I really really want to write a fanfic about Light experiencing grief for L and having no idea what to make of it.
Like. that’s never happened for him before. Let alone for the guy he’s trying been trying to kill and despises (because he totally does despise him. Nope no semi-positive attachment here.) Like, L dies and he WINS. He’s WINNING. But he keeps feeling this weird sudden heavy feeling every time he’s not doing anything for to long and he keeps storing stuff in the “to talk to L about” then remembering he can’t. Like. What the fuck
Like anxiety attack style of panic. What is happening. Why does he feel like this













