HOW DARE THE MERFORM TWEEL CARDS COME BACK WHEN IM BROKE AND CAN’T GET THEM

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HOW DARE THE MERFORM TWEEL CARDS COME BACK WHEN IM BROKE AND CAN’T GET THEM
Ignored
Trigger warnings: nightmares, panic attacks, feeling ignored
Hurt/Scared one: Han
Comforter: Stray Kids
The request was actually that the others would ignore Han as a joke on his birthday but I can't, I just can't write that, my heart can't take that 😭😭 (only a little bit dramatic XD). So I had to make it fit a bit better... hope you still enjoy :3
Description follows later XD. Just so far: it's Han's birthday but the members ignore him or even forgot about him
Han didn't really care about his birthday. Sure it was nice to have a day with his members, without so many schedules to do, but that was really one of the only things why birthdays were special. Of course the members always made something they normally wouldn't do and there was cake of course, but the most important thing for Han was the time with the others.
Because the times where even Chan, Minho and Changbin were there were rare. They had too much to do to be there always.
And that was why Han loved birthdays. Not only his own, but all their birthdays. Those were those rare days of them doing fun things all together.
So Han woke up in the morning, stretching himself a bit. At first he didn't even remember what was special about this day. But there had to be something! He could remember there was something: But what? - wait! Right, his birthday! He had to chuckle about himself a bit. He seriosley forgot his own birthday.
He got out of bed and made himself ready. On his way downstairs, Han noticed that it was suspiciously quite. But not the everyone-is-still-sleeping-quite more like no-one-is-here-quite. And Han didn't like that.
When he entered the kitchen, everything was empty. No one was there. Jisung looked at the clock on the wall 8am. Okay, maybe Chan, Changbin and maybe even Minho went in the studios to get some work ready, before quality-time. The others would be probably still asleep. It wasn't even that late, maybe he was just pretty early. In the end, this is a day off, why would anyone stand up that early? he asked himself and went back into his room.
But the hours went by and no one even came to look after Han. At 1pm he decided, that he would go to the studios. Maybe they kinda forgot that they had a day off? Even tho he didn't care about his birthday, it would hurt him, if they forgot... But the members would never forget him, right?
As soon as he was at JYPE, he went in the 3RACHA studio. as expected, Chan and Changbin sat on there chairs, concentrated at the lyrics in front of them. Han saw that Chan had a frown on his face, always a sign that he got stuck up at something and forgot the time. "Hyung?" the rapper moved to Chan's side and tapped his leader on the arm. But he didn't react.
After a few tries he just got a "leave me alone please, I have work to do. Or is it urgent?" as an answer. Taken back by the cold tone in the leader's voice he stumbled back a bit. Shaking his head once, Han tried to stop the pain in his heart. Calm down Han, Chan-hyung probably didn't even take a break from working. You know how moody he can be. Jisung walked towards Changbin. He tried the same with his other friend, but he didn't even seem to see him. The youngest 3RACHA member even waved in front of Changbin's face, but he didn't give any reactions.
A unwell feeling started to grow in his body and he searched up one of the studios. The parts for some songs weren't ready recorded, so maybe some members would be there. And he was right: Seungmin stood in the recording booth with Jeongin, who read through some sheets of paper.
"Hey you two, do you know what is wrong with Chan-hyung and Changbin-hyung?" "I.N that word isn't pronounced 'muudy' it's 'muddy'" "Ohhhhh, now it makes sense!" the youngest didn't noticed him. The rapper figured, that it was because they stood in the recording booth and couldn't hear him.
He opened the door and said the same thing he said a minute ago. But the younger members still didn't notice him or... ignored him? Suddenly Seungmin turned in Han's direction, who was reliefed to be noticed. "Jeongin, why did you leave the door open? No wonder the recording sounded odd" "Oh, sorry my bad" with the door that banged in front of Jisungs face his hope was washed away.
More anxious he speed-walked to the dance practice room. he already thought that danceRACHA would be there. Han already heard the music before he opened the door. A wave of loud beats washed over him. He would never understand how the whole danceRACHA wasn't deaf with the volume they had the music on. Even Chan, who wasn't so much better with his headphones, sometimes told them to turn the music down a bit.
Jisung quietly sat down on a chair that was placed in the room and waited until they had finished the dance. Now he wouldn't be noticed anyways, no matter how loud he was, the music would be louder.
After some time, the music went silent and Han stood up. Felix and Hyunjin already got out of their positions from dancing, while Minho waited until the music was completely turned down. All three panted. Only god knew how long they already danced like that.
"Okay, done for the day! Let's go to the studios, Chan wanted to start recording in 10 minutes" and with that, they just left. It wasn't possible that they didn't see Han. While talking the three stood right in front of him.
The dancers chest tightened. He should go to the studios again. Maybe they were just joking with him. And he had to record his parts anyway.
The others already were in the recording room, when Han opened the door. Punctual, his part needed to be recorded next.
But before he could say something Chan mumbled "oh shit, I forgot to write down who should sing this part!" Jisung's heart froze. "I can do it. It's a rap part anyway!" "Okay, thank you, Changbin. I get lost in my thoughts way too often" Han couldn't hear more. He had already stormed out of the room.
Tears started to sting in his eyes, when the young dancer ran out of the building. What was wrong?? Why didn't they seem to see him? To know him?
He panted when he reached the dorm. Tears were rolling down his cheeks. As soon as he was in the safe place of home, Han started to sob. He slided down on the wall, pulling his knees to his chest. Why? why was it like this? He didn't understand! Why? Why, why why, why, wh-
"Is he already awake?" "Don't think so" "Okay then one..." "...two..." "...three..." "...HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNIIII" Han's eyes opened and he sat up in his bed a bit too fast. For a second the whole room spun. "Han, are you okay?" the voice belonged to Chan, he could here it, but it sounded too far away. What happened. "Hey, why are you crying? Did we scare you?" this time it was Minho who talked. He cupped Jisnung's cheeks in his hands. But before he could get a better look at the younger's face, the rapper wrapped his arms around the dancers neck and started to sob into the fabric of his shirt.
All the members where stunned. That wasn't the reaction they expected. Minho looked at Chan with a look that said 'help me pleaseee'. As Minho 'said' Chan hurried to Han and kneeled down in front of his first Stray Kid, so he was at the same height as Han. "Jisung-ah, what happened? Why are you crying? Would you tell me please?" the leader asked softly, while rubbing one hand over Han's back. "I-I don't kn-know. You a-all ignored... ignored me..." The others looked at each other confused. But Chan smiled understanding. "Bad dream?" he asked, knowing the feeling of nightmares feeling real well too good himself. Han nodded and looked up from Minho's shoulder.
Against everyone's expections, I.N started to speak: "hey Hannie, I know it can be a scary feeling, but it's over now. We're here for you" "Yeah and we would never ignore you!" Felix joined in. The members moved close to Han to give him a hug. "Promise?" he asked quietly. But the others heard him. "PROMISE!"
END
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