.
He had been observing me all along.
“You’re weird. Really weird to me over the pass few months, y’know?”
So hard to notice all of the things he’s been doing ever since. He’d been doing that like I am his lover and it’s making me sick! I don’t want to assume unless he stated it. But this feeling, it’s hard. Really hard to keep it casual.
Keep it together, Y/N. Never ruin the friendship. He once mentioned there was a girl he couldn’t forget. He never explained it fully, but I remembered it anyway.
So even when he acted differently with me… I reminded myself not to assume.
Lost in thoughts, I didn’t know he was there beside me. He tapped my shoulder and I look at what he was holding. Fries, milktea, and peonies.
Wow peonies. PEONIES?! WHAT? I turned my gaze on him and my mouth just open and close because there were no words forming out of my mouth. I was left speechless there.
He breaks the silence. “You don’t like it?” His tone was different, it sounded like a defeated person who lost.
I shook my head. “..No.. I like it! You’re so random”
His reaction quickly changed into someone who won. Damn, Leon you really know how to get me but your signal are making me confused.
I took the food and the flowers, placing the food beside me while I held the bouquet in my hands. I felt completely mesmerized—not just by the flowers, but by the place around us too.
It was already 9PM but we were out and chilling somewhere that we can feel the breeze of the wind.
She was focused on the flowers, then the night sky, like she was taking everything in. I found myself watching her more than anything else.
I shouldn’t have been, but I couldn’t look away. Eversince, I’ve felt something unfamiliar that I couldn’t explain. I couldn’t name it. Whenever she was around, that feeling kicks in. It feels like the world suddenly slow down just for her.
“Do you have something to tell me, Leon?”
She interrupted me. God dammit Leon S. Kennedy. You are becoming an idiot, what should I tell her? Fuck. I look at beside her and saw the food is still there left untouched.
“Eat the food, Y/n. The fries would be cold sooner.”
“Oh, yeah!! Right, sorry. Lee”
That nickname..the smile. It makes my shit melt down.
I’m way too caught up with my thoughts and she is consuming me too much. Where did my greatness, nonchalance, coolness go? A great and scary agent but a loser when it comes to her.
Not suddenly. Not loudly.
Just… clearly. This isn’t just distraction anymore.
It’s not just habit, or curiosity, or coincidence.
And that unfamiliar feeling I’ve been pushing aside… finally has a name I don’t want to admit.
“Can I be honest with you right now? You’re confusing me”
“Jesus Christ..how do I say this then”
I laugh a bit to ease the tension, my heart was pounding so much but God please give me a confidence to continue what I need to say to him.
“Leon..To be honest..uhm.. You’ve been confusing me for the past few months..Your actions…”
Fuck this guy doesn’t even have a hint or does he know what he was doing?
“Leon, stop. Stop pretending, you’re making it hard for me to assume…. that you like me”
“Assume what, Y/n?” He didn’t heard it, it sounded like a gibberish.
“…That you fucking like me, god dammit!” I shouted.
Tears starting to fell on my cheeks.
“…I k-know..I know I shouldn’t assume—“
I stop in the middle of the sentence when I felt a soft lips pressing on my lips. His lips. He kiss me? He pulled away and move his hand to my cheeks to wipe away the tears.
“I like you..eversince then”
My world stop for a moment after those words slip out on his mouth. I look at his eyes to know if he was really sincere and…yes he is. I bite my lips to help me not to cry again.
“Hey, hey, don’t cry” He said softly.
“..there you are again…you’re making me fall in love so hard…”
I said as I cry not in a sad way. He laugh and wipe my tears. I felt like an high school girl confessing my love for another high schooler boy. So cheezy.
Lee S.K 🤍 : Baby, i'll fetch you later at 8 PM.
You : huh so random baby
You : ihhh
You : joke, where are we going btw?
Lee S.K 🤍 : Somewhere baby, trust me in this yeah?
Lee S.K 🤍 : Wear what ever you want, baby
Lee S.K 🤍 : I can fight
I laugh at his message, I know he can fight. Such a protective man. But want him to act like a baby..hmmm? What should I respond then? Ah!
You : okayy
You : before that...
You : where's my kiss?
A mischievous grin smiles appears in my face after I sent those message. I wanna tease him.
You : oh please please my baby leon 🥺🥺🙏🏻
Oh dear, I know you can’t resist me.
You : fine, cancel your plan later.
You : why do I feel like this does not come from your heart:(
Lee S.K 🤍 : Baby
Lee S.K 🤍 : Mwuahh mwuahh
Awh. Look the guy who’s tough outside yet a baby with me, he had no choice though or else I would not talk to him.
I long press the message and heart it.
You : awww thought you don’t love me anymore:(
You : just kidding, i love you more so much babyy mwuah!
Lee S.K 🤍 : I love you more, my lady
Lee S.K 🤍 : ❤️
All the clothes scattered around the room while I am checking out which dress I would wear during the dinner date with Leon. From then on, after the confession happened two months ago.
Things weren’t perfect but they were real. Leon had started to let his guard down, little by little. Not all at once. Not easily. There were still moments when he struggled to say what he felt, when silence spoke more than his words ever could.
Because that’s what we do, right? We meet each other halfway.
So even if he couldn’t always say it, I learned to understand him in other ways. And in my own way, I stayed beside him patient, steady and helping him through it.
He had been thinking about it for days.
The ring sat in his pocket, heavier than it should’ve been.
Leon S. Kennedy calm under pressure, trained for anything—
Because for once, it wasn’t about a mission.
The place were quieter as usual. Warm lights, jazz music on the background, the kind of place Leon would choose without making a big deal on it.
But tonight, it was different. He was quieter than usual. Not distant just lost in thoughts.
“Is everything alright, Lee?” I said and tilted my head slightly on him.
I hummed in response, that’s because it was normal to him. I didn’t question it enough.
We ate, we talked and I talked and he listened just what he was before. But his attention are different, like he was trying to memorize every little thing.
I paused when he called me. I look at him and respond with “Yes?”
Leon S. Kennedy who faced things most people wouldn’t even survive—
His hand moved slightly, like he was debating something.
“Stay,” he said quietly. “Just… stay.”
I frowned a little. “I am staying.”
He let out a small breath, almost like a quiet laugh.
My heart skipped.His eyes met mine, steady but softer than I’d ever seen them.
There was no grand speech. No perfect words.
And somehow… that was more than enough. There was a moment of silence, no awkwardness. Enjoying each other presence.
He was not on his knees and pulled out something on his pocket.
“…stay with me not just tonight but something permanent . Will you marry me?”
I look at him. Left speechless. Tears starts rolling down my cheeks. A happy tears.
He gently took my hand to put the right in my fingers. I quickly cupped his cheeks and press a small kiss on his lips. “I love you”
Both of you were outside of his house. He insisted to you to not go home, you can’t say no. Here you are, waiting for him to unlock the door.
After you got outside, he suddenly pin you against the wall to kiss you deeply. At first you didn’t respond but seconds later you immediately kiss him back. You moan softly between the kiss. You put your hands to his neck and as his hands roaming all around your body as if there is no tomorrow.
We were both going to his room and not breaking the kiss. The kiss were messy enough, he couldn’t restrain himself anymore. The restrain living out of his body the moment they got inside the room. I quickly remove his suit.
I break the kiss as I were out of air, I look at him and saw his figure. His hair and his clothes were a completely a mess. He suddenly cupped my face to kiss me more. Deeply. I wrapped my arms around him once again and he suddenly tapped my legs to clung onto him.I wrapped my legs around his waist.
As the kiss deepens, he bite my lower lips and slide his tounge inside just to explore every side of it. Suddenly, he started to suck my tounge while he put me on his bed without breaking the making out session. His hands starting to roam all of over my body and it stops at my back to unzip the dress. Gawd. I am not wearing a bra. He breaks the kiss just to to remove the dress I am wearing. Leaving me with panties only.
“Not wearing a bra, I see” He said and let out a small smirk. He didn’t waste another time so he grab your tits and suck the shit out of it. Fuck, I didn’t know he was into this.I moan as he was sucking my boobs while the other hand playing and massaging it.
He move to my lips again and this time, it was slower. As we were kissing, i reach my hand to his shirt—slowly unbuttoning it. He broke the kiss and he removes the shirt he was wearing and resume the kiss.
“Fuck” He said between the kiss. “…i’ve been waiting for this.”
His lips move to your jaws, neck, collarbone, chest, stomach and stop in your clothed clit. He looks at me asking for consent. I nodded.
“I need to hear those words baby”
I didn’t even finish the sentence when he tore the panty I was wearing. Unpredictable. I thought he would kiss the clothed clit before removing it but he did the other way.
He spread my legs to see my clit, it’s wet already. The air send shivers down to my clit as he blows it. “Wet already, sweetheart?”. He let out a small laugh and suddenly he started eating the shit out of me causing me to moan. He started lapping my cunt and push one finger, back and forth. Two fingers. Three. Four.
Can’t take it anymore. I feel a knot in my stomach, I believe that I need to cum. “nghh..ngh…baby..lee..need to….mhnm..—“
He stopped. “No-uh, not yet baby. I need you to cum right in my cock”
Cruel. My cunt feel so lost and empty when he remove his finger inside of me.
He kiss me as he was unbuckling his belt and remove his trousers quickly leaving himself wearing a boxer. He breaks the kiss and I look at him, his eyes were full of lust. I look down to see that anytime, his cock would burst out of his boxer because of how hard it it. You can see the pre cum on his boxer. He then remove his boxer and oh girl. It was big. I didnt expect it to be that big. Would it fit? His dick we’re hard, veiny… damn that girth wouldn’t fit inside me.
He then pumps it and gives it a few stroke. But he hovers you once again and kiss you one more time. Slowly. He aligns himself to yours and slowly put his inside of you causing you to gasp. He kiss you more deeply to distract you.
“big enough..hah..to fill you..up with a.. baby” he said between the kiss
And there, he was finally fully inside you. He broke the kiss and fix his posture. He didn’t move snd waits for you to adjust to his size. He was throbbing inside and pussy clenching.
He starts to move back and forth slowly, taking his time to fuck the shit out of you. You were moaning a mess. He put your leg on his shoulder causing you to moan a bit loud. He found the right spot and your pussy clenching too hard making him hard to restrain himself.
“fucking so tight..made just for me.” Thrust. “I might..lose hah..control” Fuck. Pussy clenching him so hard causing him to fuck her harder. Harder and harder.
Tears starting to fall out because of how good it was. Pleasure starting to build up, his thrust is getting sloppier. His moan and loud gasp filled the entire room.
“Baby..mhmm… n-nee…need to come”
He said as his pace go faster and faster. His hand went to your breast and massage it and down to your clit. Fuck.
“Fuck that pussy…making me feel so good hah”
“I—-…i love y..ya too” My mind were too fuck out. The pleasure is starting to build up. I feel like I need to come. No time to tell him.. fucking me making me lose my mind and not be able to form a single words.
Leon feel it and keep thrusting in and out. He was not stopping, he was chasing his own orgasm. He was fucking you mercilessly and then you feel the hot seed filling you up inside. Your body aches as he was filling you. He finally emptied himself inside you and he looks down there to see where both of you were connected and slowly pull himself out of you.
Cum spilling a bit and he put his finger inside of you to stop it from spilling out. You were too sensitive but too tired to form a words, you’re sleepy.
And that was the last thing you saw.
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okay so.. this is my first time again writing a smut. Srghhhhehdh why is it so hard to write smut this days😭 I’ve stopped writing smut almost years ago.