Man I sure wish Christians could just be normal sometimes? Obviously this is not directed to every Christian monumentizing a community is gross and icky don't do it. But I am so sick of giving the Christians on the sidelines of my life a chance. Just for them to throw awful manipulative rhetoric in my face. And finding out they were nice to me as a way of proselytizing, it makes me sick. I refuse letting bad faith actors make me bitter and untrusting but man I get it.
I already was sympathetic to how historically insuler our community has been but man do I get it. Do I get it because it's gross. The fact I'm only worth somthing to you when I conform to your narrow idea of life.












