#maybe tomorrow...

[count-pudding]

Knights and silly sketches

[explosionshark]

I've been busy with work and basically unconscious whenever I'm home but I DID read the tomb raider fic and I'm OBSESSED with how desperate Lara was for Sam like she couldn't just fuck her she had to do it almost in every conceivable way imaginable first like that girl is a main dish and baby lara showed up to the event like a starving coyote

Tbh my favorite part of writing that dynamic in that fic was just like - ohhh Lara's fucked up right now. She's like holding on by a THREAD she needs this so bad. And she, like Sam, is very aware of the fact that this is an encounter with a time limit.

Sam's approaching that from the angle of like: okay fuck I know this is going to be a one-off, nothing is really changing with us, so I have to be smart and be careful and not give too much away here so I don't feel like an idiot who broke her own heart when Lara's gone in a few days.

And Lara is coming at it from: this is going to be a one-off, I don't know if I'll get to do this again, I need to fucking min-max this shit, I need to get everything out of this that I can. She doesn't even let them get to the bedroom and she makes them change positions like three times because she wants everything at once. She wants more than is even like actually physically possible

So self-protective reservation vs like unparalleled greed. And I like that Lara is sometimes selfish in ways she justifies as being protective of others, actually! I think being really impatient and impulsive are really good flaws she has. So getting to write her being absolutely, totally desperate to the point of sheer patheticness was a treat for me

RIP TO SAM NISHIMURA HER STARVING COYOTE WITH COMMITMENT ISSUES IS ALSO THE MOST INSANELY DEVOTED CLOSET ROMANTIC SHE'S EVER MET.

Thank you, Ark! Really nice message, totally made my day :)

[mymansmoon]

I wanted to write a smutty ficlet today but now I am cramping and there is no power left in the brain for writing ☹️

[mildmayfoxe]

what i really ought to do is inventory all my prints and pins and postcards and the other keychains. but i don't want to do that

[tasmagor]

hmm

[posttexasstressdisorder]

"Crystal Blue Persuasion"

Look over yonder What do you see? The sun is a-risin' Most definitely A new day is comin', whoo-hoo People are changin' Ain't it beautiful, whoo-hoo Crystal blue persuasion Better get ready Gonna see the light Love, love is the answer, whoo-hoo And that's all right So don't you give up now, whoo-hoo It's so easy to find Just look to your soul (Look to your soul) And open your mind Crystal blue persuasion Mm-hmm It's a new vibration Crystal blue persuasion Crystal Blue persuasion Maybe tomorrow When he looks down On every green field, whoo-hoo And every town All of his children In every nation There'll be peace and good Brotherhood Crystal blue persuasion Yeah Crystal blue persuasion, aha Crystal blue persuasion, aha Crystal blue persuasion, aha (Oh) Crystal blue persuasion, aha Crystal blue persuasion, aha Crystal blue persuasion, aha Crystal blue persuasion, aha

[jhara-ivez]

Can't write this damn letter to the not-anymore-friend by hand. I keep shivering because apparently the whole topic has the same effect like getting into a carcrash or getting assaulted by drunken people on me. I only ever had one carcrash, I shivered like leaves in a storm. Nobody was hurt, not even the car had any visible scratch. Still I was high on adrenaline. As I am now. Lovely. I absolutely love my build-for-panic body.

[cyclorose]

I've never been more happy to draw oliver today