#skz panic attack

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Ignored

Trigger warnings: nightmares, panic attacks, feeling ignored

Hurt/Scared one: Han

Comforter: Stray Kids

The request was actually that the others would ignore Han as a joke on his birthday but I can't, I just can't write that, my heart can't take that 😭😭 (only a little bit dramatic XD). So I had to make it fit a bit better... hope you still enjoy :3

Description follows later XD. Just so far: it's Han's birthday but the members ignore him or even forgot about him

Han didn't really care about his birthday. Sure it was nice to have a day with his members, without so many schedules to do, but that was really one of the only things why birthdays were special. Of course the members always made something they normally wouldn't do and there was cake of course, but the most important thing for Han was the time with the others.

Because the times where even Chan, Minho and Changbin were there were rare. They had too much to do to be there always.

And that was why Han loved birthdays. Not only his own, but all their birthdays. Those were those rare days of them doing fun things all together.

So Han woke up in the morning, stretching himself a bit. At first he didn't even remember what was special about this day. But there had to be something! He could remember there was something: But what? - wait! Right, his birthday! He had to chuckle about himself a bit. He seriosley forgot his own birthday.

He got out of bed and made himself ready. On his way downstairs, Han noticed that it was suspiciously quite. But not the everyone-is-still-sleeping-quite more like no-one-is-here-quite. And Han didn't like that.

When he entered the kitchen, everything was empty. No one was there. Jisung looked at the clock on the wall 8am. Okay, maybe Chan, Changbin and maybe even Minho went in the studios to get some work ready, before quality-time. The others would be probably still asleep. It wasn't even that late, maybe he was just pretty early. In the end, this is a day off, why would anyone stand up that early? he asked himself and went back into his room.

But the hours went by and no one even came to look after Han. At 1pm he decided, that he would go to the studios. Maybe they kinda forgot that they had a day off? Even tho he didn't care about his birthday, it would hurt him, if they forgot... But the members would never forget him, right?

As soon as he was at JYPE, he went in the 3RACHA studio. as expected, Chan and Changbin sat on there chairs, concentrated at the lyrics in front of them. Han saw that Chan had a frown on his face, always a sign that he got stuck up at something and forgot the time. "Hyung?" the rapper moved to Chan's side and tapped his leader on the arm. But he didn't react.

After a few tries he just got a "leave me alone please, I have work to do. Or is it urgent?" as an answer. Taken back by the cold tone in the leader's voice he stumbled back a bit. Shaking his head once, Han tried to stop the pain in his heart. Calm down Han, Chan-hyung probably didn't even take a break from working. You know how moody he can be. Jisung walked towards Changbin. He tried the same with his other friend, but he didn't even seem to see him. The youngest 3RACHA member even waved in front of Changbin's face, but he didn't give any reactions.

A unwell feeling started to grow in his body and he searched up one of the studios. The parts for some songs weren't ready recorded, so maybe some members would be there. And he was right: Seungmin stood in the recording booth with Jeongin, who read through some sheets of paper.

"Hey you two, do you know what is wrong with Chan-hyung and Changbin-hyung?" "I.N that word isn't pronounced 'muudy' it's 'muddy'" "Ohhhhh, now it makes sense!" the youngest didn't noticed him. The rapper figured, that it was because they stood in the recording booth and couldn't hear him.

He opened the door and said the same thing he said a minute ago. But the younger members still didn't notice him or... ignored him? Suddenly Seungmin turned in Han's direction, who was reliefed to be noticed. "Jeongin, why did you leave the door open? No wonder the recording sounded odd" "Oh, sorry my bad" with the door that banged in front of Jisungs face his hope was washed away.

More anxious he speed-walked to the dance practice room. he already thought that danceRACHA would be there. Han already heard the music before he opened the door. A wave of loud beats washed over him. He would never understand how the whole danceRACHA wasn't deaf with the volume they had the music on. Even Chan, who wasn't so much better with his headphones, sometimes told them to turn the music down a bit.

Jisung quietly sat down on a chair that was placed in the room and waited until they had finished the dance. Now he wouldn't be noticed anyways, no matter how loud he was, the music would be louder.

After some time, the music went silent and Han stood up. Felix and Hyunjin already got out of their positions from dancing, while Minho waited until the music was completely turned down. All three panted. Only god knew how long they already danced like that.

"Okay, done for the day! Let's go to the studios, Chan wanted to start recording in 10 minutes" and with that, they just left. It wasn't possible that they didn't see Han. While talking the three stood right in front of him.

The dancers chest tightened. He should go to the studios again. Maybe they were just joking with him. And he had to record his parts anyway.

The others already were in the recording room, when Han opened the door. Punctual, his part needed to be recorded next.

But before he could say something Chan mumbled "oh shit, I forgot to write down who should sing this part!" Jisung's heart froze. "I can do it. It's a rap part anyway!" "Okay, thank you, Changbin. I get lost in my thoughts way too often" Han couldn't hear more. He had already stormed out of the room.

Tears started to sting in his eyes, when the young dancer ran out of the building. What was wrong?? Why didn't they seem to see him? To know him?

He panted when he reached the dorm. Tears were rolling down his cheeks. As soon as he was in the safe place of home, Han started to sob. He slided down on the wall, pulling his knees to his chest. Why? why was it like this? He didn't understand! Why? Why, why why, why, wh-

"Is he already awake?" "Don't think so" "Okay then one..." "...two..." "...three..." "...HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNIIII" Han's eyes opened and he sat up in his bed a bit too fast. For a second the whole room spun. "Han, are you okay?" the voice belonged to Chan, he could here it, but it sounded too far away. What happened. "Hey, why are you crying? Did we scare you?" this time it was Minho who talked. He cupped Jisnung's cheeks in his hands. But before he could get a better look at the younger's face, the rapper wrapped his arms around the dancers neck and started to sob into the fabric of his shirt.

All the members where stunned. That wasn't the reaction they expected. Minho looked at Chan with a look that said 'help me pleaseee'. As Minho 'said' Chan hurried to Han and kneeled down in front of his first Stray Kid, so he was at the same height as Han. "Jisung-ah, what happened? Why are you crying? Would you tell me please?" the leader asked softly, while rubbing one hand over Han's back. "I-I don't kn-know. You a-all ignored... ignored me..." The others looked at each other confused. But Chan smiled understanding. "Bad dream?" he asked, knowing the feeling of nightmares feeling real well too good himself. Han nodded and looked up from Minho's shoulder.

Against everyone's expections, I.N started to speak: "hey Hannie, I know it can be a scary feeling, but it's over now. We're here for you" "Yeah and we would never ignore you!" Felix joined in. The members moved close to Han to give him a hug. "Promise?" he asked quietly. But the others heard him. "PROMISE!"

END

Oh my god!!! Why did I need so long??? Give me new ideas please <3

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Acrophobia... (Sickfic)

Trigger warnings: emeto, acrophobia, swearing

Sickie: Minho

Caretaker/Comforter: Changbin, Hyunjin, Chan

This will be really, really short again, but I hope you'll like it XD

Minho hates being far away from the ground. He is literally scared of it. Well too dumb that he is stubborn too...

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Dumb. That was how Lee Know felt. Absolutly dumb. Why did he volunteer for this damn shit? Every member said that they could do it. Like really everyone. But no, Minho had the idea to take the part in the song, that was played at a fucking 10 meter house!

Minho groaned and went out of his bed. His watch said 5:10am. There was a 100% chance he would see his only hyung downstairs, a 50% chance that he just came from the studios and a 50% chance that he was up already. With that he brought his mind in a different direction of thinking: being worried about Chan's sleep wasn't the best thought of distraction, but way better than thinking about dancing and singing on a 10 meter building. Only by thinking about that fact, he felt nauseous.

When he wallked downstairs, he already heard someone, who was clearly cleaning the kitchen. So he would have to talk with Chan. Great. Of course he loved their leader with his whole heart, but in the morning (and especially that early) the eldest was a bit much for someone who preffered sleeping over early mornings.

As expected, Chan was in the kitchen. He seemed to sort the cutlery? Minho didn't question that behavior and went straight to the coffee machine. "Oi, Minho, why are you awake already? The shootng for the music video starts at 2pm!" "My question would be: are you already awake or still awake and if that is the case: when do you mind going to sleep?" the dancer contered and started to make his coffee. "Welllllll, let's say I didn't plan to sleep...?" his hyung answered asked and earned a Minho-glare with eye rolling.

Both of them set down on the kitchen table. "Minho? Are you really fine with dancing on that building? You can still say that I shall do the part, I know the lyrics and dance moves, Changbin and Hyunjin too" "No, I'm fine. I won't fight my fear with running away from it" it sounded more like an attack he realized, so he added "I just don't want to run away from it anymore. You all always face your fears and I really have to learn that" his hyung didn't look convinced but smiled warmly at him. "Okay, just say if it gets too much" with that he stood up and went upstairs.

Lee Know sat at the table for a while until he decided he would make himself a little breakfast. He knew that he could get nauseous or even sick at the building, but it didn't hurt that much when there wasn't only bile and stomach acid to throw up.

This thoughts should have turned his alarm on. And they did. But he ignored it. And oh, that wasn't a good decision.

(A little break, I feel like the world is ending in Germany right now, it's raining like wtf it sounds like, I don't know how to describe it, but yk what I mean?!?)

Around 10am the whole Stray Kids gang was at the shooting point. They were way too early, but so they had time to look around at the set, to practice and to get ready. Only the look at the building he had to stand on made Minho's stomach churn. He felt his breakfast moving around and felt like he was going to vomit.

But he just ignored it. Pushing things away alway helped. Except with his members. And fear. But those things were different. No matter how annoying Han was, how angry Changbin or how clingy Chan-hyung was: he loved all of them unconditionally. But fear? He really wanted that feeling to go away. There was nothing to be afraid of!

"Hey Lee Know, are you okay?" Changbin just appeared in front of him, what made him jump a bit. "Oh my gosh, Changbin! You don't have to give me a heart-attack!" "Sorry, you just look so pale. If you're not feeling well, we can make the video at a different day. I can ask Chan to-" "No, it's fine, I'm good" Minho didn't mean to snap on the younger member. He really didn't mean to sound rude but he couldn't help it. The tension in his body went into his voice and he couldn't control it. Changbin looked a bit stunned at Minho then just shrugged and walked away.

The dancer massaged his temples as Chan called the members together for the last final 'talk-round' how they called it. "Okay, we'll start with the group parts first and then we'll just see who wants to do next, just like always, okay?" the others nodded. "Everyone knows what he has to do and where?" nodding again. "Okay. Remember it's okay to make mistakes and that we have time. Don't stress yourself" "Says the right person, Channie-hyung" said Felix who earned laughter from everyone except Minho and Chan. Chan just rolled his eyes on the younger Aussie, but Minho was too focused on not being sick.

The first parts went very well, they only had to film one track twice, because Seungmin accidentally danced the wrong, but that was the only thing that happened.

After they finished recording the parts in which more than one person was seen, they decided who would be the next. the list looked like this in the end: first was Seungmin, followed by Hyunjin, Felix, I.N, Han, Changbin, Minho and as always on the end Chan.

Minho was kinda glad that Chan was at the end. Chan's part wasn't the easiest in general but if you knew how the moves were, it was easy to dance them, so if he had to change the parts, h could just take over Chan's part. But that won't happen! he said to himself, while watching the others dance.

Chan must have seen that Minho looked pale, so he said that the others were allowed to go. Everyone blinked confused but accepted that untypical decision. Soon only Changbin (who refused to go back to the dorm), Chan and Minho were left. "Lee Know, you ready? Or shall we swap parts?" "No, I'm fine" And with that Minho walked towards the building.

His knees wobbeled, when he started walking up the stairs. As soon as he was standing on the flat roof, he tried his hardest to not look down.

Lee Know swallowed. He felt like his throat tightened. Breathe, just breathe Minho "Aaand action!" and Minho jumped in action. But not in the action the camera men wanted him.

As soon as Minho walked closer to the end of the roof, his stomach flipped. He couldn't do this. He just couldn't! His stomach flipped again and he felt something coming up his throat.

The dancer turned on his heel and ran as fast as he could, back to the door he just came from. He heard how the door slammed behind him and that the door downstairs was opened. But he didn't have time to think about who opened the door in front of him, he just needed to come to the restroom as fast as possible. While Lee Know ran to the spot where the restrooms where, he pressed his hands in front of his mouth.

As soon as he reached the restroom, he kneeled down in front of one of the toilets. Before he could even catch his breath, a gag brought up the bit of breakfast he had eaten. That happened at the same time he tried to take a deep breathe, what sent him coughing over the toilet.

While he still gagged a hand started to rub slow circels on his back. When another way of vomit made it's way up his throat he felt how frustrated tears started to fall from his cheeks into the toilet, where they mixed up with bile and stomach acid.

After a while Lee Know only brought bile up and at some point only dry gagging. "Sshhh Minho-ah, there is nothing left in you. Try to take deep breaths and relax a bit. I know it's hard, but you can do it, I know that." his leader comforted him until he leaned back.

But as soon as Chan had calmed Minho down, the dancer started to sob violantely into his hyung's shoulder. "I-I'm so so SO sorry hyung! I schould've... should've known I couldn't do this! That I'm too-too weak for it!" Chan, who was completly stunned by Minho's sudden outburst, just hugged the younger tight. "Hey, hey Minho-ah, look at me. You aren't weak, okay? You are one of the strongest persons I know! You tried, that is all that matters. We will just swap our parts and then you'll dance mine, is that fine?" Minho nodded, his head still burried in Chan's shoulder.

A few minutes later, the bathroom door opened again and Hyunjin came in. "Can I help with something? Binnie wanted to go to bring you some water." "Maybe you could stay with Lee Know, while I talk to the manager?" "Sure no problem"

After Chan got replaced by Hyunjin, he walked to their manager. Hyunjin started to play with Minho's damp hair. "You better?" he asked and Lee Know nodded. "Thanks for staying here. I feel better now, we can go back" "Are you sure?" another voice asked. Changbin kneeled down next to thee dancers and gave the older one a bottle of water. Minho accepted it graduatly. "Yeah, it was just part of a panic attack"

With the support of Hyunjin and Changbin he walked back to the managers. They watched Chan doing his part and after that Minho felt good enough to perform the part Chan did in original. But it was okay like that and he definitely learned his lesson to listen to his body.

END

That's it! After writing nearly everything, my computer deleted chrome and I had to start again, I was nearly ready with the new one, only to find this one in some file burried between too many pictures, but I got the old one back :DDD. This one isn't that short and new ideas are welcome <3

And thanks @eternal-stay for the picture-help XD

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Stuck

Trigger warnings: Claustrophobia, panic attacks

Scared one: Chan (I'm sorry that he always has to suffer from my mind's ideas TT)

Comforter: Changbin, Felix

In @eternal-stay 's country is/was a blackout and we just pretend that it was in Seoul. Well and when there is a blackout, elevators get stuck. And who is known for being... no, not stuck in an elevator (that would go to skz' Felix and the Felix who writes this... is that kinda a Felix-thing???), no who is known for being up all night in the studios? Right Chan and sometimes Changbin. Well you can imagine or read the rest.

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"Hyung? It's already 2am, I think we should go home now" Chan looked up from his laptop, in Changbin's direction. The younger boy looked tired indeed and Chan started to feel guilty about letting him stay in the 3RACHA studio for so long. "You can already go Binnie, I'll just make this ready and-" "No, we'll go back together! I don't want you to stay here all night." The Aussie sighed but nodded defeated. Changbin, clearly suprised that the leader didn't argue, just took it as a win.

After they saved their work, they went to the elevator together.

Normaly the leader wouldn't go in an elevator and preffered the stairs. Small rooms made him anxious. Like really, really anxious. But he was too tired to fight against Changbin now. What could happen anyway?

They waited until the elevator arived. As soon, as the doors closed, Changbin felt Chan grabbing the right arm of the rapper and hold on it tight. "Sshh hyung, no need to be scared. See we're nearly there" Changbin tried to help the eldest. He got a slow nod back.

Suddenly, the elevator stood still and the light went out. Chan's grip around Changbin's arm tightened and he heard that Chan's breathing got faster. "B-Binnie, what's wrong?" the leader asked with a shaky voice. "I don't know. Maybe a little blacko-" realizing that his words weren't the smartest to calm his friend down, Changbin stopped himself. He pulled his phone out of his pocket and turned the flashlight on.

The rapper turned his head to Chan, so he could get a better view on the leader. As soon as the light hit the other's face, he turned away, clearly not wanting Changbin to see his face. But Changbin saw it and it broke his heart.

Chan's eyes were opened wide, tears already rolled down his cheeks and his breathing was fast and unsteady. His already pale skin was even paler and his complete body was shaking.

"Hey, Channie, look at me, yeah? Can you do that for me?" Changbin was suprised how soft his voice sounded, but hardly doubt that his friend would listen to him. The more surprised he was, when Chan really turned his face in Changbin's direction again. Before the rapper could say something, the older one started to speak "W-what if we won't c-come out here?" Changbin tried to understand what his leader said. As always when Chan was scared, hurt or sick, he started to speak a mix out of Korean and English and his voice cracked at some point. He was swallowing down a sob, Changbin was sure about it.

"No, that won't happen, I promise." "B-but how do you... do you know?" "I'm very sure about it" Changbin went over to his scared friend and pulled him in a tight hug. That was enough for Chan to break down.

He started to sob in Changbin's neck, holding the younger member so tight as if he feared he could fade away.

If Changbin's heart didn't already break, it broke now. He had never seen Chan in such a panic, never heard him sobbing like that. He slowly started to rub circles over the other's back and tried to comfort him. "Sshh Channie, it's okay, we'll be fine, we'll be fine. We are safe, nothing will happen to us. They will find us, don't worry. Should I call Felix, so they know where we are? Or Minho?" "...Lix"

Changbin barely heard him through the sobs, but managed to understand. "Okay, Felix it is then. Can I just call him and I hug you after it again?" he felt how Chan shook his head and started to sob harder again. "Hey, it's fine, it's completely fine. But can we sit down, maybe? It will be more comfortabe" this time Chan nodded and they sat down.

The rapper pullled his hyung closer to him and hugged him from the side, while he started to call Felix. He saw, that the other members already tried to call him. Hastily he tipped in Felix' name. "Please, please, please pick up Yongbok!" he muttered under his breath. After two ringing noises, a cracking sound could be heard and right after it Felix deep and with worry filled voice.

Felix: Changbin?? Where are you and Chan?

Changbin: In JYPE.

F: Are you both safe? The complete city is shut down, thanks to a blackout.

CB: We're aware of it. Chan-hyung is with me. *Whispering* but I can't tell you how safe we are.

F: What?! Where are you in JYPE?

CB: We got stuck in an elevator. Channie-hyung is freaking out completely.

F: I'll call someone to help you!

CB: Yeah, I guess that would be good...

F: I'll call you again as soon as possible. Say Channie-hyung that he doesn't need to be scared.

CB: Thank you, I'll tell him.

With that, Felix hung up.

Changbin looked back at the Aussie, who hid his head in the rapper's neck. "Channie?" he knew that Chan preffered that nickname when he was scared, so he tried to use it as often as possible in this situation. "Mhm?" Chan looked up to the rapper. His eyes were red and puffy from crying and tears still fall down his cheeks. "Felix calls someone to help us now. And then he will call again."

While talking Changbin gently pushed his hyungs head back on his shoulder and started to play with his hair. Chan didn't protest and just cuddled closer on his dongsaeng. "Are you still scared that something will happen to us?" Changbin asked softly and looked down at Chan, who nodded. "Y-you know I hate small rooms like this..." "Yeah, I know. Sorry for bringing you in here" "It's not your fault. I could've walked down" he still mixed the two languages up but at least he had stopped to talk so fast.

They sat there in silent for a little time, the only thing that was audible sometimes, were Chan's choked sobs and a slight pitch in his breathing. A look on the phone told Changbin 2:30am. He sighed and just wanted to put the phone away again, when a call from Felix showed up at the display.

F: Help will come as... as soon as possible.

CB: Oh thank god! Wait, why are you panting?

F: I-I'm on my way to JYPE

CB: What?! Why??

F: So I'm there as soon as you are out of that damn, fucking-

CB: Okay, I got it you can stop swearing on this elevator.

Felix stopped running for a moment to catch his breath again. When he stopped, he noticed a weird backround noise out of the phone.

F: Is Chan still crying?

CB: Yeah and he talks to me *whispering* I guess.

F: Do you even understand something out of this language-mess or does it only sound messy through the phone?

CB: No, it does sound messy and no, I can't understand that pretty good, but until now, I managed.

F: Can you put me on speaker? Maybe I can understand him when he wants to say something.

CB: Sure

*Puts phone on speaker*

F: Hello? Channie-hyung, Changbin? You both hear me?

BC, CB: Yes

F: Okay that's good. Is help already there?

CB: It wasn't there a second ago and I would've told you...

F: Sorry my bad. Channie-hyung?

BC: Y-yeah, I'm here don't worry.

Changbin and Felix heard how shaky Chan's voice was, but both decided to not say anything to that fact. Both knew that Chan hated to be 'weak' in front of his dongsaengs.

F: Okay, good. You fine, mate?

BC: Yes, I-I'm fine.

F: Okay I'm nearly...th...damn...f-

There was a cracking noise again, then silence. "Damn the signal broke!" Changbin muttered. Chan stayed silent and stared at the wall.

"Hey, you really okay?" Changbin looked at his friend with worry in his eyes. "Y-yeah, just feel a little sick" "Do you need to throw up?" the Aussie shook his head. "Okay, just say if it gets worse".

They sat there a couple of minutes, until Chan started to shiver again. "Do you feel worse?" the rapper asked a bit anxious, before he realized, that the leader had started to cry again. "I-I just want to get out of h-here" "I know Channie I know" Changbin pulled the older one in a hug again. "This is so dumb! I shouldn't cry like this. It's pathetic. I should be stronger than this. I'm such a bad hyung" "Hush now Chan! First of all, this is not dumb. You are scared and that is okay and not pathetic, no matter in which position or situation you are and especially that you cry is so, so strong. And second, you are the best hyung we could ever have! You are the best leader in the universe, got it?" Chan nodded against Changbin's shoulder and let out a shaky breath.

Just when Chan had calmed down, the elevator suddenly started to move down again and the light went back on. Completely surprised Chan and Changbin stood up. The Aussie clutched the rapper's arm again, fear in his eyes. "Hey Chan, no worries, the blackout is over, that's why it moves again" the other didn't look totally convinced but stopped to grip Changbin's arm like his life depended on it.

The elevator stopped again. A moment nothing happened and Changbin was afraid that Chan would start to panic again. But then finally the doors opened to the sides and Felix stood in front of them.

"Oh my- thank god!" he shouted and opened his arms for Chan, who ran straight to Felix and out of "the thing right out of hell" how he would call the elevator later. Felix hugged his hyung tightly and Chan started to sob again, but this time in Felix' shoulder. "Sshh Channie, it's okay, I've got you, nothing can happen to you now" the younger Aussie whispered, while he smiled at Changbin who came out a bit slower (what wasn't hard with the speed his hyung had had).

"I'm so glad you both are okay!" Felix muttered to Changbin, when he joined the hug. "Me too. Me too, believe me" he got as an answer.

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Aahhhh, I loved writing this. Now I don't have ideas anymore and a long weekend so please, please, pleaseeee write ideas XDD

PS.: they arived at the dorm around 4am thanks to a traffic jam that had built up, which even blocked the way! No need to say that Chan never went into an elevator again and even Changbin tried to avoid it XD

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It's a never ending story, Seungmin - Anxiety series part 7

trigger warnings: nearly Stray Kids ending, panic attack, angst (?)

scared/hurt one: Seungmin

comforter: Minho, (Bang Chan)

Note: I thinks this one will be really short, because I don't have ideas, but I'll try to make it sweeter and fluffier than cotton candy >:3

Seungmin doesn't want that Stray Kids will ever end. But he knows that this day will come sooner or later...

The whole dorm was messy, chaotic and most important: funny. Seungmin loved the other members. They were his family and he know he was their family too. But this day seemed not as funny as normal days. Sure they had many schedules, because they had more and more STAYs. But still, especially Chan-hyung seemed kinda off. Seungmin shook those thoughts off. Their leader probaly just didn't get enough sleep. He opened his phone, just to see that a message came from the group chat.

SKZ Group Chat ❤❤❤

Old man: Emergency meeting at JYPE. 12am. Please be on time it's urgent.

Sunshine: Why?

We know: Yeah, why?

Old man: Can't tell you now. Just be there please.

Seungmin raised one eyebrow. He knew something seemed of.

After Seungmin practiced with Minho together, both went into the meeting room. Felix and Chan were already there, talking English with each other so fast and with such an Australian accent that Seungmin and Minho gave up traing to understand what they said. But from the stressed look Chan had it didn't seem to be good.

The others came bit by bit and at 11:50am all members were there. Normally one of them would come late, but Chan's message made clear that he wouldn't accept that today. As soon as Minho stood up to close the door, Chan started talking: "As you all read, it's an emergency meeting today. And this time it's a real emergency. Everyone in JYPE noticed that we... well... had our... problems (?) this year. So to come straight to the point: JYP mailed me around 6am that, if we don't get our problems under control, he will..." Chan paused and it looked like he was close to tearing up. JYP won't give the leader position away right? Chan is our leader! Seungmin thought. His said leader took a deep breath to pull himself together and started speaking again. "That if we don't get our problems under control, he will disban us.". Silence. That was all that followed their eldest words. Nothing but silence. Minho looked at Chan in shock. Changbin tried to keep is shock in his body, Han swallowed hard. Hyunjin and I.N exchanged looks. Only Felix looked like he knew what Chan would say. And Seungmin? Seungmin just froze in his chair. That wasn't possible! JYPE wouldn't ban Stray Kids! That wasn't possible. No! No! "NO!" Seungmin was as suprised as the others as he rised his voice. "No. No, he can't! He can't disban us! We will get those problems under control, right? We always did it. Right, Chan?" he looked at his leader with hopeful eyes, but Chan looked away. "I... we'll try, of course Seungmin but... I'm not sure if I can pull it up this time" Seungmin looked at his leader in shock. His leader was letting them down? Or was he just tired? Suddenly anger rised in him. "I hope you pull this around Chris!" and with that he stomped out of the room. Chan slumped back into his chair, Felix and Minho hurried to his side. "I want everyone to leave, expect Binnie, Lix and Minho" the others did what he said and left the room, still in shock. As soon as the door closed, their leader broke his walls down. "I'm really not sure if I can pull it around this time" he said, while his shoulders started to shake. "I-I don't want to let you down, but I don't know how to save this... us. I just can't! I can't, I can't, Ican'tIcan'tIcan'tI-" "Channie hey, look at me yeah? Take a deep breath and focus on my voice okay?" Felix tried to comfort their leader who slipped between Korean and English, which confused Minho and Changbin. When their leader eventually calmed down again, he banged his head on the table. "Ugh, Seungmin is dead-angry with me! I promised y'all that I would never ever let you down and now this..." "Hey hyung, you talk like we're already disband, but we can pull this around! We, not you alone, WE" Minho said. "Yeah, we can do it!" Changbin joined in. "We just have to work hard and then it fits!" everyone laughed a bit at Felix' chosen words. "I'll talk with our puppy now and when he calmed down, you should talk to him, Channie-hyung" And with those words Minho left to find Seungmin.

Seungmin sat on his bed, his knees pulled as close to his chest as possible. He didn't cry anymore. He had cried. But now he just felt empty. Would that already be the end? The end of his family? The end of his friends? The end of his world? His head shot up when he heard a knocking. "Come in" he said, his voice still sore from crying. He expected Jeongin or someone like that but it was Minho. "How are you feeling, cherry-boy?" he asked with a suprisingly soft voice. Seungmin shrugged. How should he feel, was the question he asked himself. Being honest with himself he didn't know. "I... I just don't want that this... us will end now. Or ever" Minho gently opened his arms and the younger member melted into the embrace. "Me neither puppy, me neither. And it won't, I promise" Seungmin sniffeld. "But how can you promise it, when even Chan couldn't promise he can pull this around?" Minho smiled warmly at him, something he didn't see often. "You're right Seungie, he said he can't promise that he can do it. But how should he do it alone? We can, together. Chan-hyung, Changbin and Felix and maybe the other mambers, I don't know, already work on ways to get us up again" "But what if that doesn't work? What if-" "Hush now dandy-boy! There is no 'what if'! We can do it! I promise you that!".

10 months later Seungmin and the others went backstage. They were exhausted but proud. The concert was perfect and STAYs had been wonderful. The second youngest went to his leader. "Channie-hyung?" Chan looked at Seungmin. "Hey Seungmin-ah, you did great today!" "Thank you, you too, but I wanted to say thank you to you" the eldest blinked a bit confused, when Seungmin oulled him into a hug. Completely stunned, Chris returned the hug. "Wha-" "Thank you Channie! Thank you for nat giving us up and letting us down. Thank you for continuing. Thank you, that you made Stray Kids stay! Thank you!"

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Well, it's not as short as I thought it would turn out! And I hope it's fluffyyyyy XD. I'll try to finish with the last part today, so pleaseeeee send new ideas 😭😭😭😭! STAY safe my pookies :3