#maybe i'm crying

[melissa-benoists]

and in the end, being selfish is what saved the universe

[yurens]

cotton skies + kageyama please!! congrats on the milestone, your work always makes me feel warm even when it’s angsty because the care you put into it is so apparent, and the language you use while writing is gorgeous!! ☀️💖🥺

anon🥺🥺 thank you for reading my works with such care even the angst😭😭 my heart just go ___|\___ when i get messages like this bc ahhhh my sincerity is showing through T_T ty for your support and love :( blessing you with kind thoughts and good winds :( 

˚｡⋆.cotton skies: kageyama + parenting

somewhere along the way, he lost sight of his daughter. 

because kageyama’s love comes in the form of bumps, sets, spikes. 

it smells like salonpas in the comfortable apartment; it feels like the hardened muscles of his hands; it sounds like ‘i’ll drive you to practice’; it looks like the peppered strands of his hair; it tastes like the individual grains of rice at dinner.

it’s how he loves you, and it’s how he loves his kids. the younger two still pull him by the arms, showing him their clumsy bumps and sets before dinner, but kageyama knows that one day, they’ll have to choose their own happiness. 

he knows, yet somewhere along the way, he lost sight of his eldest daughter.

“do you want papa to leave?”

he still refers to himself as ‘papa’ even when she’s long switched to ‘dad’. or sometimes, nothing at all, like now. 

silence comes from the other side of the door. 

kageyama drops his hand. “okay, i’ll stay.”

lowering himself to the wooden floor, he winces a little at the creaks in his knees. 

the house is silent; you’ve taken the youngest two to visit their grandparents, leaving kageyama behind in case the eldest needs anything during her exams.

quiet dinners, quiet mornings, and now there’s a quiet sniffling from the other side.  

it’s her first heartbreak. he knows because he once wore his heart like that, before you came along. 

you’ve always said that your daughter takes after him, and he didn’t think it was a bad thing until today.

being too sincere with your heart hurts. the more wholeheartedly you love, the more you’ll pick up fragments of your broken heart. 

love is simple. people are not.

he knows this all too well. 

when the minutes tick by and kageyama hears the chime of the dishwasher, he quietly moves to stand up. 

the sniffles have evened out, and he finds a spark of comfort in the habitual pattern of her breathes. his heart constricts a little, reminded of those nights he’d felt the distinct pattern against his embrace. 

how small she was and how unfettered her love. 

“dad.” kageyama stops by the staircase. “can you stay? just a little longer?”

“i was just gonna get you some water and reheat dinner. just in case.”

“okay.”

“i’ll be here, baby,” he replies just as simply, sincerely, “for as long as you need.”

thank you for coming to the spring tea session🍵🌸

[moonlightsonatah]

I DEMAND TO KNOW WHO THE BEAUTIFUL ANON IS! LET ME LOVE YOU HOW YOU DESERVE TO BE LOVED!

i- i am just- 🥺🥺🥺 i'm overcome! thank you for such a lovely and beautiful message, i am going to keep it forever and ever! know that i love you and if i could hug you, i would! 💙

[boochans]

gonna need 3-5 business days to recover from that holy shit what an amazing concert

[takemealivelh]

[courtclover]

Honestly your writing is perfection and I’m so shy to interact with you. You’re so good and amazing as Clover and every time I see you on my dash I love reading your stuff. Never stop writing. You’re amazing and I hope you have a wonderful night 💚

aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh this is very sweet of you! thank you! ;;v;; 

idk how you’re in my head cuz i haven’t been looking at my writing in a good light lately, just kinda been pushing myself to write and not think about it, but i really appreciate this! i don’t know how to thank you! you don’t need to be shy, friend. i am shrimp i am little. if we’re mutuals, please feel free to interact with me in anyway. 

thank you very much i really appreciate this more than you know 💚

[bisexualjumpol]

White and Earth in OffGun FunNight ep 4

[doctorkierans]

            i am good. And i always was. lex didn’t change me and you didn’t change me either. ©